Bid February GoodBye~

It's finally ending....

have I told you this is the longest February ever? I'm glad that it's finally ending..seriously, sending off your friends one by one, having all assignments and presentation due in the same week and having exam in the same month all together is not fun...in fact it's friggin SUX!! I had a bad February but anyway..this crappy Feb is coming to an end in few more hours time, and my exam's over!! everything's gonna be fine...again =)

anyway..there was something I read in the text book which I feel like sharing..
"...the line of reasoning leads to the following conclusion: there is no such thing as a "bad" emotion. Joy is not necessarily a good emotion, and anger and fear are not necessarily bad emotions (Izard, 1982). All emotions are beneficial because they direct attention and channel behavior to where it is needed....

when you're happy, you smile, you laugh; when you're worry, you frown; and when you're sad, you cry..people do have emotions and it is NORMAL to have! when you have emotions, deal with it! cry, laugh or whatever you think it's appropriate and then get over it...if you're crying because you feel sad, I dun see any problem with it...remember...all emotions are beneficial!

Talking about revision

or should I call it a last minute revision?

Exam's on Monday!! stress betul...looking at the journals =.= I pray to God that I wont mix up the author's name and what researches they did or I'm gonna get myself in deep shit..First paper's preparation is almost done but I have yet to start on M&E's revision which is just 2 days after the first.. *praying* I wish I have some super memory now...so I can absorb whatever I've read and can vomit all out in the hall.....

alrite..time to hit the bed, or I'm gonna sneak to the kitchen and look for food...even thou I just sat here studying but revision and journals reading drained up your energy fast! especially when journals' font size are sooooo tiny!! I just dun understands why they cant make it bigger..already the content is boring enough to make whoever who read it fall asleep yet they still wana make the font size as small as possible to make you sleep even faster!

By next Wed 12pm I'll be free!! whee~ cant wait for all the coffee session I've promised with my friends....and I'm gonna meet up old mates after some times =) yay me!! by the way, my cousin is getting marry next month..she'd been my playmate since young and now that she's getting marry I suddenly realized that we've really grown up!!
I'm soooooo happee for her....eh wait.....her wedding is next month....which means I've to go on diet again +_+ oh holy crap... (sing to the tune of 'oh holy night')

on diet...is always a life long project =.=


Of Edison scandal

Journals are long, boring and make no sense to me most of the time....and especially reading it at this wee hour is only gonna make me hate it to the max. so I took a time out to hop around blogs. stumble upon my friend's blog and got the news about Edison quiting from the entertainment field.

This outcome was expected but somehow I still feel that he is also one of the victim in this entire incident just like the other actresses who were involved. Just like the statement he made in the conference, "the photos are very private and have not been shown to people and were never intended to be shown to anyone.." true enough that these photos are very private, and obviously someone immoral had stole it from him and uploaded without consent...and eventually destroy his career and maybe his whole life too....

I admit that those pictures taken were utterly disgusting (okay..so I've seen some of it, what u wan?) but it was never meant to be published on the internet and papers like this....people do have their own privacy!! maybe there is someone out there who have even more 'disgusting' sex pictures, and why no body care? because they never publish to the world, and because they are not Edison Chen...you get what I mean? If those pic have not been stolen from him, those are his private photos, and is it wrong to keep those pic?

damn, must be the time! I lost my words alrd..anyway I feel that the society should give him another chance instead of keep blaming him..I am not his fans but I just feel that we shud be fair to him...

Here come the stressful week

You think studying your lectures slides and notes is bad enough? Try journals...it's worst!!!

Having a unit which has no text book is bad and study the lectures slides alone is definitely NOT sufficient enough to save you to even pass the paper is pathetic. You have to stuck your head in the journals for hours juz to find a lil point from here and there! I've fell asleep a few times when I'm reading... *argh* I wana burn the all the journals alrd!!!

okk..I shall stop ranting. Kx flew back to Perth on Wed, Hoi is leaving in a few hours time too..and Bryan flying off on friday nite :( this is the worst longest Feb ever! at least to me, it feels like it had been here forever...anyhow, I still wana wish all of those who were studying abroad to have a very pleasant times there and most importantly to take good care of yourself ;)

It's time to go back to the very 'interesting revision' on my journals! Add oil psycho pals, lets kill the pets and have purrrfect control over our motivation and emotions!!

p/s: I know I've been sayin this many many times.....bt I still VERY MISS YOU! and I wana say...'wake me up when DEC is here' LOL

Will you marry him?


I got this email and I saw this billboard myself when I'm on my way to college..this guy is totally bravo to propose this way!!man, I hope somebody can update all the passerby on whether she agree to marry him..lol

So Close



You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

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had a lil catch up session with some high school's friends, this bunch of friends is another treasure to me..I may not meet up with them as often as I meet my college mates nor I will chat with them online that much either but EVERYTIME we met, let it be only a few of us or one big group of us we will have endless topic, endless jokes to crack and endless fun together! I just adore them so much and needless to say I appreciate the friendship and love each of them so much =)

and some body just mentioned that we've left our high school for almost 5 years now, gosh..that reminds me how fast times flies.....we are all a grown up now...and it's really great that we still keep in touch every now and helping each other out when any of us is facing any problems....I love you girls *hugs* ;p

My usual gang ;) some of them are not in it..I cant find any pic with all of us in it as we all are everywhere now busying with our own studies and career so it's quite hard to gather all of us at once..this one includes most of us already I guess....to KeXiou and Hoi Hoi who are going back to Perth soon, all the best and I'll see u soon!! to the rest...we shall catch up again ;) take care my girls

Animal-Assisted Therapy!

okay..since everyone is showing off their poster...I think I should too ;p
tada!!
it's simple...and I like the colour..hhee

Motivation needed

Finally another assignment down...and now I just have to finish up my part of work in another group's assignment and I can start revising for my finals which will be here in another 11 days!! and I haven start revision at all....no motivation to start either! H.E.L.P!!!

Right now I'm sitting in the lab waiting for my bro to pick me up after his class and I'm feeling dead sleepy and tired...I am doing my assignment but hardly progressing *sigh* anyway I'm feeling great that it's thursday already! no class tmr which means I can wake up later!! Gosh, I feel soooo damn old as I practically drag myself outta bed every morning and the first thought that came into my head every morning is 'I wana come home and sleep!'

anyway..happy valentine's day to all...with or without valentine you still can celebrate..heheh okay..back to work..my desktop is my valentine! lol

I miss you

just a quick entry before I hit the bed..I miss them!! both of them!!

not being able to connect with them and not knowing where to call or sms just make me feel as if something is hanging half way not done and the feeling sux!

RACHEL CHEE and MELINDA TAN..get back to us ASAP...Carol and I are missing you both heaps!


Until we meet again..

and 10th Feb 2008 is here!

The date I wish it will come slower for the past 2 months IS here! It's really hard to send off ur best friends and knowing that you wont be able to meet them as often as before just kill me....but to think it over again..we'll definitely meet each other again..and will have fun time together again ;)

Just feeling thankful that I din cry and flood the airport as what I expect, thou I did tears abit when I see them walking in and outta my sight and with the thought in my head telling me that 'there they go...ur not gonna see this 2 figures in 10 months' and can you believe there is people playing Aud Lang Syne with his violin at the airport?! gosh...if I cry I will really punch him...

anyway...I will see you all online =) *sob sob* I miss you all already!

Speaking on CNY

let's forget about those depressing farewell post for a while..it's Chinese New Year!!

for many years, CNY to me is just as simple as ang pao + cards game + snacks + movies and outing with cousins + HOT weather!! oh..and you see everything in red..ridiculously RED!
red, RED and more RED!!

sales!!!

May you have alotta ang pao this year...and be kind enough to spend some on me =D
happy CNY to all~ I hope you dun grow side way too much after this prosperous holiday ;P

To my precious friends

friends are like stars
that's what others said
cause they are always with you
even when you don't see them
friends are like jewel
that's what others said too
cause they are precious to own
friends are treasure that can only be found with genuine heart
that's what I said
we see thru each other's weakness
and accept each other for who they are
the happiness they brought is hard to measure

so many sunset we spent together
I'm glad that most of it were filled with laughter
thou at times we do quarrel
yet we know we love and care for each other
good times together is ending for this chapter
we are going on our seperate way
there are so much more to say
and we then realized times never wait
only memories shared will stay
needless to cry
we know somedays we'll reunite
and celebrate the growth in us
that we've all become a better person.

No..I'm not sad

I'm just not very cheerful.....

I had flooded my room last nite with my tears...I browsed thru the pictures we took in Pavilion and Sky Bar on facebook and suddenly the blues just strike me from no where....what made me tears was Grey's Anatomy...damn it..I was in a not-so-cheerful mood and they just have to play the saddest part at this time and made me cried like a mad woman in the middle of the night.....

but I wasn't really crying for the series actually..more of thinking about my dear friends...I'm so gonna miss them!! *SLAP* hallo penny gan..dun be silly here!!!they are leaving for good....live with it! and ya..live with it was what I got from Rajiv at the dinner last nite...

*Vince*
I'm so gonna miss ur 'auntie-ness' and your sweat face!!take care urself and also take care of my 2 darlings there...dun fight with Melinda if possible ;p see u soon

*Yi Horng*
Have Fun in Moo Moo land~ I'm soooo gonna miss u too coz no one will volunteer to do the booking for movies alrd :( LOL kidding kiddin...hehe just wana say..it's my pleasure to have known you and I really had whole lotta fun for the past 2 years...enjoy your time in Gippy~

*Yen Ling*
YOU'RE LEAVING!!!! sooooo soon!!! no more clovers outing in near future! no more sleeping over at ur place in the coming one year...no more movies together so soon..no more williams, late night McDs :( take care of urself and do keep in touch thru mails, blog and msn ok? have u fix ur webbie?!! *hugs* will be missing you!

*Rachel*
*sigh* what more can I say? just by thinking of you leaving make me tears..but on the other hand I'm happy for you to have the chance to experience the different environment and culture=) I'm gonna miss you heaps and praying everything will be fine for you over there...*hugs* love u to bits

to everyone out there who are also going overseas for study or work..I pray for your safety and may you all enjoy your days on the foreign land :)


The farewell surprise

so our little trick did work......

had been planning this surprise dinner with carol for rachel since last 2 weeks..I got her out for shopping at Pavilion and bring her for 'fine dining'..carol, adrian, yi horng, yenling and henry juz pop out from no where when she wasnt paying attention..hehe...hope u love the small surprise darling =) after the dinner, photo taking and the very beautiful cupcakes for dessert we headed to sky bar..okay were suppose to go luna bar but we were too late...busy taking pictures all night ;p

Carol..thanks for everything u did for the night..and thank God we din screw the plan..hehe and for Adrian..it's good to see u again, and no offense about the spastic child, u r Mr. Handsome according to Yi Horng LOL Henry, Horng and YenLing, thanx for coming and also helping to make this plan work..hehe hope everyone have some fun...people with the pictures plz send the pic to me ASAP..I dun wana lose Sky Bar pic again....