Busy day out

It had been a long week!!6 workin days a week is drivin my life nuts, so on this SUNNY sunday i decided to spend my one whole day with my frens =)
At around 1pm, me and rachel reached navin's house just in time, as usual, we always reached after flo and before anyone else..hehe..after a while, adrian and boo had reached and we went pizza uno in taipan. This was my first time visitin pizza uno, i've ordered myself a baked pasta, hmm..it taste absolutely nice but i cant take much cheese actually, when i finish half of it i can feel my stomach's gonna burst, but stil i finished it by myself =p when u r havin meals with this usual whacky gang, the table will just always fill with laughter =D i realy enjoy my time dining with u all..to Boo and Adrian who are goin back to Aus, take care and all the best back there.
After the heavy lunch, we headed to pyramid without Boo as he was meetin someone else. Navin was lookin for his camel shoes, but after an hour of tryin, he ended up buyin nothin =p and i was kinda rush as i reached home at approx 6 and ke xiou is goin to pick me up at 6:10!!!!OMG..i was plannin to figure out what to wear for this outin but it seems that i wont be able to have much time to think of what other things to wear..so i just put on the dress which ke xiou had ordered me to wear =D grab my purse, camera and handphone and waited patiently for them.
When they were outside my house, as imagine they were shoutin and teasing at my RARELY lady-like look!!seriously i hate it =P and so we went to a restaurant named 69 bistro at some where near time square instead of the curve. The dinner was filled with lots and lots of fun, hmm..how could it not be with the illusion members all around?As we were really makin lotsa noise in the restaurant which has some couple around, we decided to move to somewhere else for some drinks. Eventually we ended up in kepong area AGAIN -_-lll and so we ordered a bucket of heineken (i hope i got that spellin correct) and karena ordered a soda and a french toast and mix them together as a punishment for our games. And there goes our game, man the 007 bang game were extremely hilarious =D i really die laughin during the game. Xiou and hoi hoi will be off to Aussie too (argh~ saying bye bye to four friends in a day!!) wish 2 of u all the best and always keep in touch ya =)




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Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul.
William Ernest Henley

Job 6:11

"What strength do I have, that I should still hope? What prospects, that I should be patient?

Miscommunication

I feel real bad; because of my irresponsibility i made someone else into trouble and also left bad impression in others. The impression thingy is not what i care most, but the miscommunication in between. Misunderstands always caused by miscommunication between 2 parties, sometimes its easy to explain and clarify things out yet sometimes it will turn out even more complicated if we were to explain it.

Apart from durian, misunderstands that cause others havin hard feelin is another thing on earth i hate most!! Especially to those i really care n love alot. makin them feel bad will drive my mood down to the lowest point of the world even thou sometimes it wasn't me who cause it (ok, that sounds a lil too angelic, but..but.. its true!) Very often when i see my frens quarrel, i will always be the saddest one of all. I know its non of my business but the feelin just came in without askin my permission what can i do?

Sometimes I wonder, is our brain too advance or our language isnt that complete to express what our brain wanted to express? The fact is, wherever human exists, there will have misunderstands.

describing my feeling

为什么你为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我你害得我
在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车

别看我先别看我
我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么哪有什么
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

*怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么你为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我你害得我
连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了

靠近我别靠近我
到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了我完蛋了
我整个人眼看就快不是我的了*

怎么办 by S.H.E. such a cute n sweet song dat describe my feelin =) yea, i had a crush on someone but then again, the same old thought came hittin me sayin that: " u aint suitable for him!! ", " u r not his type!! ", " he wont likes someone like u " etc. n for a person with very low self confidence like me, the more frequent these thought strikes me, the more i wil giv up.
Well, after all now is stil at the very very beginnin stage. wish to understand him more first..hehe..guys wish me luck la =)

Happy Birthday

Watched {Happy Birthday} on friday nite with xiou, ling and my 2 tag-along bro n sis..nice to meet ling =)

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He and she were couple since university, broke up and back together again n again...we all loved, love is not only about black and white, to love or not is not something that can clearly be differentiated. She afraid of loosin him, so she choose to step back to be friend, cz relationship wil part and only frenship stays. He respect her and step back, each year he will greet her happy birthday instead of happy valentine's day. They both love each other, yet they were not together...what else can we say other den jz feelin heartbroken for them?
you wil understand, if u have been in love.

I cried at the end of the show, cant really remember when was the last time i cried over movies bt this one somehow touched the feelin dat i've buried deep inside my heart for a very long time. Its not said to be a very nice show, no fancy costumes, no exciting actions etc. but jz a story dat u and i would have experienced before.

A friend of mine will be celebratin his 20th birthday on 22th Jan, since I've this entry with such title..would like to greet him happy birthday as well^^ fren, if u happen to read this n u noe who u r jz drop me a line la..neway have a greatest birthday ever=)




Test

Saw this test link on TJ's blog. And tis is my result:

你的爱情,不但成熟,而且沉实。有种境界叫:见山又是山,见水又是水。你大概就是如此吧!你终于可以很温柔地看待不同爱情阶段的人,并且可以很温柔地陪伴和对待对方,你不企求长相厮守的承诺,因为你深知其中难处;你不会残忍地打破爱情中年轻人的梦想,你只会微笑地等他看见当中的幼稚,无知。如果,有个人能真正地爱到你,也真正被你所爱,那么一定是件幸福的事;不,不止是幸福,应该说,这才是最浪漫的事。

and another one which made me die laffin =)

失恋危机指数…24
「忍无可忍,仍然强忍!」相信是 penny gan 的座右铭,他绝对不容许自己有太大变动,所以就算发现与伴侣有危机时,也尽力抢救。
penny gan 应付失恋的方法:吃東西。

how can the last line be so accurate?!!hahahah

faded feelin

Its so sweet to fall in love with someone yet the feelin of love and being loved never last long.

I just realised I dun even bother to talk with the particular someone who i once admired and care about. And when this thought striked my mind, it freaks me out. Came to think bout it, last time they were the focus of ur life. what ever they did will affect ur mood; when they smile u will be the happiest person on earth, and when they feel down u will be as sad as u r the one havin trouble. Once they were so important in ur life, ur everythin were revolve around them; u even think that the world's gonna end if they were to leave or apart from u!!but then again, the feelin faded day by day... A person that u care for the most in the past can be totally be neglected by u urself!!!

This lead me to a question: what if the future one that i fall in love with, end up in the same way? why will our feelin fade?

interestin notice

Found this notice somewhere outside the academic office..on the top right corner of the notice there's a 0% and at the bottom right there's one line writtin " please check ur grammar!" I wonder if the one who correct it was someone from ELBP =P

Total eclipse of the heart

I've promised a happy new post yet i'v discovered this fact which is not so happy and i would like to share with u all. There's this sad truth i've found, that no matter how sweet and lovely a couple may seem, they are not as the same inside.

There's this lovely couple whom always make me feel that I will find one true love like theirs in the future; yet just today i found out that they are actually having quite alotta problems between them. I just cant imagine something that look so nice and lovely at the surface will turn out so horrible and ugly when the truth revealed =(

listening to the song " total eclipse of the heart " I think unless u found the total eclipse to ur heart, else no matter how good one can be there'll still be argument and never ending quarrel.

And once again it reminds me of the fear of gettin into a relationship or marriage. people, u better be nice to ur other half or else u all really gonna lead me to stay single forever!! =P

I started to...

I started to feel unfamiliar with u...
I started to duno ur new made frens....
I started to lose ur messages...
I started to let go the habit of messaging u everyday...
I started to forget the way u holds me...
I started to forget the feelin u hug me...
I started to feel lonely...
I started to get use to lonely...
I started to cry in bed when i think of u...
I started to blame myself for not lettin u hate me...
I started to regret that I crashed into and messed up ur life....
I started to feel tired and helpless..............

The pot luck dinner

It's de last day of 2006 and a few of us had gathered round at Yen Ling's place to have a lil pot luck dinner. I brought a pot of spicy chicken that my dad cook; Horng made sandwiches; Vince came with his 'hand made' spegatthi; Rachel bought 2 large Canadian pizza; Yen Ling came back from Malacca with chicken rice ball, and Shirley came with a KFC variety bucket. Obviously we had over portion for 6 peoples. The dinner start at around 7 and we had a great time laughin while havin our 'Last supper' for 2006^^

After the dinner and the cleaning, we played some card games in the living room, snapped some video will upload it if i manage to get it from my dear fren as soon. We headed to One Utama at approx 10pm by walkin, YES we walked there as it would be impossible for us to find any parkin in the mall or any where near it. It took us around 20 minutes to reach there and we headed to Dave's cafe for some drinkz while waitin for the countdown. And as usual we took pictures besides chit chattin=) We then join the crowd at 11:50pm to catch up for the countdown, the crowd at One U is crazee!!!!The countdown was followed by an approx 15 minutes fireworks, we cant see much as our position were blocked half by the building.

Too soon the countdown was over and we walked back to Yen Ling's place again. Surprisingly we met Yk and the gang on the way back. Hope to meet u somedays in the future before u off to Australia my fren. We went back and get ourself showered and changed and start our mid night movie session- The Lion King 3. Haha yeap yeap u din see wrongly it's the lion king 3. A bunch of 20 over years old watchin lion king 3, and in fact they were all really enjoyin the show=) After the 2 hrs+ show, we all gathered together for some ghost stories and I just felt so creepy with some of the stories. The story tellin session last til 6am and we all fallen asleep silently as we were all really tired ZzZzz

Its a great nite with u guys. Im sure we're gonna have more fun in the future.

the end & the beginning

Look at the date...2007 is here!!!The time when i was sittin down infront of my comp to type my new year resolution for 2006 is stil fresh in my memory and now~ its 2007!!!!!!!OMG~ times really flies!!!!

2006 is a year full with surprises and excitement. And i've met a bunch of new frens in uni, not only for my own course and my own year but also many great and nice dudes from other courses and years^^ Ofcause there's times as im feeling down, frustrated, helpless, disappointed and feeling that keep me wondering what's life about and sometimes will thought of doin stupid things, but i'm glad that God sent me a bunch of great friends to guide me and help me thru all my problems. Hey friends, if u are readin this..i wana say thnx for everythin u all did for me thru out the year. I'm really blessed to have u all in my life journey.

And as usual, the new year is here and I would like to achieve some of this resolution for myself:
1. Do better in my academy
2. Spend money wisely
3. Make more friends
4. Be more optimistic
5. Gain more self confidence
6. To be more mature
7. Treasure whatever i have with grateful heart
8. Pick up my guitar lesson
9. S.M.I.L.E always =)

I think that's about it.

May all of u out there will have a blessed new year ahead.....