So many times I've told myself NOT to think and LET it go, but so many times I failed! I am happy that somehow we still remain as friends on the other hand I hate the feeling of pretending..like NOTHIN ever happen! It kills everytime when I see the light of hope shine in our way and yet the next thing I know is it's just an illusion...it happened so so so many times and I am exhausted on guessing who am I to you in ur heart..
If you happen to read this, can you tell me everything that I need to know so that I can stop puttin in any hope?! Each passing sec is tearing me into pieces, and it's falling everywhere that I duno where to collect it and put it back into one piece!! I never know heartbreak can last this long and cut this deep....and I wasn't sure if there's anyone can heal the wound
Blur me
Seriously need to pick up my book n start studyin man....I'm so lost in social psy! dun hv any idea about the theories as if I never attend any of the lectures before....wth is happening? and I duno how to start my assignment...3 essays due on 24th!!! word count stil 0/3000 keng ler?
btw, I'm goin to help out in sunway medical as a volunteer twice a week soon with some of my mates, to play with kids and help out the customer service =) will update on how is the thing goes..cuz i dun hv any idea how it will be like yet. I assume that will gain me alotta experience and ofcz FUN =D
btw, I'm goin to help out in sunway medical as a volunteer twice a week soon with some of my mates, to play with kids and help out the customer service =) will update on how is the thing goes..cuz i dun hv any idea how it will be like yet. I assume that will gain me alotta experience and ofcz FUN =D
Talent Night
The Monash Talent Night was for sure a successful one if u ask me..all the committee's hard work got paid off and I'm sure the audience feel worth while with the RM10 tix..a lil shout out to my friends who work so hard to organize this show..u guys did a splendid job and I enjoy the show ALOT!
I like the individual performers -Ken's performance! He was really creative to combine dancing and acting together..lol and his walkin prop is cool as well =) the beat boxer did a pretty cool performance as well..wondering what kinda mouth they have..=P but thru out the whole night..I love ice nutz most hahha..not just because they are funny and creative, but they got the ice kachang song stuck in my head now..I've been singin "you are my ice kachang in this tropical heat....." since evening =.= Ohh how can I not mention MPAC very own dancer? u guyz roXx =)
I like the individual performers -Ken's performance! He was really creative to combine dancing and acting together..lol and his walkin prop is cool as well =) the beat boxer did a pretty cool performance as well..wondering what kinda mouth they have..=P but thru out the whole night..I love ice nutz most hahha..not just because they are funny and creative, but they got the ice kachang song stuck in my head now..I've been singin "you are my ice kachang in this tropical heat....." since evening =.= Ohh how can I not mention MPAC very own dancer? u guyz roXx =)
A gift
My Thursday for sure doesn't start off nicely..first I woke up late, well I snoozed my alarm a couple of times until I actually realized I was about to be late..so I wash up and pack my stuff (yes, I only start packin stuff in the morning) and went down. When I was about to leave the house, I can't find my shoe!! the cupboard isn't that big but I search thru every single corner I still can't find...I gave up at last and decided to go uni in my sandals..and when I get into the car, I couldn't start the car!!!the bloody steering was stuck and I couldn't start my car...tryin to start it under the hot sun for 10 minutes...thank God my dad woke up at the right time and fix it for me...
On my way to uni, I told myself it's gonna be a GOOD DAY! and true enough, it wasn't a bad day after all..I have my smart tag with me to skip the long Q at the toll, I heard my favorite song being play on radio and I wasn't late for class..thou the parking in the campus was full that I've to park further and walk a lil..but I over heard some interesting conversation when I am walkin to the foyer...nah..I din min to do so okay..they talked just right behind me..ohh, and I got extra RM50 from dad because I took the money in the morning for petrol but since the car couldn't start and I am already late so I just keep the money =P and when I got home, received a comment from my darling gal saying that she miss me...owh..how sweet is that =D
So you see, ur day may not start off perfectly but somehow in a way it wouldn't be a bad day for you if u willing to tell urself that it's gonna be fine and willing to discover and appreciate every lil' happiness that you can find around you =)
weekend is around the corner..have fun and SMILE dudes
*If you have no where to go on this friday nite, do drop by monash university for the talent nite show =) it will start at 6:30pm and it's only RM10!!*
"It's because the world is full of suffering, that your happiness is a gift."
On my way to uni, I told myself it's gonna be a GOOD DAY! and true enough, it wasn't a bad day after all..I have my smart tag with me to skip the long Q at the toll, I heard my favorite song being play on radio and I wasn't late for class..thou the parking in the campus was full that I've to park further and walk a lil..but I over heard some interesting conversation when I am walkin to the foyer...nah..I din min to do so okay..they talked just right behind me..ohh, and I got extra RM50 from dad because I took the money in the morning for petrol but since the car couldn't start and I am already late so I just keep the money =P and when I got home, received a comment from my darling gal saying that she miss me...owh..how sweet is that =D
So you see, ur day may not start off perfectly but somehow in a way it wouldn't be a bad day for you if u willing to tell urself that it's gonna be fine and willing to discover and appreciate every lil' happiness that you can find around you =)
weekend is around the corner..have fun and SMILE dudes
*If you have no where to go on this friday nite, do drop by monash university for the talent nite show =) it will start at 6:30pm and it's only RM10!!*
"It's because the world is full of suffering, that your happiness is a gift."
Busy Bee
Due dates started to kick in and mess up my comfortable and relax life style! Now let me see, I've a job analysis due on 24th Sept which I need to interview someone who are currently working and compare the job area with my group member's and come out with a report. The best part is I haven start anything..haven even found any target! Other groups already started their interview bla bla bla.. Next will be Social Psy essay which is due on 1st Oct and VABS report on 2nd Oct which I also need to interview a toddler's parents! same thing, no target yet but there's some potential target thou =) Other than that, we need to do a campaign's proposal where we need to design the campaign from A-Z on our own. I remember during high school when we write essay or karangan, we often like to just throw in 'mengadakan kempen anti blah blah...' now we gonna design it!! =.= and another group project will be the corporate training proposal...argh..banyak proposal to do....
Apart from assignments, there are several event comin up which I am actually quite lookin forward to. The first will be Monash ball..I looking forward to the post-ball event =P guys..please plan properly and dun waste the nite =D The day after the ball will be my uncle's wedding, but I'm not gonna attend ler..cz the next day will be my darling dear gal's 21st birthday party =) so gonna stay home and rest or I will be goin back to class with my eye bag touching the floor on monday =P
Gonna join the community service in Sun-Med for customer service and play with kids...not sure whether I will be chosen for the first batch, if it's not, will still join in later on. It's gonna be a great experience =) and we will be helping Dr. Teoh to conduct a research soon....i guess, not so sure about what to do yet thou =P
Ok, enough with the updates..getting back to my developmental text book =D I love this unit alot..babies are sooooo KAWAII...
Apart from assignments, there are several event comin up which I am actually quite lookin forward to. The first will be Monash ball..I looking forward to the post-ball event =P guys..please plan properly and dun waste the nite =D The day after the ball will be my uncle's wedding, but I'm not gonna attend ler..cz the next day will be my darling dear gal's 21st birthday party =) so gonna stay home and rest or I will be goin back to class with my eye bag touching the floor on monday =P
Gonna join the community service in Sun-Med for customer service and play with kids...not sure whether I will be chosen for the first batch, if it's not, will still join in later on. It's gonna be a great experience =) and we will be helping Dr. Teoh to conduct a research soon....i guess, not so sure about what to do yet thou =P
Ok, enough with the updates..getting back to my developmental text book =D I love this unit alot..babies are sooooo KAWAII...
The end of the long~ weekend
With one whole day of shopping marathon, I now announced that my 4 days long weekend was officially over..
Lets talk about the shoppin marathon, in case u missed the personal message i put on my msn, here's the destinations of my Sunday:
BSC-Bangsar-Mid Valley-Hartamas SC- Hartamas Square-Rachel's new house-Shangri-La Hotel-Sunway-Home!
Rachel and I went shopping early in the morning to shop for our prom dress, I haven manage to grab any or rather I dun even have any in mind yet..they either make me look like a pregnant lady in it or an overgrowth potato =.= sad case betul..and plus we were really rushing from one place to another so was kinda not in the mood of choosing oso..met up with "James" for lunch at sushi king...damn we ate til bloated and *sigh* there goes my diet plan!!
After all the shoppin trip, rachel n I went back to her new place (really cantik sampai tahap maxima..n I'm the first fren's visitor*proud* dun jeles people =P) to shower and dress up to attend Syed's sister's wedding dinner at Shangri-La Hotel Grand Ballroom..I went there in baju kurung (borrowed from rachel's mom..TQ auntie =]) and rachel went there in her nyonya kebaya..the dinner ended kinda early..it took around 2 hours to finish the whole thing..haha..that was kinda fast as I've been attending chinese wedding dinner that used to take up to 3 hours+ =P the bride is really pretty and both the groom n bride are soo tall =) nice wedding dinner =) thanx boo boo bear for inviting but.....*SIGH* I screwed the friggin diet plan!!!
Sent rachel back to sunway and here I am sittin here typin this entry when Im suppose to be on bed sleeping...guess it's really time to sleep, my throat is gonna kill me further if I stil refuse to rest..
*photo will be up soon...I know I said that as well in the last post, but....*
Siti dan Fatimah...bwahahahah
On the way to Shangri-La
Rachel and I at the dinner
Neal and Nigesh..the come back king..lol
Syed and I..he look smart in his suit =P
ME =)
Rachel
Lets talk about the shoppin marathon, in case u missed the personal message i put on my msn, here's the destinations of my Sunday:
BSC-Bangsar-Mid Valley-Hartamas SC- Hartamas Square-Rachel's new house-Shangri-La Hotel-Sunway-Home!
Rachel and I went shopping early in the morning to shop for our prom dress, I haven manage to grab any or rather I dun even have any in mind yet..they either make me look like a pregnant lady in it or an overgrowth potato =.= sad case betul..and plus we were really rushing from one place to another so was kinda not in the mood of choosing oso..met up with "James" for lunch at sushi king...damn we ate til bloated and *sigh* there goes my diet plan!!
After all the shoppin trip, rachel n I went back to her new place (really cantik sampai tahap maxima..n I'm the first fren's visitor*proud* dun jeles people =P) to shower and dress up to attend Syed's sister's wedding dinner at Shangri-La Hotel Grand Ballroom..I went there in baju kurung (borrowed from rachel's mom..TQ auntie =]) and rachel went there in her nyonya kebaya..the dinner ended kinda early..it took around 2 hours to finish the whole thing..haha..that was kinda fast as I've been attending chinese wedding dinner that used to take up to 3 hours+ =P the bride is really pretty and both the groom n bride are soo tall =) nice wedding dinner =) thanx boo boo bear for inviting but.....*SIGH* I screwed the friggin diet plan!!!
Sent rachel back to sunway and here I am sittin here typin this entry when Im suppose to be on bed sleeping...guess it's really time to sleep, my throat is gonna kill me further if I stil refuse to rest..
here's the pictures ;)
Siti dan Fatimah...bwahahahah
On the way to Shangri-La
Rachel and I at the dinner
Neal and Nigesh..the come back king..lol
Syed and I..he look smart in his suit =P
ME =)
RachelTrip of craziness...
The long planned PD trip with my high school's mates was over..too soon and we had a blast over the 2D1N trip there..having great time taking pictures, eating, drinking, swimming(for some of them), steamboat-ing, singing, pooling, etc...I love the steamboat dinner...and supper =p ahh so yummy-licious but *sigh* there goes my diet plan =/
Because it was national day eve, we were all so patriotic that we start singing patriotic songs at the balcony..haha...that was really hilarious cuz we dun remember most of the lyrics..and my friends were shouting and jumping after the alcohol effect...some body got drunk and started to talk nonsense after that..but it was really a farnie scene to see...
The next morning we woke up and checked out after we took some pictures at the beach..and we went down to malacca for the chicken rice ball...ahh...I started to miss it already!!we went back to KL after the lunch and ice kacang at malacca..
Not gonna go into detail about the trip, and will let the pictures tell the stories..BUT not now..wil post it up once i got the pictures =)
Because it was national day eve, we were all so patriotic that we start singing patriotic songs at the balcony..haha...that was really hilarious cuz we dun remember most of the lyrics..and my friends were shouting and jumping after the alcohol effect...some body got drunk and started to talk nonsense after that..but it was really a farnie scene to see...
The next morning we woke up and checked out after we took some pictures at the beach..and we went down to malacca for the chicken rice ball...ahh...I started to miss it already!!we went back to KL after the lunch and ice kacang at malacca..
Not gonna go into detail about the trip, and will let the pictures tell the stories..BUT not now..wil post it up once i got the pictures =)
It's how you look at it that matter
The weekend is not here yet but I can conclude that I have had a blast this week..I'm happy in class with my mates..Im happee with all the laughter my friends gave me, I'm happy that you are willin to drop by sunway to meet me =) I'm happee that I'm goin to PD with my highschool mates..I'm happy over every lil' thing that happened and every one that appear around me..thou there's also some frustration moment but I choose to ignore it and keep telling myself to be positive!! things will turn out fine..
One of the clover is having a bad month..and she can hardly hold on to her faith anymore..Dear God..please guide her to overcome all her problems and give her peace in mind, let her see the positive of everything and let her know that her friends will be always there for her =) and the last but not least bless the other 2 clovers and also all my friends in their daily life...
The other day in class, I dunno why suddenly I have this thought that made me quite upset...sometimes, or rather most of the time when people came to me and tellin me about their problems, I often only ask them to cheer up and view on the positive side which I always feel things won't be that bad..but how do you wana persuade others to hold on to the passion in life and those positive thinking is really a challenge..when you are so positive and some one just feel all worst and you can't really help them..wouldn't it be really frustrating? ahh...duno why I wonder off so far away..
One of the clover is having a bad month..and she can hardly hold on to her faith anymore..Dear God..please guide her to overcome all her problems and give her peace in mind, let her see the positive of everything and let her know that her friends will be always there for her =) and the last but not least bless the other 2 clovers and also all my friends in their daily life...
The other day in class, I dunno why suddenly I have this thought that made me quite upset...sometimes, or rather most of the time when people came to me and tellin me about their problems, I often only ask them to cheer up and view on the positive side which I always feel things won't be that bad..but how do you wana persuade others to hold on to the passion in life and those positive thinking is really a challenge..when you are so positive and some one just feel all worst and you can't really help them..wouldn't it be really frustrating? ahh...duno why I wonder off so far away..