Dusk before Dawn

It is the time of the year...where the dusk meets the dawn, where people look back the year and realized what they've accomplished and what they've missed thru the year, where people start setting new resolutions for the year coming....this year or rather every year I feel it passed blazing fast just like the Boeing 747..

2007 was filled with surprises and challenges. There were so many things happened through the year, so many new faces I've met and so many new experiences gained. There were times I got so disappointed with life and have been wondering what is the future holds for me yet I'm glad that I've so many beautiful souls around me to bring me outta the maze and lead me back to the right track. There were also times I am thankful for, thankful for the times that I have with my family, my friends and all the joy I had...2007 for sure doesn't started out smoothly for me nor it is going to end smoothly either as far as I can see...but I stil thank God for what He is putting me thru...I'm gonna have faith

And for YOU, I appreciated the frankness and platonic is da word I learned...I'm glad that we turn out to be very good friend now even thou at times I still thought we could have work out...but I appreciate our friendship and I hope nothing change....I hope u love the small token =)

The new year is here, I would like to pray for each and everyone I know that they will stay healthy and be cheery all the time =) have a blast in year 2008 everyone and adios~ 2007!!

Happy 2008 to everyone out there...

The Season' Greetings =)

so how was your Christmas this year, everyone?

I had a rather different one this year around....yea, I bet you wouldn't believe that I was on bed at round 1230am on Christmas night!!!Had a really SILENCE NIGHT this year at Kemaman (some small town near Cherating beach), no fireworks, no countdown no nothing...

yea..this is how I celebrate my X'mas 2007

X'mas Gift from Darling gal..thnx alot *hugz*

I love the gift..LOL

Rachel dear bake me this~

Althou I din get to celebrate it with ma friends, but I spent some quality times there with my family...I've to admit I've been very bad..I did not spend enough time with them and that I always feel very sorry for them..anyhow we did have some fun at the seaside *wink* and guess what? there's no rain at all and the weather was PERFECTLY GREAT!! we spent the whole afternoon at the beach playing n drawing and just giggle our day away....and another thing we will do in Kemaman will be eat!! seafoods, keropok lekor, satah, otak-otak, pulut...waoh~~ I miss the food already.... hehe

The beach~~

Smiley from Kemaman =)

Art Attack!!

There are still some silly pic we took which is not with me yet..I'll upload once I have them..I better off to prepare myself now, havin a steamboat dinner with my friends whee~ I really miss them..hehe

Once again, Merry Christmas to all and Happy New Year in advance =)

Greeting from Kemaman

When everyone is rushin down to the town for x'mas countdown..i'm headin out town now to Terengganu..postin tis in de car cz i got too bored..hehe wishin everyone a merry christmas =) enjoy!!

My High School

The Quadrangle, where we have our assembly

Quadrangle, the view from top

another side of the school =)

Foyer..always forbidden *sigh*

Our Toilet!! tell me where u find such clean toilet for a school?

our hall~ this is what u call a hall as compare to the one we had in maxwell...

I just happened to come across all these pictures from my cousin's friendster..and so i decided to blog about it n show u guys how nice my high school is =) well, I only started to appreciate this building after I left to Maxwell =S

ex-St. Marians, dun u miss all those good old days back then?


*courtesy of Yun Yee =)*

Dual Outing

So the long planned clubbing night was here...we (round 12-15 of us) went Poppy KL at 11pm and dance for approx 3 hours..Horgie joined us too and since most of them never meet him before and also I'd been pranked by the illusion for so many times I decided to prank them by telling them tat he is my bf and they ofcz do not believe initially and asked me to prove by kissing but we somehow manage to convince them that we are couple..some of them even asked him to treat me good LOL well..it din really work out quite well this time, next time I must really planned the prank and act seriously nyahaha..

I had to be honest that Poppy is soooooo much nicer than Maison, I can hardly smell the smoke at least and there is a swimming pool inside *wink* a small one ofcz =) Over all the music and people who were there was just so perfect and happening, I enjoyed the night so much =) and we headed back home after mamak at round 4am

I stayed over at Karena's place that night and had breakie brunch somewhere near her house with them the next morning and went home..after shower and some rest Rachel asked me out shopping in one u..it was a public holiday and it's ONE U!! and its 6pm!!! u guys must be laughin: "how r u gonna find parkin?? idiot~!!" but hey~~~~~~ we got a nice LEGAL parking lot in less than 5 min...I bought a pair of Nike!!! whee~ so happwe!! and we went jusco to pay joshua a lil visit as I just know that he is working there..met the old friend- happiness double shot~!! Watched Zhen's caroling at the new wing, X'mas' coming!!!!!! and it really light up my mood =) happiness triple shot =) and I had a NICE and SATISFYING dinner at sushi groove....happweeness mencapai tahap maxima (Porgie, 2007)

Hello beauty~

ain't it gorgeous?

Side view~

I'm Not Pathetic!

friend: "aren't you going out with your friend tonight?"
me: "ohh, she is going out with her bf."
friend: "so she ditched you for bf.."
me: "no la.."

I dun enjoy hearing line like that..get over it la friend, dun make me sound so utterly pathetic and I dun feel pathetic AT ALL!!!!!

Tag, or "i'm just bored"

Game rules
For those who are being tagged, you need to answer 20 questions (choose any 19 questions from the one who has tagged you, and add 1 question of your own). Send it to at least 8 bloggers and you will get all the blessing from everyone. You can't tag the one who has tagged you. No rules, No Tagging!!

1. What is your dream when during your childhood?
To hit 21 ASAP, dang I'm turning 22nd soon =(

2. You prefer rainy day or sunny day? and why?
Sunny day!! cz rainy day makes me feel blue

3. What colour do you like most?
blue

4. If you ever have a chance to tell 1 phrase to your love, what would it be?
You're a gift and I'll always appreciate you =)

5. Which place in the earth do you want to go the most?
Paris and South Africa too =)

6. What would you do when you are in deep sadness?
play my fav music and cry

7. What do you scare to lose in your life?
my family and friends

8. If you ever meet someone that you love, what would you do to her/him?
I will tell him

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
patience, considerate, kind

10. Until now, what is the moment that you regret most?
Nothing..yet

11. Which type of person you hate most?
people who take things for granted

12. What is your ambition?
graduate and get a job

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
smoking

14. If a genie appeared in front of you, what would you ask for?
to make everyone around me (including me!!) happy and healthy

15. Christmas is coming, who would you like to celebrate with?
my cloverz..I miss them heaps

16. What is the most important thing in your life?
Family and Friends

17. When do you wish to settle down?
until I meet the right one?

18. outer attractiveness or inner attractiveness, which one do you prefer?
*without second thought* inner attractiveness!!

19. If you ever want to let go something in your life, what would it be?
can I choose my FATS?!

20. Why are you doing this?(peNnY's Question)
I just have nothing better to do...

so twas my day..

I'd got up pretty early today as compare to yesterday....u dun wana noe wat time I got up yesterday...hee anyway, I had dim sum for breakie with Xiou and henry somewhere near my house and after that went to Pyramid with my siblings and cousin for skating...haven been skating in a while and in the end I got my right leg a blister at the heal..

Btw, I saw 2 cute guys lil boy in the ice skating rink today..they are really cute and they look Japanese or Korean not very sure but their faces look very much like when they open their mouth its gonna say 'Ohayo~' dat kinda feeling....I took a few snap at them before I leavethe elder brother was trying to help the younger brother to take off his glove...too bad I got a lousy fon, couldn't zoom in for their face..hheehe enuf with the cute brothers and I'm NOT PHIDOPHILE!!!!I just find them cute =P

Weekend Random Babbling..

We should have, but we did not win....I mean the EPL game earlier between Liverpool and ManU arrgh!!! ManU score was sheer luck!! the ball was just so happen bounce on Tevez legs and ran into the net!! Now I wish Arsenal beat Chelsea and so ManU wouldn't secure the first place for long......I wish *sigh*

I was talking to my friend before I'm out for the match, talking bout how we know each other how we became closer....damn..we've been reminiscing alot lately, what's wrong with us? Thinking back, it was soooooo long ago yet the memories was still as fresh as it just happened yesterday..so many sweet moments we had that I wouldn't trade it for the world....but I still wondering what is so significant about the pasar malam and you calling me mashimaro =.="

Twilight is nice!! and I heard the movie is coming out next year, Kristen Steward will be playing the role Bella Swan and Robert Pattinson a.k.a Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter will be playing as Edward Cullen. Thou I thought that he was quite charming in Harry Potter but somehow I think he wasn't the best choice for Edward Cullen!!! Edward Cullen should be much more than that!!!

300~This is Sparta!!

There's nothing gonna do with the movie 300, just that I've finally reached the 300th entries of this blog in 2 and a half year...yay me! hah..30 months only 300th entries that's soooo lil but hey at least there's an average of 10 entries per month...This.Is.Sparta! I would say...

Watched 2 movies within 3 days - The Golden Compass and Alvin and the chipmunks.. The Golden Compass was quite disappointing as it wasn't as nice as I thought it is..turn out to be a lil boring but overall was just so so not too bad not too good...Alvin and the chipmunks was AWESOME, SUPERB and SOOOOO ADORABLE!!!! I bet everyone will love it, they are soooo cute especially Theodore!!! *wink*

I had been visiting one-u continuously for 3 days ever since tuesday..went for an outing with ma usual gang for movie and shopping, wednesday went for karaoke with kexiou, tiffany and henry, and today went for outing with rachel dear as she was bringing her lil sister outing with friends =) we had a great day out bowling and shopping and movie!! ohh needless to mention about what we ate....so super satisfying teehee~ I'm loving all these outing!!! again...THIS.IS.SPARTA!!!!

It's a Happy Yuppie day!!

It's a day for celebration!! thou it'd been practically raining whole day, it still worth celebrating because I'VE FINISH EXAM!!!!! Feel so excited when the clock strike 12 thou the next second thought of Social Psy might be failed but I couldn't be bothered already..there's so many things I wana do after exam!!!!

I wana do some leisure reading..twilight, new moon and eclipse!! Heard so much about Edward Cullen, I really gonna read up why is every gal wishing to get him for x'mas lol and ofcz after exam muz be nothing other than outing, outing and more outing =) Have got alotta catch up session to do as there are friends and coussies coming back from overseas and there are also friends leaving soon..I wana be a couch potato at home watchin dramas too!! Planned for a trip to Penang, and hopefully we can settle the date and transportation ASAP....I've been missing out EPL lately, gonna catch the match again for this coming few weeks whee~ next week Liverpool vs MU nyahaha who is interested to watch with me? And as I said, the greeting season is here, and it's time for presents!! I'm gonna get myself busy with x'mas shopping...whee~ I love the shopping part (provided if I bought something)

Besides celebrate the end of the war and all the things that I get to do after that, another reason for celebration will be birthday! It's Stella's and Nisha's birthday today....Happy Aging Day to the both of you =)

Last but not least, of cause will be HAPPEE HOLIDAYS!!!! enjoy your time back home mates, see u all next sem =) adios~

I Love Party and Surprise!!

Last night attended Tiffany's 21st birthday party =) haven been meeting some old friends for some times so actually feeling quite excited about it..it was quite big party and there was even a lil stage for karaoke lol we did sing a song or two =P and I think the most surprise gift that Tiffany got will be KeXiou's appearance at the party as she is suppose to be at Perth but she just popped out from no where and gave all of us a SURPRISE hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!! =)

We all have fun eating, taking photo and ofcz drinking...but damn I cant drink much as later on have to study cannot let maself get drunk...we had a lil catch up session at old town selayang after the party...after my last paper tomorrow we'll have more outing together hehe...soooo cant wait man!

Last paper in 10 hours time...Gambateh ma mates!!! Freedom awaits~

One More and I'm Done!!

3rd one gone~ not hoping much for it thou cuz I basically entered the exam hall without knowing much about this subject!!approx zero. nil. kosong. sifar!! =.="

Feeling blue, not only because I din do well in the exam but alotta other stuff....had a chat with the cloverz last nite and life is really directing all of us to different pathway soon and it's time to make some decision that lead us to our own future, decisions that might determine where you will end up in the future...talking about overseas, studies, future bla bla bla and it amazed me how time flies (again) and it also reminds me that we are no longer the small kiddo gal that running and fooling around like no body business..we all have grown up and have to take responsibility on our own life...

Thinking about them leaving is for sure hard to bear, but then again life goes on..I'm thankful that I was born in this digital era where communication is so advance that no matter how far we are apart, we are always just a click away teehee~ Life is ofcause not goin to be the same for those who leaving and for those who stay..

Ladies, I always say that nothing last forever, and I always doubt the phrase 'friends forever' when anyone mention it to another, but somehow I really wish that the four of us can be the very best friend forever...until the time when we are all 40 or 50 yrs old and still have tonnes of things to gossip about when we gather together lol..I never like to be 'unique' or weird among friends or in public but when I'm stuck with u gals, I just couldn't be bothered about being normal...haha I duno what it means I just know that's what make us US!

weirdo action like this became normal and fun when I'm doin it with you all =)

Hiro Nakamura Wannabe

Didn't really sleep last nite, consequence? I cant FRIGGIN' recall McClelland's achievement motivation's theory!!! I can recall the mind map I draw but when it comes to McClelland that part was blank in my mind!!!! AARRRGGHHH~~~~~ wth!! at that moment I really wish I have the ability as Hiro Nakamura - freeze time and go and flip my notes!!!!

Anyway, whether anot I can recall is not important anymore for now...what's important is ANOTHER PAPER DOWN!! whee~~one more day closer to freedom..

Just got to know that my ex ex ex.....tuition teacher had been arrested for sexual harassment over a 13 years old boy!! (note: the teacher is a HE!) why so sick?! There was a discipline teacher back at my form 6 school was also been arrested because of kidnapping =.=" Aren't teacher suppose to be the one who teaches us and guide to do the right thing in life? why teachers turned out to be the criminal themselves? who should we trust next?

Ohh..lets forget about that. Kleemus Christmas is here..it's the season for greetings and presents! and this year I'll make sure I visits megamall and the other shopping malls for their x'mas decoration..I missed last year's candy house thingy and so damn regret..hehe not gonna repeat the same mistake again..just another 5 more days to go..darlings lets go for x'mas shopping nyahaha more and more outings awaits...

One Down, More to go =(

Urgh, why didn't I study the tutorial and the review questions??Baumrinds's parenting came out!!! *regretting* never mind, I'm quite contented with the essay I wrote *admiring* and hopefully whatever I dump wrote in it is what the question's asking for..then I guess I will be quite safe for this paper =) anyhow what's done is done, I'm glad and thank god that the first paper just went by....

Had lunch with the gang at McD ss15 after class the paper, it's Gloria's birthday today so we SORTA celebrate with her...and we have some fun with everyone goes "johnny, johnny, johnny, johnny whoop~......" and "fatty hit fatty hit fatty...." and all sort of distracting attention games =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLORIA~!!

Just received email from GSC asking me to log in my account to remain as member, so I logged in and conveniently checked out some upcoming movies...AFTER EXAM I wana watch enchanted, the heartbreak kid, the golden compass and alvin & the chipmunks!! whee~ cant wait...so cant wait!

Okay, I'm done blogging..heading to nap now..can you believe I cant fall asleep the night before the exam?!no shit man, I lay there for 2 hours and then I woke up watch youtube =.=" yea I bet you're sweating like me

The War's Starting in 12 hours...

The long awaited moment is finally approaching...and I'm here blogging =.=" it just felt like the semester started yesterday and tomorrow is our finals already wth!? anyhow I just wana wish all my pals good luck and all the best for every paper...just another 8 days to freedom!!!! 8 days!!!

On another note: I was doing my revision last nite this morning at around 4am when my play list randomly played *welcome the the black parade - My Chemical Romance* it was so DARN noisy!!! mid night is still suitable for sentimental songs.....:)

Pre Exam Ranting

Screw the last post of the month thingy!! I need a place to rant...study for finals is so FRIGGIN BORED!!!!all you did was just sit at your table and grab your highlighter and pen and start drawing on your notepad and try to absorb what you reading and writing all day long~ minus a few toilet trips and lunch and dinner....other than that your ass is constantly stick to your chair!!! but c'mon be honest people, you know it even when you were to sit there 24 hours a day you never study all 24 hours!! trying to push everything aside and focus only on your notes is never easy........*sigh*

Anyway, happee belated birthday to Horgie and Sunn!!
Present hutang dulu...really got no extra time to spend on shopping....

And too soon, TJ went back to Sibu already. Have a lil outing with him again the day before he leave. Went for a movie, Mr. Magorium's wonder emporium...a Night at the Museum's kinda movie but I would say Night at the museum was much better...it's still cute anyhow guess kids will like it..had lor mee near my house for dinner and initial plan was to go hill top but we are afraid to reach home too late so the plan was canceled and we went to HIDE for pool instead. God knows when was the last time I played...miss those days in MUSA...lol It was a wonderful day =) guess I will only see you again next year TJ

*I changed the pic, because I look better here..lol*

and the very evil series keep tempting me!!!!me and my itchy hand just conveniently dl them..heroes, prison break and now even the taiwanese drama bull-fighting (I never fancy taiwanese drama!!) *argh!!!*

We can do it psychos!!just have a lil faith! gosh...I really need to catch up my sleep once I finish this crap....

Bits of Life

I know I've mentioned that the previous post will be the last until I finish my exam but hey..sometimes something just cant wait.....its the end of the year where most of the friends are heading back to their own hometown for about 3 months holidays...some will be going overseas next year and I may not have chance to see them again in near future.....apart from feeling down and sad, it's still down and sad =( argh..the feeling of separation sux to the max especially with someone you are realy close with..

they are one bunch of people that I've spent my past 2 years with..we've done alotta crazee stuff together, have whole lot of eating feast, karaoke session, travels, movies together...

Friends, I wan you to know that I'm blessed to know you, I always feel regret that I din make it thru to stay in monash and wasted a year there, but you guys made me understands that I wasted nothing but gained the friendship in between...I appreciated every lil things you guys did for me....

Clovers, I cannot possibly stress on how much you girls meant to me...we've been thru ups and downs and conflicts to build the strong bond between us..next year will be a challenging year for the four of us as we are heading to different direction in life, but we will always stay close at heart wont we?

I've learned that Goodbyes will always hurt,
memories good or bad will bring tears,
pictures never replace having been there,
and words can never replace these feelings..

Final's Coming up in 10 days!!

I've officially ended my assignment for this sem with my presentation yesterday...it was fine but I duno why am I shivering during the presentation..anyhow it only left me 10 days to study before the first paper!! arghh~ STRESS!

This will probably be the last entry for the month as well as the last until I'm done with all the essay writing in the exam hall. just another 18 sunset to reach my freedom!!

There's a number of things to update and since I'm running outta time I'll just keep it short..

Our darling yen ling have had her 21st 20 years and 9 months old birthday party held last weekend at lakeview subang LOL it was actually her 21st party but since she is not going to be around in KL next year she decided to bring forward =) unfortunately I haven have time to get you a present yet, I promised it will be right at your doorstep before your actual birthday darling =)

da birthday girl =)

da cloverz

The next event..TJ is backed!!!!see him again after one whole year..gosh I've to admit that I miss him and his sarcasms hehe..picked him up at the airport as we promised him and headed straight to Murni as we know he missed all the mamak food so much =D *and I fell down at murni thnx to the broken stool!!* MALU-NYE~ went for an outing with TJ and the gang for dim sum, karaoke, shopping, movie, bak kut teh and dessert...I hope u do enjoy the day TJ =)

and now they are all in Malacca and JB have fun eating and taking pictures when I'm left alone back in KL studying for exam =( but well, I'm gonna go haunt you in Penang when I'm done with my exam Venetia!!! You get ready for it!!

And this is my last week of sem 2, so the class decided to go crazee by having the pacifier week and can you blame us for being crazee over the week? It's all pre-exam stress lah

peNnY and her pacifier! *I want a blue one!!*

cockeyes babies

Statue of Bubble Tea!! *worship*

T-shirt day + pacifier day

seem like Gloria just frighten them..lol

Go back to text book now peNnY!!you are toasted if you fail any subject...STOP PRISON BREAK-ing lah

until I finish my papers, adios~

The Consequense of not Turning up in Class..

And you've got 'very good' friends who will help you to collect you notes...

First is my I/O psy's notes, I'v got one whole list of menu come with pictures....

Next, is my social psy's note...utterly lost it's virginity =.=

All 'pollution' on my paper were contributed by Rachel, Sunn, Yie Chu and Gloria!! with this four pair of itchy hands..this was consider clean already =P

Moi wallpaper

Masterpiece of YenLing..aint it lovely? this is so far the best art work of yours darling..the rest all really gave all of us heart attack..lol
keep up the good work, I'm looking forward for more...

Random mumbling

I can foresee that there will be a clash over my social activities and my course activities a.k.a assignment la...*sigh* Community Mental Health presentation was postponed to next thursday instead of last thursday and I duno whether its a good news or bad news; feeling good is we haven done with the work so its good to be postponed, feeling bad is- I tot I cud get rid of all assignments by 15th! and I can have some fun with friends without worrying and thinking about the work but now..I've gotta rush assignment and at the same time trying to keep up with all the plans...as most of them will be going back hometown for approx 3 months, some I may not even see them until end of next year so the gathering with them is equally important to me..

ahh..no worry bout that..I will make up for both side!! was blog hopping just now and I came across this

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate Housewife

Reply:
Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind:
Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files. Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support

have fun reading =)

Weekend is here again..enjoy it before the monday blues hit right on your face..

Rule the world (Stardust OST)

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away, don't fade away

Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now, don't leave me now

Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

Ooooooooh

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

Ooooooooh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight (oooooooh)
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you,for you

All the stars, are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars, are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you,for you

Updates

Another burden off the shoulder!! We've finally done with the corporate training proposal..now there's only one more presentation to go and I'm officially done with this sem's course work!! my 2nd sem is goin to end soon...so soon!! It's incredibly FAST!!

and so the monashian had finally finished their finals..Bob fly off to US 2 days after his paper, all the best there dude =) and we had a steamboat buffet dinner at sunway mentari to celebrate Hui Chin's birthday last night and headed to KL skybar for some drinks, SKYBAR was awesome!! superb view~ n I so love the environment except it's a lil hot in there as its open air and no air cond..anyway we had a great nite there drinking and playing games =) here are SOME pictures of last nite..

yesh..behind rachel's a swimming pool~

went pyramid for stardust with Venetia today..its a nice show that you shud not miss!! I love Yvaine and Tristan...n captain Shakespeare!! it's a mixture of advanture, comedy and romance!!!! did a lil shopping but haven have a clue on what to get for my darling dear yen ling.....

despite the exam stress....I'm feeling happee in this Nov days, the reason being: TJ, HoiHoi and KeXiou is comin back!!!!! whee~ *excited*

and for now..I'm heading to bed as I'm really half dead, 'hangover' from last nite..hahah adios~

Mario Fever

Thanx to Ha Tshui Sun..the whole class got addicted to Mario....again

It was once my fav game back in primary, the gameboy era (gosh, is gameboy still exist now?) really long time didn't play games, now finger only can use to type but not control the big fat mario...jari sudah karat la kawan!! I'm not really into the game yet as I still have unfinished (or never will finish?) assignments...I shall get my finger on it during my holidays..whee~

okay, the psychology class Mac/2007 intake is officially addicted to the game..bring laptop for assignment but in between classes you will see one of them playing and the rest watching and shouting besides =.= paiseh they even play at the financial counter area there where everyone can see...its an exciting game, and when u keep 'dying' it makes you really frustrated...

In a day

Received 2 passed away news within a day..my grand uncle whom I used to meet up quite often and quite close with had passed away this morning due to cancer, one of my close friend's grandpa had passed away on wednesday night whom I just met on last sunday during her 21st birthday party. Anyhow, grand uncle's funeral was held back in penang, can't make it back. I've pay my friend a lil visit thou..her grandpa passed away peacefully. cheer up dear girl, hope you settle everything as soon..

I've learned that, do not hesitate to tell your family or friends that you love them, cuz you wouldn't know when will be your last time to see them..I LOVE MY PARENTS, GRANDPARENTS, SIBLINGS, CLOVERZ, and ALL MY FRIENDS....

Let's forget about the sad side, I had some fun today in sunway medical playing with kids..some of them are really cute cuz when you talk to them they respond..most of them got no response when you talk to them man!!went to Pyramid for lunch and redbox~ whee we had lunch at Nando's and we got a big room in redbox...enjoyed the 3 hours of singing but poor yonglong din really sing..and chuchu too!!! too bad we din manage to take picture cuz the very clever me forgot to bring =.=

actually...I duno what am I and why am I crappin here when I am suppose to finish up my I/O proposal...perhaps I'm just trying to hit my #300 post by end of this year..this is the #284 post after....2 years and 5 months since the first entry I guess with my pace of updating shudn't be a problem to hit #300 hahah...

currently in love with The Long Goodbye - Ronan Keating
"and if we walked away, wud it make more sense but it tears me up inside just to think we still cud try.."

Child Abuse Awareness

Attended my friend's moral studies (yea rite..dun even attend my own moral class..) to support them in their group presentation (actually just kepo la) they presented on the child abuse topic and I feel so sad when I watch the clip they made on the child abuse..all the pictures of those children really make u cry....

you think children are gifts from above and yet there are people who treat the gift in such a way...


What ever anger you have out there, children are innocent!! DONT vent your anger on them..children's face are suppose to shine with smiles cuz this is the time when one have least pressure and problems to worry about in life...stop abusing them and return them their smiles

p/s: this clip is not made by my friend's group, I just took it from youtube..

Cloverz day out

It's another cloverz day out after.........God knows how long.

woke up and got myself ready at round 11am and went to pick up the girls. We went Manhattan fish market for lunch and had a so call 'cloverz chat' haha..as usual, still making fun outta every single thing we talked..after the satisfying lunch, we went for a lil shopping. Venetia and YenLing is really spending money like water =P Rachel leave us for EuGene round 3 something (kiddin darling..) and the 3 of us went to checked out the movie time for stardust, planning to watch but too bad ticket sold out and the next show starts too late..

we had a coffee session at starbucks instead. I REALLY REALLY enjoy the time we spent there. we spent approx 3 hours there gossiping chit chatting about our career, future, studies, peoples, our past from primary up to high school (thou we are from diff school), our family, love etc. one after another..no intermission in between!! after that did a lil shoppin in jusco and we went home as the both of them rushing for korea drama =.=

It's my best thursday ever..one more round of cloverz outing after ya exam darlings...n we shall not let Rachel date on that day muahahah =D

p/s: I realized that, you are not necessarily needed in my 'best day'..so why do I have to be sad over you? I'm over you now officially...yay me!!

L.O.V.E.

Seeing new couples around very often reminds me of the past..recalling how sweet it is a relationship can be at the beginning and yet it also reminds me of how sour and bitter it can turn out to be in the end....have you ever ponder about what and where have been wrong through out the relationship?why is the someone who is so match with you in the beginning will turn out to be so totally opposite of what you want? and you end up quarreling and fighting nonstop...and eventually you got tired and broke up..

I guess after all, you need to grow with your partner. growing up in a different pace will distance you 2, what you want in your life and what your partner want in life is different and that's where argument started to come into place..and when you just broke up, you feel that you did all you can for the relationship and yet this is what you get, you feel you did nothing wrong in the entire relationship and when you spend sometimes thinking back after you calm down, you'll know where's the problems in between...

I'm still saying the same old line, whatever is over let it go and get a life...no point holding back something which is over and dead! and for those who just hooked up, enjoy every bit of sweetness you can get, love is such a great thing in life one can ever experience, even thou sometimes it hurts. but after all, it's the sorrow that makes you appreciate the happiness you will get from it =)

p/s: VENETIA, this is not an emo post, pls dun tell me you're crying again!! =p

A dedication to Cloverz

*video edited!!!*

A lil' dedication to Venetia, Rachel and Yen Ling...I appreciate the friendship between us and I can not possibly find an appropriate word to describe how much I adore you =) I apologize for what ever wrong doing that I might have done without notice and hurt your feeling, and I really wan you to know that I have no intention on doing that. I also wana thank you for bringin so much fun and laughter to me for the past 2 years =) I wouldn't say it was the best 2 years of my life as I'm expecting more to come in the future but it would definitely be 2 very significant years in my life =)



Love ya to bitz =) and I wish we will always stay close at heart no matter how far we will be apart from each other *hugs*

Academic Symposium

Forced toJoined an academic symposium organized by the school today..it's approx 10 hours long with 5 speakers take turn to bombard enlighten us with their knowledge in their specific field...I've to be honest enough to tell you that I actually fell asleep some times throughout the talk. Overall, the symposium went on quite smoothly except for some speakers that will talk overtime =S and when you joined this kinda talk, you eat more than usual (I had 2 tea and 1 lunch today man!!)

While waiting for my brother at the foyer in the evening, I saw people playing football at the field. I thought of walking to the field to see if you were playing...and on second thought, what's the point? silly peNnY...last nite a conversation with a friend put me pondering on this...if you really love somebody you've gotta have faith and keep holding on (cant remember the exact line bt this is close enough) the thing is, if you see no hope in between what's the point of holding on? If you dun move on you will never ever notice someone better who are in front of you..cuz your heart was so pre-occupied for someone who dun appreciate you....

To the girl who had been holding on for so long, if you've tried and did what you can to make things happen between you and him and it din turn out right, dun you think it's time to put him down? you've been hanging there for so long, and at times I feel really heartache to see you that way....I hope you can get over this as soon...really soon I mean =) *hugs*

Fact of life

....it's sad when people you know
become people you knew...
when you can walk right past someone
like they were never a big part of your life
how you used to be able to talk for hours
and how now,
you can barely even look at them

it's sad how times can change......
and worst,
changes are always essential...
*sigh*

Facebook Spree~

...I'm feeling happy~ for no apparent reason.

actually there is, but hmm..we shall come back to this later on =D

I've to admit, I've been very bad...been slacking since thursday, after I handed in my term paper. Let's see what have I done since then..
I've updated my blog
I've watched heroes epi 4 and 5
I've a gathering with old mates
I've watched {Just Follow Law}
I've been facebook-ing 24/7!!!!!

ZOMG~ I'm really taking my own sweet time..another two proposal is going to hit my face and I'm still chillax-ing (I duno who came up with this word, so dun bother about the citation)

I must finalize my leaflet design (I must stop facebooking)
I must start my I/O proposal (I must stop facebooking)
I must tidy up my messy notes (I must stop facebooking)
I must start revision already (I must stop facebooking)

*sigh* facebook is da bomb u see....

"Facebook is attractive because it keeps you in the know of what events are going on around campus. One bad thing about it is that its addictive and you end up on Facebook instead of doing other important things," said Erikka Jackson, a sophomore psychology major.

The thing about facebook is that they have millions of applications in it..I really cannot tahan people with ALOT app (when I say ALOT means really ALOT) in their profile that by the time I get to the bottom of their page, I'd probably hurt my finger already....damn semangat wei

Anyway, facebook is still fun..like I said my friendster is as good as dead now..not active anymore *sob sob*


p/s: my darling dearest cloverz seems to have blain damage because of their cell met aka sial mad's revision..God bless their paper on Tuesday *praying*

Let Go

I think if there's such key on the keyboard, many people would be dying to press it....

For the many broken hearts out there, when the relationship is gone, let it be friendship or romantic relationship, you can moan, feel angry, grief, or whatsoever u wana do but do not drown yourself in that feeling for long..feeling sad and pain is NORMAL as long as you give yourself the time to vent ur anger and feeling and learn to adapt to your new status..

for a romantic relationship, ur partner is not all you have. love is just part and parcel of your life, you still have your frens (that's why do not neglect ur frens when u r in love! u'll get it) and family. There is no point investing ur emotions in a dead relationship, let go of all the negative emotions and move on. It is never as easy as pressing the key, but it is never hard if you willing to try...people cant move on is not because they cant, its because they DON'T WANT TO. I know it's easy for me to type here and you must be thinkin "feeling doesn't just disappear like dat into the thin air" but heartbreaks only cut as deep and last as long as you allow them to..I've been there and I know exactly how pain it can goes...but after all life is a choice, whether to let go n move on or keep drowning urself in the deepest sorrow and never wana get outta it is all up to you.

If you're at my age, your life is as good as just started, you still have a long journey ahead you, so why do you wana hold on to something that was over and broken? Let it go, and at the end of the day, you will find that they r not as important as u thought they were.

Hell of a Hectic week

The past one week was really busy, all I can remember was journals, journals and more journals!! besides rushing to finish the term paper which is due today, I only got to know that I've a social psychology presentation on this Wednesday which was yesterday. Holy mama..nothing was prepare until Monday, we had a meeting and divided the job and compile everything together on Tuesday.. The presentation went on well...hmm at least that's what I thought..

Last night, stayed up til 5am to get my term paper done..not done actually but I couldn't stay up anymore longer so I just switched off my desktop and went to bed..woke up at 8am and continue my work in uni since I followed my bro to uni early...until 1130am everything was printed and handed in. *phew* there goes the burden....but instead of feeling relief now I am feeling worry..guess I'm gonna flunk this assignment!!!gosh..gonna work hard for finals from now on...

In the afternoon, we had a lab experiment for developmental psychology where we have to assess children with several theory. The boy, Isaac was sooooo cute!!!! He somehow reminds me of Abner..he is so shy *wink* and when you asked him questions he will not look at you...funny thing was, when we wanna give him a complimentary gift which is some stationary that was wrapped in transparent flower paper, he refused to take it..the reason being - present are suppose to come in box and aren't suppose to be seen!! LOL how adorable is that? and when he came out of the observation room, the hall outside was dark as we off the light so that they couldn't see us walking around outside the room..the minute he walked out he said "wan shang liao" (its nite time already) OMG....the way he said it is SUPER blur and adorable!!

and now here I am sitting at the foyer alone typing this entry while waiting for my brother...its THURSDAY!! *sigh* I really wana move out..anyone can help me to persuade my dad?

Hooked to Facebook

*please click on the picture to check out the sentence I circle in red*

How can you don't like facebook? with their very stylo milo way of asking people to use the older version when they are loading..."use the old crappy version" LOL

and yes! got hooked to FB recently, if you're not a user yet faster join the group..and lemme spam your profile with hatching eggs, growing gifts, cakes, ais cream and MANY MORE!! it's soooo much interactive than friendster..relatively when I'm active in FB, my friendster seem so dead now...=P

alright, time to bed...social psy presentation later and term paper due tomorrow!! *fainted*

Family day

In the middle of the assignment woes, I went up to Genting with my family today cuz it's my mum's birthday so thought of accompany her for a day and also to have some fresh air..been stuck with the term paper too long and had been feeling so sick the past 2 weeks..

Went in to casino with mum..whee Monte Carlo here I come~ finally I can go in without sneaking in, but darn I got blocked and asked for IC for twice!!!well, it shows that I look young..its a good sign...played a couple of games at and we won RM100!! I have got beginner luck..nyahaha went out to have some coffee with my mum and went back in again...played the same game..and we won another RM250..yay me!!! went out to first world and I pay mummy a BR ais cream..took some pictures before we leave..

Us outside the theme park

My idiotic bro and sis....LOL

My capitol and the RM100 I won...

whee~ can have good dinner tonite...

I bet my parent would love to see their name on it...hah

HAH..now u know why I am chaotic, it runs in the gene...

~*Happy Birthday Mummy*~