能听到你的声音，却不能和你见面。
以为只要默默爱你，就能拥有幸福，
我不知道如何把爱从你身上移开，
很想相信丑小鸭变天鹅的故事，
但毕竟现实永远不会变成童话....
是时候把你忘了吧~
放下吧！
忘记吧！
很多人这样说过，
但，他们都做到吗？
不想做个中坚分子，
不想做别人眼中的大姐大，
坚强的表面，藏着懦弱的我，
想有人疼爱，
喜欢你三个字，很难说出口！
曾经无数个夜晚，许着同样的心愿....
很简单，却很难实现...
够了，真的够了...
爱你很累，恋你很累...
对自己说：“真的够了！”
最难忘的是舍得...
舍得把你放了，也放了自己...
“当情人或许是短暂的，当朋友是永远的！"
因为这句话，所以我舍得放手....
也因为我珍惜你！
a great day
went to de uni for de diagnostic english test in de morning yesterday..hmm realy got no idea wat i'v written in de hall...i tink i done badly...after de test..stay in de comp lab n wait for rachel to take de test....v stayed in de campus to attend a workshop...it stated in de notice board dat de workshop start 3:30 n we got stuck in de library n comp lab jz wait for de time to come n yet de workshop actually start 2:30....when v were thr it's almost finish...
after de workshop v den headed to pyramid as v hv to watch a play at night so we went pyramid to do some shoppin n dinner...v had our dinner at fish&co. we were so smart this time...v jz ordered one main course to share n some a mushroom soup...stil v feel so full with de dinner...
after dat v headed to de bowlin alley for a game...honestly de bowling alley in pyramid wasnt our favorite....after de game...we went back to de campus as de play -cupid kills- was about to start...it's a nice play...de actors n actresses were awesome...i wish there r more show to come n i wil hv de chance to watch again...n de show end at 10:30...stil there were alot ppl stayin in de campus to study...n de ambience in de campus at night was great!!!i wish i can stay back late like them in de future....it's realy a great day for me bsides de loosin games>_<
after de workshop v den headed to pyramid as v hv to watch a play at night so we went pyramid to do some shoppin n dinner...v had our dinner at fish&co. we were so smart this time...v jz ordered one main course to share n some a mushroom soup...stil v feel so full with de dinner...
after dat v headed to de bowlin alley for a game...honestly de bowling alley in pyramid wasnt our favorite....after de game...we went back to de campus as de play -cupid kills- was about to start...it's a nice play...de actors n actresses were awesome...i wish there r more show to come n i wil hv de chance to watch again...n de show end at 10:30...stil there were alot ppl stayin in de campus to study...n de ambience in de campus at night was great!!!i wish i can stay back late like them in de future....it's realy a great day for me bsides de loosin games>_<
the 1st day in uni
woke up at 6:15am today!!!man i'v not been wakin up so early for some times..n today hv to get myself ready for de orientation...hmm..actually feels realy excited for it n de night b4 i couldnt sleep^^
we leav for de uni at 7 n we actually got stuck in de jam at de ldp highway as there's an accident accured...well luckily we left earlier so v stil reached de uni early...
we proceeded to de multipurpose hall for de orientation n we met our highschool mate nisha there...de orientation started at round 9 n i jz can describe it with one word---BORED!!cz there's no ice breakin session which we can mk frens..get to noe each others...de oni game v played was de stupid passin rubber band with de straw....n answer question..n de best news of de day was..there's a sunway blash which wil bring us to sunway lagoon for free!!!!it's such a lovely trip isnt it??
after de lunch...we went to de computer lab to complete our enrolment on9...unfortunately i haven got my account done so have to wait n do it nex time...we den went to de roof top theater to pay helena a visit...watch some of her drama's play which i find it great!!de actors r so pro!!
we hang round in de campus like no body's business..rayau from here to there...buyin drinkz from de cafeteria...sat aside n start lookin for leng zai(^^,) but....v din came across any yet...
well...this is more or less how my 1st day in de uni was...realy lookin forward to de life there ahead as i noe there r alot activities wil b carried out thru out de year...
we leav for de uni at 7 n we actually got stuck in de jam at de ldp highway as there's an accident accured...well luckily we left earlier so v stil reached de uni early...
we proceeded to de multipurpose hall for de orientation n we met our highschool mate nisha there...de orientation started at round 9 n i jz can describe it with one word---BORED!!cz there's no ice breakin session which we can mk frens..get to noe each others...de oni game v played was de stupid passin rubber band with de straw....n answer question..n de best news of de day was..there's a sunway blash which wil bring us to sunway lagoon for free!!!!it's such a lovely trip isnt it??
after de lunch...we went to de computer lab to complete our enrolment on9...unfortunately i haven got my account done so have to wait n do it nex time...we den went to de roof top theater to pay helena a visit...watch some of her drama's play which i find it great!!de actors r so pro!!
we hang round in de campus like no body's business..rayau from here to there...buyin drinkz from de cafeteria...sat aside n start lookin for leng zai(^^,) but....v din came across any yet...
well...this is more or less how my 1st day in de uni was...realy lookin forward to de life there ahead as i noe there r alot activities wil b carried out thru out de year...
fun with penny n rachel
went for a movie 2day at......(feel so sickenin to mention de place again) fren n i reached thr at round 10:30 to buy our movie ticket -fun with dick n jane- den adrian joined us for de shoppin n we went McD for brunch...after dat we do lil shoppin n went for few games of bowlin...i realy cant believ my score today....it's only 1st round n i'v got de highest score!!!n de most important part was....i broke both of their record!!!i got 161....beat them 2 teruk teruk...herh...dare to lansi on my tag sumore....but de 2nd game i'v lost...but stil over 100 la(101^^) hahah
after dat...we went for our show...we got in quite early n we'v took alot pic in de cinema....n de show was jz ok...honestly i dun realy udst wat's goin on in de show...but some part was quite hilarious...hmm...but i would recomment those who wana watch tis show to save ur money for final destination3...it's comin up on 2nd mac^^
we went for a shoppin n rachel had got herself a new bag at tropicana life...i shop n shop n shop...eventually i got a new bracelet....haih..wana spend money oso so susah!!!
here r some pic of today
after dat...we went for our show...we got in quite early n we'v took alot pic in de cinema....n de show was jz ok...honestly i dun realy udst wat's goin on in de show...but some part was quite hilarious...hmm...but i would recomment those who wana watch tis show to save ur money for final destination3...it's comin up on 2nd mac^^
we went for a shoppin n rachel had got herself a new bag at tropicana life...i shop n shop n shop...eventually i got a new bracelet....haih..wana spend money oso so susah!!!
here r some pic of today
*cutie abner*
well..since abner's back to uk..n i realy miss him so much so post up some pic of his to show u guys how adorable is he^^ 
1U again~
suppose to meet up wif kit at monash today at 3..but by de time i reached there...parked my car nicely i got a msg from him sayin dat he's havin an urgent meetin n cant make it 2day!!!but since i'm alrd there..dun pay de parkin ticket for nothin so fren n i went to de administration to appeal my application...now wat i can do is to wait one more week...prayin hard dat thy accept me...stupid kit...u mk us wasted de whole mornin waitin for u n yet u din appear!!
after handin in de appeal letter v headed to 1U again...erm..3rd times there within a week..we went straight to de bowlin alley n played 4 games..n ok la...u won 2 games i lost 2 games...since u like to mention it this way...hahah...satisfy now?!?!after de 4 games...we were both hungry n started to hunt for food...of all de nicest restaurant in 1U..we stop at hakkakaya?!?!?!i realy have no idea why we will choose there..de ambience of de restaurant was so not nice..de food was oso jz average..n de cheezy pasta make me feel damn full...even til now!!
ok..after de not so satisfy dinner...we headed back to de bowlin alley for pool...n i actually almost win in de game...jz dat ur luck is better rachel!! after de game v do a lil shoppin on her sis birthday's gift..finally she bought it!!n b4 de end of today's outin...we took alot pictures in car..but she doesnt allow me to put up de pic here...so do visit our blog pennyrachel for it....dat's all for now
after handin in de appeal letter v headed to 1U again...erm..3rd times there within a week..we went straight to de bowlin alley n played 4 games..n ok la...u won 2 games i lost 2 games...since u like to mention it this way...hahah...satisfy now?!?!after de 4 games...we were both hungry n started to hunt for food...of all de nicest restaurant in 1U..we stop at hakkakaya?!?!?!i realy have no idea why we will choose there..de ambience of de restaurant was so not nice..de food was oso jz average..n de cheezy pasta make me feel damn full...even til now!!
ok..after de not so satisfy dinner...we headed back to de bowlin alley for pool...n i actually almost win in de game...jz dat ur luck is better rachel!! after de game v do a lil shoppin on her sis birthday's gift..finally she bought it!!n b4 de end of today's outin...we took alot pictures in car..but she doesnt allow me to put up de pic here...so do visit our blog pennyrachel for it....dat's all for now
wonderful day
another day out today with stella,ysim,rachel,justin,joshua n my bro...we went 1u for de buffet n collect our salary in passin..we reached there round 12..i actually doesnt eat as much as i expect n de 2 bandar raya even worst den us..ate so little!!!so not like ur style justin!!
we stayed in de restaurant for approx 3 hrs n met wif pui kei...poh xian n others...miss those times when we were workin 2gth...after we satisfied wif our ais cream...we headed to de bowlin alley for pool n bowlin...de pool was realy funny...i was playin pool with rachel,stella n ysim...gosh...by de time we finished a game...justin n joshua had alrd finished 3!!!!so u can imagine how 'good' our skill is...
let's proceed to bowlin den..this is my game!!but..but but.....i duno wat's de heck is goin wrong wif all of them....justin n ysim who oways wash longkang in de past started to strike n spare.....n me?!?!?no strike no spare!!!how can this ever happen?!?!i realy gone mad wif de score..de 2nd round started...seems like de sch champ is back....de 1st roll alrd strike!!!den 4 or 5 spare in a row...aft dat strike again!!!n she is enjoyin herself so much with de score..i'm not dat good but it's better den de 1st game....in de end i got 2nd place....1 point in front of my bro..heheh...
we went for shoppin awhile as rachel was lookin for gifts...de shop was sellin so many cute n beautiful taddy bear bouquet...it's simply adorable n sweet...too bad i dun hv any to buy for or ask from..haha...
we stayed in de restaurant for approx 3 hrs n met wif pui kei...poh xian n others...miss those times when we were workin 2gth...after we satisfied wif our ais cream...we headed to de bowlin alley for pool n bowlin...de pool was realy funny...i was playin pool with rachel,stella n ysim...gosh...by de time we finished a game...justin n joshua had alrd finished 3!!!!so u can imagine how 'good' our skill is...
let's proceed to bowlin den..this is my game!!but..but but.....i duno wat's de heck is goin wrong wif all of them....justin n ysim who oways wash longkang in de past started to strike n spare.....n me?!?!?no strike no spare!!!how can this ever happen?!?!i realy gone mad wif de score..de 2nd round started...seems like de sch champ is back....de 1st roll alrd strike!!!den 4 or 5 spare in a row...aft dat strike again!!!n she is enjoyin herself so much with de score..i'm not dat good but it's better den de 1st game....in de end i got 2nd place....1 point in front of my bro..heheh...
we went for shoppin awhile as rachel was lookin for gifts...de shop was sellin so many cute n beautiful taddy bear bouquet...it's simply adorable n sweet...too bad i dun hv any to buy for or ask from..haha...
simply not my day
it's jz simply not my day today...after one whole day of unfortunate event yesterday..still de adversity continue='(
went 1U for bowlin again wif fren...n i lost again=( realy wat luck i'm having?!?!?fine...try another round...thou i won but i'm not happy with it cz i tink both of us dun play hard for winnin..in fact i tink my fren try so hard to let me win by washin de longkang so many times which is so unusual...thx dude..i noe u were tryin to make me happy=)
we den had a game of pool...needless to be mentioned i lost again...haih...but never mind...i'll do more practise on dat...we went pizza hut for our lunch as we'v not been eatin it for ages...after de lunch we do a lil shoppin n headed to maxwell....de junior were askin some help for cheerleadin practise....we stayed in de school til approx 4 n went back...de weather was so horrible...sun seems to be bitin our skin...it's so painfull...
after one whole day....i jz felt so tired n dizzy...i ought to have some rest i suppose
went 1U for bowlin again wif fren...n i lost again=( realy wat luck i'm having?!?!?fine...try another round...thou i won but i'm not happy with it cz i tink both of us dun play hard for winnin..in fact i tink my fren try so hard to let me win by washin de longkang so many times which is so unusual...thx dude..i noe u were tryin to make me happy=)
we den had a game of pool...needless to be mentioned i lost again...haih...but never mind...i'll do more practise on dat...we went pizza hut for our lunch as we'v not been eatin it for ages...after de lunch we do a lil shoppin n headed to maxwell....de junior were askin some help for cheerleadin practise....we stayed in de school til approx 4 n went back...de weather was so horrible...sun seems to be bitin our skin...it's so painfull...
after one whole day....i jz felt so tired n dizzy...i ought to have some rest i suppose
a day out
hmm...wat shud i say bout today outin??messy but fun...well...went out wif my bro..adrian..tan n his fren liew 2day...quite unique to go out in tis combination..hahah..we actually plan to hv a movie there..but due to de timing so we'v cancel it n i'v a pool game there wif adrian...aikz...dun wish to mention much bout tis as it make tan feel sleepy while waitin for us to finish a game...after dat we proceed to bowlin...here goes de 1st round....damn!!!!i score last among them n de score was jz so poor....i tink my bowlin mate wil laught out loud if she saw it...let's have de second one....yuhOo~~i score highest among all....i beat them all!!!muahahah....
after dat we went to coffee bean to hv some drinks as adrian manage to get us de buy one free one voucher....so we sat there n hv some chat....after de drinkz...we went cross fire de game center to play....honestly this was my first time there...we played some games n went home...not realy fun there cz it's hot...well i guess dat's all for now...
after dat we went to coffee bean to hv some drinks as adrian manage to get us de buy one free one voucher....so we sat there n hv some chat....after de drinkz...we went cross fire de game center to play....honestly this was my first time there...we played some games n went home...not realy fun there cz it's hot...well i guess dat's all for now...