Life.Suicide

Been doing alot reading on suicide last month when I was preparing the presentation and my essay, most suicide cases were due to frustration in life, because they met obstacles in life and not willing to deal with the pain and frustration; and there they go with the stupidest act ever- to kill themselves. The question is, did u solve any problem by puttin an end to ur life? I think you only add on a greater sorrow to those who love and care bout you. It does leave a very horrible impact for them who experience the lost of friends and family by suicide!

Life never seems to be easy for anyone, everyone have their own problems and obstacles in life that they have to face and overcome. If they can face it, why not you? This is what we call life, if there's no bitterness in life, will you know how is sweetness taste like?

Look up into the sky, sometimes you get sunny day, and sometimes you get cloudy day. Even the sky have different mood everyday, so how can everythin around u be the same ALWAYS??wouldn't it be dull when you have a REALLY peaceful life without any ups and downs?

remember: What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger!!

The Rose

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

Okay, I know Im not suppose to crap at this time especially the first paper is in less than 12 hours time..but I cant help it, I just came across this clip and I cant wait to see my darling gals to get marry!!the happiness is just so overwhelming.. hmm..wondering who will be the lucky man =)

the judgment week

Time flies..my 1st sem is coming to an end and its time for exam!! argh, I hate exam..but then Im having fun reading my text book =) uncle Freud's theory is really interesting hehe..

okay I know I'm suppose to update on the Penang trip but not now la fren, got no time to upload pictures and all, but for sure the Penang trip was AWESOME =D

been sitting infront the study table for more than 8 hours..study, make notes, chat once in a while, listen to music when im tired, frenster, and now here I am to blog..hehe lemme show u my study table..

lecture's slides, note book n text book

okay..I know its messy

The reason why we must keep yen ling busy...

Just because we dun wana have more heart attack like this:

darn my face look so matchin to the body!!!


NO WAY i'm gonna let myself bald like an ancient samurai!!!


Please stab me to die if I ever have that lips.....=.=


I will never ever wana go for plastic surgery..man do make mistake!

Dating~

Handed in both research project report and introductory psychology's topic essay! fuh..this 2 major assignments are like 2 big rocks pressuring me since the beginning of the sem, now finally presented and handed in!! so I reward myself an outing with my darling Rachel.

On tuesday afternoon, Rachel came n pick me up at around 3 and then we headed to ss15 to see the skin doctor, headed to one U after it. We went and check out the movie for the complimentary ticket and at last we decided to watch Oceans 13. George Clooney is so MAN!! before the show we went BBQ plaza for lunch...okay, late lunch! it'd been a while since we two went makan like this. After a contended meal, we went shopping around and as usual, I din buy myself anythin. We went home after the movie as it was about time to close.

The nex morning, went dim sum with Rachel and Henry at Maluri. ahh, I just love dim sum=D after that went saloon and cut my hair. I just so regretted cutting it..now I look so kiddy! Rachel dyed her hair..hehe dun be shocked la, she din dyed an ang pao colour. Went One U again to buy some top, I just manage to get one, and got a new back pack for my sister. We left after around 2 hours, and now here I am back to my study table to continue assignments..argh~ I've never hated english so much in my whole life!!

Finals is just around the corner, the worst thing that I just found out is...introductory psychology is on the VERY FIRST day!!!! which mean I'v only 11 days left to study for it!!This is really @#$%#!*$!^&*

thanx darling for the outing and good luck penny!

Hectic

Looking at the up comin 'events' for the nex few weeks drive me crazy..there's one presentation and 2 assignments due nex week and seriously I haven really prepare for the presentation slides (hopefully my partner din read this!) and my assignments was all half way done!! will be attending Venetia's 21st birthday in Penang nex week too =) and right after I come back from Penang will another 2 assignments due in that week..and then it will be the finals!! gosh I haven touch my text book!!! I need to start readin and revising, else i'm gonna be so DEAD!!

oh..thou the time is runnin out but somehow I still manage to catch a movie with my friends last nite..hehe =) Fantastic Four - The rise of the silver suffer. Its a fantastic show but its somewhat too short for me..the ending was a lil too 'cincai' hhaha..over all its still a good show la, worth watchin it ;)

p/s: we ought to have some fun outta anytime, else we will all go bonkers =S

the end of misery..

current mood is as below:


so i try to keep myself occupied with works:



heart still aching but Im sure I'll be fine =) no worries ma darlings..

ma daddy

Hapwee Papa's day =)

since it's the one and only day that most of us will 'remember' about our father, I'd like to write something about my dad..hehe =) like many other chinese family kids, I'm not really a daddy's girl and are more closer to mummy yet I still *Heart* my dad VERY MUCH..he's a great man that knows ALOTTA stuff (okay, other then computer stuff la) he can fix EVERYTHIN!! and he's really creative!! I guess there's where my brother got the genes from..thou he can be real kayu at times but he's actually a joker..hehe u can never imagine my dad do moon walk like MJ..telling us jokes but only he himself laughin =.=" ( I think I know why I always do that now) and he can be really crazee after a few can of beer =D

Dad, dun drink so much beer and go exercise abit la...althou i dun do it also =p I pray for you to stay healthy both physically and mentally =) and I hope you can overcome your insomnia problem very soon *with love*

Can guess what's that hook made from? told ya my dad really creative *proud*

Tah da~~ my kayu but not so kayu daddy =D