I is depressed wtf

I tried to be positive..
but time is ticking away...
so much more to study..
so little time left..
I dun feel like seeing anyone..
I dun feel like talking..
I think I am depressed..
but I'm not allowed to..
cause people thought I'm always so negative..
it makes me even more depressed
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back to perception..
if I dun finish at least half of all the chapters tonight..
I might as well just jump off the cliff...

Ka-Yao

WOOT~ I've not blog for almost a week now (last post doesn't count!! it's just merely scribbling)

anyway, was pretty tied up with reports the past few days and I've finally done with it!! in the middle of reporting...I accidentally pressed something and suddenly my word file appear this:

awww...my group mates are so schweet! lol

I thought it was Yng Jiun who drew it, but she told me it was Rachel. She conteng-ed last week when we were using Yng Jiun's really canggih laptop for discussion.

Kayao kawan-kawan! the war is in two weeks time!!

because I am stress..

I feel like clubbing...
No, I'm not good in dancing and I dun normally dance
but I just feel like dancing away.....

Living to love you

I was so boring reading journals and keying in data, then I found this...here's how it roll:
Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

I have to say..mine sound so ridiculously silly but fun...

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
If I were a boy - Beyonce *huh??!*

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
傻瓜 - 曾沛慈 *I would never use that on myself!!*

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
No more sad song - Clay Aiken *yea..let there be happy songs only*

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
When there was me and you - Vanessa Hudgens

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
单身潜逃 - 戴佩妮 *does that mean my life purpose is to run for singlehood? how sad??*

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Free Loop - Daniel Powter *what the hell is that suppose to mean?*

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Can't make you love me - Britney Spears *I do love you all =p*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
天灰 - S.H.E *do u mean disappointed...kns!*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ready to fly - Richard Marx *HAAHA!*

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
多谢失恋 - Twins *if there is 2 + 2 in love then it really means break up...*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
我们怎么了- S.H.E *没怎么~*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
远远在一起 - 龚诗嘉

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
love changes everything - Clime Fisher *woot~ *

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
you were mine - Dixie chicks *WOW~!!*

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
马德里不思议- 蔡依林

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
路太弯- 潘玮柏 *I must be died of car accident*

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
whatever it takes - Leona Lewis

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Miss Invisible - Marie Digby *so people, dun neglect me!! WTF u r so pathetic!*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I have nothing - Katharine McPhee *I really have nothing...dun rob me...*

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
You give me something - James Morrison *HAAAHAHA yes yes I wan you to give me something!*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
She's out of my life - Bahler *it shud change to what do u think of your enemy...*

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Living to love you - Sarah Connor

I'm not tagging anyone..do it if u'd like to. =)

Just another phase of life

Sometimes I couldn't help but wonder, Why am I so pathetic?

Make more sales ya

I text her this morning to wish her all the best on her first day of work, and the last line I added "make more sales ya" and I wanted to say "so u can buy me lunch" but I keep that line to myself cz dun wana sound so yeow gui (hungry ghost)....

then she replied:
"u asked me to make more sales so that I can treat you is it?"

HAAHAHAAAHA...I love u soul mate!

Call me emotional, whatever

I've to admit, I'm not good in goodbyes at all....

after tonnes of practices, I still hate the feeling of bidding the love ones goodbye....I know some time in the future we're gonna meet again, but it didn't make the heart feels any less heavy.

take care, friends.

I guess it's the emo-stress combination that makes me mad now!
ohh..I'm blardy stress.....!!!