记住我爱你

「亲爱的宝贝，如果你还活着，一定要记住我爱你」

《孩子快抓紧妈妈的手》
孩子快
抓紧妈妈的手
去天堂的路
太黑了
妈妈怕你
碰了头
快
抓紧妈妈的手
让妈妈陪你走
妈妈
怕
天堂的路
太黑
我看不见你的手
自从
倒塌的墙
把阳光夺走
我再也看不见
你柔情的眸
孩子
你走吧
前面的路
再也没有忧愁
没有读不完的课本
和爸爸的拳头
你要记住
我和爸爸的摸样
来生还要一起走
妈妈
别担忧
天堂的路有些挤
有很多同学朋友
我们说
不哭
哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈
哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子
没有我的日子
你把爱给活的孩子吧
妈妈
你别哭
泪光照亮不了
我们的路
让我们自己
慢慢的走
妈妈
我会记住你和爸爸的模样
记住我们的约定
来生我们一起走

It'd been 8 days since the Szechwan's earthquake happened...n seems like everyone is bloggin about it lately, I wasn't sure what to blog about on this issue because the news is too hard for me digest...news on this are everywhere, people talking bout it and I was actually at the stage of denial for the past 8 days. I wish it could be just a rumor, or just a belated april fool joke but when I saw this news above, I cried. who wouldn't? If u do not understand mandarin, the news is about a mother who protected her baby during the earthquake with her own body, and she put a hand phone together with her baby with a message typed on it "Dear baby, if you're still alive, please remember that I love you" and the poem is just too touching!

"May God bless all the souls that had been sacrificed in this disaster and guide those who are lost..."

Of Edison scandal

Journals are long, boring and make no sense to me most of the time....and especially reading it at this wee hour is only gonna make me hate it to the max. so I took a time out to hop around blogs. stumble upon my friend's blog and got the news about Edison quiting from the entertainment field.

This outcome was expected but somehow I still feel that he is also one of the victim in this entire incident just like the other actresses who were involved. Just like the statement he made in the conference, "the photos are very private and have not been shown to people and were never intended to be shown to anyone.." true enough that these photos are very private, and obviously someone immoral had stole it from him and uploaded without consent...and eventually destroy his career and maybe his whole life too....

I admit that those pictures taken were utterly disgusting (okay..so I've seen some of it, what u wan?) but it was never meant to be published on the internet and papers like this....people do have their own privacy!! maybe there is someone out there who have even more 'disgusting' sex pictures, and why no body care? because they never publish to the world, and because they are not Edison Chen...you get what I mean? If those pic have not been stolen from him, those are his private photos, and is it wrong to keep those pic?

damn, must be the time! I lost my words alrd..anyway I feel that the society should give him another chance instead of keep blaming him..I am not his fans but I just feel that we shud be fair to him...

This is rather sad

The accident happened 2 days ago, and it din draw much of my attention until different group of friends were mentioning about it that the young victim was actually their friend..
The Star (26 Jan 2008):

IPOH: The driver of a double-decker express bus that saw three of its passengers killed in a crash near Slim River on Friday had 13 outstanding police summonses issued against him.

Records in www.myeg.com.my revealed that Ruslim Isa, 43, who was sent to the Teluk Intan Hospital for a broken right leg after the 5.55pm accident, had seven summonses issued against him for speeding, five for illegal overtaking and one for not using an overhead bridge.

The summonses, amounting to RM2,660, dated as far back as 2000.

The accident occurred at KM382 of the highway between Slim River and Behrang during a downpour.

Slim River deputy OCPD Deputy Supt Adzhar Othman said that blood samples taken from Ruslim would be sent to the Chemistry Department, while the remains of the bus would also be sent to Puspakom for analysis on Monday.

"At this point, we cannot yet ascertain the cause of the accident, whether or not it is due to human or technical error.

"Investigations are still ongoing," he said.

The crash, which had initially killed two passengers - Mohd Zailani Mustafa, 23, of Sungai Nibong, Bayan Lepas, Penang, and Lee Nian Ning, 21, of Taman Gelugor, Penang - claimed its third victim on Saturday.

Pang Poon Eng, 20, from Gombak, Batu Caves in Selangor, died at about 1.30am at the Ipoh Hospital here.

Nine other passengers of the Penang-Kuala Lumpur bound Konsortium bus were warded at the Slim River Hospital and the Ipoh Hospital for critical injuries, whilst the others received outpatient treatment.

The bus, which departed from Penang at 2.20pm on Friday, was carrying 39 people.

Obviously, it was another avoidable accident which caused by another irresponsible-stil-alive driver. Lee Nian Ning was the victim that my friends was telling me about. Althou I din know her in person but I still feel its a loss, and I feel sad reading her blog where she wont even know that she will not be able to update the page anymore :( what makes me sadder was reading one of her entry about CNY. She wished she will make it home this year for the festive with her family but it will never come true

And I wish there is something I can help by posting this:

Please post this on your blog now to help:

Chung Lern and Nian Ning’s families would like all families and friends of the victims, dead or alive, in the Slim River Bus Crash to come forward and join them in taking action against the bus company. Stand up to seek justice for these three innocent individuals, who were all so young and full of life.

If you have a blog, please call out to ANYONE who

knows someone who survived or did not survive

the crash to come forward to join the Lee family.

Make a huge difference, make a huge fuss.

For now, you may contact Lee Chung Lern at chunglern@gmail.com or preferably on his handphone at 012-6670368.

Please help give some support to the victim’s family, their fight is not over yet, this is the least we can do…

Personally thinking, ofcz the bus company can never escape from the fact that they made a serious mistake without screening their drivers, but I really hope that there will be some action taken against this particular bus driver who caused such tragic accident....law action I mean...

may you rest in peace, even thou I dun know you.

Hiro Nakamura Wannabe

Didn't really sleep last nite, consequence? I cant FRIGGIN' recall McClelland's achievement motivation's theory!!! I can recall the mind map I draw but when it comes to McClelland that part was blank in my mind!!!! AARRRGGHHH~~~~~ wth!! at that moment I really wish I have the ability as Hiro Nakamura - freeze time and go and flip my notes!!!!

Anyway, whether anot I can recall is not important anymore for now...what's important is ANOTHER PAPER DOWN!! whee~~one more day closer to freedom..

Just got to know that my ex ex ex.....tuition teacher had been arrested for sexual harassment over a 13 years old boy!! (note: the teacher is a HE!) why so sick?! There was a discipline teacher back at my form 6 school was also been arrested because of kidnapping =.=" Aren't teacher suppose to be the one who teaches us and guide to do the right thing in life? why teachers turned out to be the criminal themselves? who should we trust next?

Ohh..lets forget about that. Kleemus Christmas is here..it's the season for greetings and presents! and this year I'll make sure I visits megamall and the other shopping malls for their x'mas decoration..I missed last year's candy house thingy and so damn regret..hehe not gonna repeat the same mistake again..just another 5 more days to go..darlings lets go for x'mas shopping nyahaha more and more outings awaits...

Child Abuse Awareness

Attended my friend's moral studies (yea rite..dun even attend my own moral class..) to support them in their group presentation (actually just kepo la) they presented on the child abuse topic and I feel so sad when I watch the clip they made on the child abuse..all the pictures of those children really make u cry....

you think children are gifts from above and yet there are people who treat the gift in such a way...


What ever anger you have out there, children are innocent!! DONT vent your anger on them..children's face are suppose to shine with smiles cuz this is the time when one have least pressure and problems to worry about in life...stop abusing them and return them their smiles

p/s: this clip is not made by my friend's group, I just took it from youtube..

天使折翼

艺人许玮伦前日深夜11点多在国道上发生严重，情况一直没有改善，今日下午5点09分，心跳停止，经过医生2个小时抢救後，於晚间7点37分宣告不治。