想約在一個適合聊天的下午 分開很多年滿以為沒有包袱 我還打算回顧我們為何結束 還想問你是不是一個人住 當你的笑容給我禮貌的招呼 當我想訴說這些年來的感觸 你卻點了滿桌我最愛的食物 介紹我看一本天文學的書 我想哭 不敢哭 難道這種相處 不像我們夢寐以求的幸福 走下去 這一步 是寬容 還是痛苦 我想哭 怎麼哭 完成愛情旅途 談天說地是最理想的出路 談音樂 談時事 不說愛 若無其事 原來是 最狠的報復 當我想坦白我們的樂多於苦 你說水星它沒有衛星 好孤獨 我才明白時間較分手還 殘酷 老朋友了 再沒資格不滿足
想哭 - 陳奕迅
The New Life Start Today
I have officially step into another industry today.
Just like previous, I start from scratch...all over again. well, it's not that bad at all actually, at this point of time where my boss haven recruit enough people to do all the job, I will have a chance to do everything.
First day of work is boring, as usual. Office environment is comfortable, pantry has lotsa chips, ice cream and choc (yay!) and it's free (whee~!!). My boss is a nice man and I am comfortable working with him.
I shall update more when I have more things to do in the future.
Adios~
Btw, Singapore Trip was AWESOME! I shall upload some pictures soon :)
Just like previous, I start from scratch...all over again. well, it's not that bad at all actually, at this point of time where my boss haven recruit enough people to do all the job, I will have a chance to do everything.
First day of work is boring, as usual. Office environment is comfortable, pantry has lotsa chips, ice cream and choc (yay!) and it's free (whee~!!). My boss is a nice man and I am comfortable working with him.
I shall update more when I have more things to do in the future.
Adios~
Btw, Singapore Trip was AWESOME! I shall upload some pictures soon :)
End of Holidays
I have a new boss! and I'll be going to new office, doing something totally new on 13th December...
I can't describe how thankful I am for getting a job before my Singapore trip..I can now travelling with relieve...I was anxious, panic and helpless before this as I know I will be seriously broke after the trip and with no job coming in, I'll declare bankruptcy in no time.
All I can say is, I'm really looking forward to this new job. I hope it'll be all good :)
Shall update more about the new job soon...
I can't describe how thankful I am for getting a job before my Singapore trip..I can now travelling with relieve...I was anxious, panic and helpless before this as I know I will be seriously broke after the trip and with no job coming in, I'll declare bankruptcy in no time.
All I can say is, I'm really looking forward to this new job. I hope it'll be all good :)
Shall update more about the new job soon...
SLOB
My current job title is a slob.
The excitement of having a holiday only last for two days and boredom sinks in right after two days. Bored to my wits, I just can't find leisure in surfing the internet nor I can sit in front of the tv for hours.
I need to get back to work real soon or I'll be a slob forever.
Plans, as I defined
Plans after I quit my job...
to get enough sleep..
to read..
to cook/bake..
to exercise...
to spend time with my mum..
to have coffee with friends..
to pick up guitar..
to listen to beautiful music..
to engage in charity work..
to write letter to my BFFL..
to learn something new.......
....
My boss(es) is nagging me for not having a plan after resignation...but look, I do have plans..thou I dun think they'll call these a plan..
Everyone has their priority in life. Certainly, work isn't mine...of course everybody have to work because that's how you survive...I am saying survive because if you're working like a dog and no time for anything else other than work is not living at all.....at least to me.
My mission for the year or years to come, is to find solution to pay my bills and to have time for 'plans' like above...life is too short to wait until I saved enough money for this and that, how sure are we that we will be able to wait until that day? Really, nobody knows what's going to happen tomorrow, or even next second...live here and now..
Here and Now...
to get enough sleep..
to read..
to cook/bake..
to exercise...
to spend time with my mum..
to have coffee with friends..
to pick up guitar..
to listen to beautiful music..
to engage in charity work..
to write letter to my BFFL..
to learn something new.......
....
My boss(es) is nagging me for not having a plan after resignation...but look, I do have plans..thou I dun think they'll call these a plan..
Everyone has their priority in life. Certainly, work isn't mine...of course everybody have to work because that's how you survive...I am saying survive because if you're working like a dog and no time for anything else other than work is not living at all.....at least to me.
My mission for the year or years to come, is to find solution to pay my bills and to have time for 'plans' like above...life is too short to wait until I saved enough money for this and that, how sure are we that we will be able to wait until that day? Really, nobody knows what's going to happen tomorrow, or even next second...live here and now..
Here and Now...
Each time facebook changes its layout there are people whining and asking Facebook to give them back the previous layout.....and then they adapt...until the next changes again...
It's funny how people always forgot that the "old" was once the "new" that they despised. I think the thing here is not about the changes, it's about adaptation. We adapted to each changes in our life that came in our way, some might be easy to get along and some are hard to digest. The similarity between Facebook and our real world is, we don't get to choose when/what kinda changes is going to happen. We just have to accept it.
The conclusion of the post.....
SHUT UP AND ADAPT THE CHANGES OR YOU QUIT FACEBOOK......STOP COMPLAINING LIKE AN OLD LADY....opps I mean like a whining, unmarried old lady....
It's funny how people always forgot that the "old" was once the "new" that they despised. I think the thing here is not about the changes, it's about adaptation. We adapted to each changes in our life that came in our way, some might be easy to get along and some are hard to digest. The similarity between Facebook and our real world is, we don't get to choose when/what kinda changes is going to happen. We just have to accept it.
The conclusion of the post.....
SHUT UP AND ADAPT THE CHANGES OR YOU QUIT FACEBOOK......STOP COMPLAINING LIKE AN OLD LADY....opps I mean like a whining, unmarried old lady....
Cancer
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you...
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you...
then what?
yea, that's a good question and honestly I do not know.
People are asking, what kinda job you are looking for or what you want to do? and again, I do not know...because to me, looking for a job is more like looking for what I CAN do rather than looking for what I WANT to do...if you know what I mean...so, until I really get one, my answer will be....whatever that I'm capable of, I'll give it a try.
alright, back to the resignation mode....another 40 days to go yorrr~~~ it feels like forever but then again I have so much more back log to clear....I hope I dun have to OT on my very last day or it'll seriously be FML -_-
JOB, Y U NO COME AND LOOK FOR ME INSTEAD??!!
seiously, this Y-U-NO guys are awesome shit!
时间的承诺
周迅：“我非大齐不嫁”；
刘烨：“我非谢娜不娶"；
姚晨："最适合我的人是凌潇肃"；
梁洛施评李泽楷：“他和我还有孩子们就是一 家人呀”；
谢霆锋：“我爱她，愿意用生命去拼”。
周迅单身了，刘烨娶别人了，姚晨离婚了，梁洛施分手了，锋芝也解散了....
有人说，承诺就是一个骗子说给一个傻子听的....
周杰伦唱过
“........信誓旦旦给了承诺 全被时间扑了空”
那个曾经非你不娶的人未必是个骗子
只能说，承诺是有期限的真心话
当初许下的诺言，都是出自于真心
但时间久了，会过期
承诺都败给了时间
Shut Up Brain!
Dear 3am...
I've not meet u...wide awake for a while now...
wouldn't say it's really pleasant to meet you again, but thank you for your companion thru the "thinking" time...
life is all good....but somehow it feels like something is missing...like the life I'm having now is not real...like living someone else's life instead of mine....
I duno why am I thinking so much...nonsense mostly...
picture source:timothywinchester.com
My Wish
Dear God
All I'm asking for, is a REAL weekend. A weekend which I can feel excited about on a friday night, without having to worry the undone works laying on my work station...A weekend which I can just spend the morning reading newspaper and have a cuppa coffee with my mum, without having to rush back to office for an unpaid OT......
it's a sign ofaging growing up, when what you're asking for is not something you can purchase with cash or credit card *smile*
All I'm asking for, is a REAL weekend. A weekend which I can feel excited about on a friday night, without having to worry the undone works laying on my work station...A weekend which I can just spend the morning reading newspaper and have a cuppa coffee with my mum, without having to rush back to office for an unpaid OT......
it's a sign of
Getting Crazy
A follow up to my last entry..I've taken back resignation letter.
guess I'm gonna stuck here for a lil' bit longer..
and now.......
*regretted*
but...it'll be all good...we'll survive...
finally....a sense of catching up!
guess I'm gonna stuck here for a lil' bit longer..
and now.......
*regretted*but...it'll be all good...we'll survive...
finally....a sense of catching up!
Of Resignation
and so I did it.....
after much consideration....and a few deep breath
I handed in my resignation letter, and a few discussions with my AM and SM....
I was actually quite firm with my decision, but now I have second thought...
they offer me a deal, which I think it is quite tempting...for me at least
now we're just waiting for the approval from HR, if everything goes well I'll withdraw my letter next week..but till then, the status is still unclear...
I must say I din plan to use resign as a tool to bargain. I was really quite upset that my workload and my salary did not weight the same....but now since they can offer me a better deal, I shouldn't reject it...I shall see what lies ahead of me..
that aside, the conversation between my SM and myself is kinda.....funny :)
Me: Wendy *hand in letter*
W: *with very shocking expression* why~~?
Me: I wana do something else....workload too heavy here..and very stress cz there are so many deadlines...
W: then what u wana do?
Me: mmm....maybe event?
W: u think event easy ar? they have even more deadlines u know?
Me: yea but at least these deadlines u miss u dun have to pay penalty....
W: ...by that time u will complain traffic jam la and all cz u have to go hotels, malls for function...
Me: good ma, can meet more people...
W: here oso we can meet people ma...
Me: where got? we only go boardroom and meet directors...all old man
W: *giggle* there, u can meet auditors..most of them are around your age what..u go somewhere else u can not meet auditors...
Me: why must I meet auditors??
**********************************
Me: Workload so heavy, almost every weekend I have to come back..and Sunday I have to work oso..I got no rest..and my mum is complaining that I go home so late everyday..even weekend oso hv to work...
W: who ask you to come back? its not healthy...
Me: then my work cannot finish how? client chasing...
W: I will get one more people in to share the port folio..then it will lighten your workload...now u go back bye bye~
Me: ......no, I cannot go back now, must settle this today
W: nah u see...now u can go back early u dun wan...go faster off ur pc and go back...bye bye~ it's settled
Me: NO~ *duno to laugh or cry* den my letter how?
W: I din see any letter
=.=
and the conversation went on n on beating around the bushes...until I have to slightly shouted at her...."Wendy! that's not the point!!" =.=
Shall update again when I have an absolute answer later ;)
till then, wish me luck...
after much consideration....and a few deep breath
I handed in my resignation letter, and a few discussions with my AM and SM....
I was actually quite firm with my decision, but now I have second thought...
they offer me a deal, which I think it is quite tempting...for me at least
now we're just waiting for the approval from HR, if everything goes well I'll withdraw my letter next week..but till then, the status is still unclear...
I must say I din plan to use resign as a tool to bargain. I was really quite upset that my workload and my salary did not weight the same....but now since they can offer me a better deal, I shouldn't reject it...I shall see what lies ahead of me..
that aside, the conversation between my SM and myself is kinda.....funny :)
Me: Wendy *hand in letter*
W: *with very shocking expression* why~~?
Me: I wana do something else....workload too heavy here..and very stress cz there are so many deadlines...
W: then what u wana do?
Me: mmm....maybe event?
W: u think event easy ar? they have even more deadlines u know?
Me: yea but at least these deadlines u miss u dun have to pay penalty....
W: ...by that time u will complain traffic jam la and all cz u have to go hotels, malls for function...
Me: good ma, can meet more people...
W: here oso we can meet people ma...
Me: where got? we only go boardroom and meet directors...all old man
W: *giggle* there, u can meet auditors..most of them are around your age what..u go somewhere else u can not meet auditors...
Me: why must I meet auditors??
**********************************
Me: Workload so heavy, almost every weekend I have to come back..and Sunday I have to work oso..I got no rest..and my mum is complaining that I go home so late everyday..even weekend oso hv to work...
W: who ask you to come back? its not healthy...
Me: then my work cannot finish how? client chasing...
W: I will get one more people in to share the port folio..then it will lighten your workload...now u go back bye bye~
Me: ......no, I cannot go back now, must settle this today
W: nah u see...now u can go back early u dun wan...go faster off ur pc and go back...bye bye~ it's settled
Me: NO~ *duno to laugh or cry* den my letter how?
W: I din see any letter
=.=
and the conversation went on n on beating around the bushes...until I have to slightly shouted at her...."Wendy! that's not the point!!" =.=
Shall update again when I have an absolute answer later ;)
till then, wish me luck...
The 2012 Prophecy
Let's just believe it's gonna happen.
Each time a catastrophe like this struck off, all you can see over fb is all this what they called "prophecy" circulating around. Somehow, I do believe that 2012 is gonna happen..but seriously..after a trauma like this, circulating all these videos around telling people that we're all gonna die is not helping. As if the world has not enough to worry about..
Like I said earlier, let's just believe it's gonna happen. Even it's not, we're gonna die one day..so what's the difference? If 2012 prophecy really does exist, we're all dying together..it din look so scary ain't it? With tragedies like this, some people may have long gone before they reach 2012. so start counting your blessings instead of whining over every little things.
Each disasters only taught us the same lesson: be thankful, be contented, be happy.
Each time a catastrophe like this struck off, all you can see over fb is all this what they called "prophecy" circulating around. Somehow, I do believe that 2012 is gonna happen..but seriously..after a trauma like this, circulating all these videos around telling people that we're all gonna die is not helping. As if the world has not enough to worry about..
Like I said earlier, let's just believe it's gonna happen. Even it's not, we're gonna die one day..so what's the difference? If 2012 prophecy really does exist, we're all dying together..it din look so scary ain't it? With tragedies like this, some people may have long gone before they reach 2012. so start counting your blessings instead of whining over every little things.
Each disasters only taught us the same lesson: be thankful, be contented, be happy.
Dream as you'll live forever; live as you'll die today.
Something else
Life is too routine....
and it's nothing bad about having a routine life...except that it's routinely boring..
it's way too imbalance between work and play...
I dun even feel excited about friday night anymore, no such thing as TGIF..not at this point of time..all I'm looking forward is payday, and public holiday...and MC wtf
it's even more frustrating when the correlation between income and workload is insignificant. not that I'm not thankful for what I have, but being thankful doesnt mean that I am content with what I had...there are more to life than work, and I'm so gonna get out of this place to explore the world. FB is so evil, it make u see how different your life is as compare to your peers. I admit, I envy everyone else's life except my own. they've explored half the globe and I'm still stuck here doing pointless resolutions, minutes and agreements...
I need something else, something to spice up my life..there must be a change! I duno when but I gonna get out of this routine before I go crazy..
I can has different life!!!!! ROAR~!!
and it's nothing bad about having a routine life...except that it's routinely boring..
it's way too imbalance between work and play...
I dun even feel excited about friday night anymore, no such thing as TGIF..not at this point of time..all I'm looking forward is payday, and public holiday...and MC wtf
it's even more frustrating when the correlation between income and workload is insignificant. not that I'm not thankful for what I have, but being thankful doesnt mean that I am content with what I had...there are more to life than work, and I'm so gonna get out of this place to explore the world. FB is so evil, it make u see how different your life is as compare to your peers. I admit, I envy everyone else's life except my own. they've explored half the globe and I'm still stuck here doing pointless resolutions, minutes and agreements...
I need something else, something to spice up my life..there must be a change! I duno when but I gonna get out of this routine before I go crazy..
I can has different life!!!!! ROAR~!!
I decided
to take this seriously.....
like SERIOUSLY!!!!!
cz I'm round like a ball and can bounce back n hit you....
CNY is evil....
like SERIOUSLY!!!!!
cz I'm round like a ball and can bounce back n hit you....
CNY is evil....
Incapable
workload is still crazy..I dun remember when it was any less crazy since I joined.
Boss: "Penny, these documents came in two weeks ago have u do anything to it?"
Me: "err...not yet"
Boss: "and that one?"
Me: "...haven..."
when u have nothing to do, u feel incapable;
when u have alot to do, u feel incapable too......
I wan my holiday NAU~!!
Boss: "Penny, these documents came in two weeks ago have u do anything to it?"
Me: "err...not yet"
Boss: "and that one?"
Me: "...haven..."
when u have nothing to do, u feel incapable;
when u have alot to do, u feel incapable too......
I wan my holiday NAU~!!
Gong Hei Fatt Choy
CNY is just days away, which means the eating spree will begin in no time.....
wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and dun eat too much, here's a warning from Chihiro:
wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and dun eat too much, here's a warning from Chihiro:
Gong Hei Gong Hei~
Twenty-11
Ola..Happy New Year readers (if there are still any around)
so here's the beginning of a brand new year..and I have no time to wrap up my 2010 in a blog post like the previous years..feeling lazy to run thru the year again because as far as I can remember my 2010 was mostly about work...ofcz I did some breakthrough during the year...things like running a 10km marathon and came back alive....that was a real breakthrough I tell u judging from the fact that I never join any...jogathon during school time dun count! and also joining treasure hunt for the first time and won 5th prize out of 50 cars...woohoo~
ok la the rest please refer to the archive..if anyone care. To cut the long story short, I found a job, met a group of awesome people...together we did whole lot of crazy stuff..job sucks but we enjoy each moment together..met up with close friends and had lunch/dinner/drinks from time to time..conquered Gua Tempurung, made some food hunt trips to Ipoh/Melaka/Penang..planned a fail surprise bday dinner.....HAAHAHAHAH that was pretty much of it.
for year 2011, there is only one resolution on my list...that is to be thankful for every little things around. because 幸福不是必然的
so here's the beginning of a brand new year..and I have no time to wrap up my 2010 in a blog post like the previous years..feeling lazy to run thru the year again because as far as I can remember my 2010 was mostly about work...ofcz I did some breakthrough during the year...things like running a 10km marathon and came back alive....that was a real breakthrough I tell u judging from the fact that I never join any...jogathon during school time dun count! and also joining treasure hunt for the first time and won 5th prize out of 50 cars...woohoo~
ok la the rest please refer to the archive..if anyone care. To cut the long story short, I found a job, met a group of awesome people...together we did whole lot of crazy stuff..job sucks but we enjoy each moment together..met up with close friends and had lunch/dinner/drinks from time to time..conquered Gua Tempurung, made some food hunt trips to Ipoh/Melaka/Penang..planned a fail surprise bday dinner.....HAAHAHAHAH that was pretty much of it.
for year 2011, there is only one resolution on my list...that is to be thankful for every little things around. because 幸福不是必然的