Have you ever been in love

In the morning light
Half awake and half asleep
Have you ever laid there thinking
Was it all a dream?
But you reach out and she's there
Every moment, everywhere
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever felt
How far a heart can fall
Have you ever stayed up waiting
For a telephone call
Just to hear her say hello
Cause you miss each other so
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe her
cause you'd die a little if she lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still she leaves you wondering
What it's all about

And when she's far away
Have you ever felt the need to stray
And tried and then discovered
It just doesn't pay
Cause with her, you can be true
And with her, you can be you
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe her
Cause you'd die a little if she lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still she leaves you wondering
What its all about

And when the night comes down
Can you call your house a home
Do you dream you're still together
And wake up alone
Have you ever been in love
The way that I'm in love
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever been in love?


I love the lyric that describe those things that couples do when they are in love...come to think of it...'stayed up waitin for a telefon call...in times of doubt..try to work things out...dream you're still together, and wake up alone etc.......' its something all of us had experienced before...its always sweet at the beginnin, bitter through out the way and disappointing in the end....
after seeing so many cases around me n within me myself...i feel that frenship is most precious to me..at least it is like this at the moment....
Friend..we all need time to digest the whole situation...lets give each other some times and after dat erase all the bitter memory and start a new....plz dun hold any grudges among ourself...I love u all=)

Love

"Looking back, I've this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so."

Everyday u look around..how many of ur frens had been hurt so badly in love??Its simply something that we cant live without, we oways lookin forward to it yet we are afraid to accept and involve in it...cz we are afraid to hurt or to be hurted. Thats why so many times in life when u meet the right person or someone dat u really like and care about u dare not say out...and in the end u jz loose them without them even knowin about it....

"So tell that someone that u love, just what you're thinkin of, if tomorrow never comes..."
Love is blind, yet u need rationality in it....sometimes u need to trust ur feelin but sometimes u need to think..I dun fully agree with the lyric above bcz sometimes something are meant to be kept to urself...even if tomorrow never comes. Love is not a word to say but an action to take..u dun need to let him noe that u luv him...u jz need to treat him good and prayin all the best for him from the bottom from ur heart...ofcz deep down inside u wish that he will notice u and turn over to look at u but if he doesnt u'll still feel satisfy bcz u noe that he's stil here with u as ur fren....

In most cases dat i dare not say out or admit that i loved is bcz im afraid to loose them even as a fren...i dun wana destroy the frenship we have yet i feel so reluctant to be just a fren... even thou i noe clearly that love is not about occupation...so all i can do is hide the genuine feeling from the whole world so that when he found his other half i stil can smile to him without anyone knowin that im bleedin inside...and oso ofcz to save myself some face..hahah

I'm playin me media player randomly and currently its playin Shayne Ward's "you're not alone" with the line goes like this: ' Don't hide out inside yourself, if only you let the sun shine on you...you're not alone, when your world is fallin down, I will be the one around...'
perhaps I stil hv frens around...I'm not alone i guess^^

To the one dat I've once hurt so badly...I'm glad to know that u are havin a good life ahead...perhaps ur good life came since the day i left...........

a lil about me

here's a lil fact about me...u think u noe me well?? think again after this list....
  • I love soup..from western creamy mushroom soup to chinese herb soup...
  • I drinks coffee..even its late at nite^^ i just love coffee so much
  • I love grape flavour vitagen
  • SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY HATE/ AFRAID cockroaches!!!
  • ABSOLUTELY NOOOOOO durian
  • I watched sailormoon=P
  • I cant sleep well without my bolster
  • I love peppermint choc chip
  • I sleep without covering my feet
  • I am shy to new mates but not to those who are close to=p
  • I hardly wear make up
  • I spend most of my credit on sms
  • I'll still feel lonely in heart even when there are alot people around me
  • I enjoy driving alone with music turn on loud
  • I don't like eating alone
  • I like study at night in my room with only my table lamp's on
  • I have really low self confidence
  • When I'm adapted to something, I dislike changes
  • I cant drive manual car anymore=P
and the list goes on.......will add in if i can think of any other

awesome week!!

it had been a busy and exciting week^^ ever since i've been start workin..my time for frens and family are limited..however i've manage to spare some times for my frens n family=)
met up wif rachel in 1u right after workin hours on tuesday for x'mas present haunting..we shopped for approx 3 hrs and manage to get most of the gift...n im so happy to meet my dear fren cz we almost meet up everyday and now suddenly din get to meet her dat often i feel so weird n uneasy =p
on wednesday nite..it was benjamin's birthday..we gathered at westin hotel pool side for his birthday celebration..in case u din noe who benjamin is....he is my nephew who are just celebrating his 1 year old birthday....yea u din see wrongly its 1 year old..not 21st years old...well...rich man's son la wat u expect??
happy birthday ben^^
and on thursday nite...went kepong metro prima to meet up wif a primary class mate^^we haven meet each other in 8 years!!!8 long years!!both of us had changed alot compare to the last time we meet each other in form 1..hhaaha..well we had a really nice chat..from our old sweet days to our recent life...wai kit wish u all the best in ur future=)
and on friday...i'v took leav to go uni to settle some stuff...then i went pyramid alone to shop for present...i was alone there for few hours...then drop by 1U on my own again...i never noe i can survive alone....haha...i reached home at round 4pm and start to wrap those present i bought the other day...OMG when im done wif those present im almost late for the party....bathed and grab all the stuff and went yen ling's place...it was a really nice bbq party...cz there were 4 chef to cook for us..basically i jz sit there n eat oni..hahah....lotsa jokes n fun we sharing...n ofcz lotsa pic oso....esp the 3 'mascot' hahah..nice one dude...nex year can do again....haaai enjoy those times wif u guys...but the party ended too soon...we'll plan something for new year aren't we??

p/s: the pic will be upload soon

Transmile Air

Okay..in case u haven noe..I've start workin as a part time admin clerk in Transmile Air..a cargo company....well workin life is dull..everyday wake up..drive to subang..switch on pc..start exercising my finger on the keyboard for freakin 8 hours!!!!!!sit in front de pc till back ache~!! but gonna work hard for the sake of my handphone!!!oh handphone..wait for me plz....my pass....u cant enter to office area without tis...infact u cant even enter the whole building without tis

my table...messy messy n messy....papers all over the table!!!n de yellow plastic bag was de roti boy my boss gave me^^

my mp3^^ i would have turn nutso if there isnt my lovely mate named SONY =P


tis is wat i saw everyday when i look up!!!now u noe why i feel life is dull la har??


it's x'mas!!!tis is one of the deco in my office....behind tis comp is a x'mas tree wif alot gift under it..but i feel its quite pai seh to stand up n take pic of it...so forget it la^^


the other side of my table!!!tis is seriously not a comfort job!!!


so many things to do!!!i'm not being hired to shake leg in office~~

十字路口

情绪起伏一直很大,开心和伤心只在一瞬间。
前两个星期还患上严重失眠,几乎每晚都不能睡!
精神几乎崩溃.....
好像看不见未来,看不见明天。
没有人了解那种对未来不确定的无助感,无力感。
日复一日,
我好像越来越不能掌陀自己那艘命运的风帆,
任凭风把它吹到那没有方向的目的地。
我已经离我自己梦想的世界越来越远了,像是永远到不了了。

注:此贴纯粹只想抒发情绪,并没有不开心.....:)

残废- 吴克群

爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美

我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍

我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍

我像个残废
在爱里残废

new layout~!!

I've been workin on this layout for quite some times..but most of the time i'm just so lazy to do it probably just type 2 lines den i'll lost my patient..but but but....finally its done...well basically its done but i still need to change alotta things.....so be patient^^

insomnia

had been rollin on de bed for an hour...cant sleep!!!arghh..i hate insomnia!!!!!!

Since cant realy sleep so jz came online to scribble something..in my life, frens had been an important part in my life, im dead without frens. and sometimes when among frens have any argument, i realy will heartache n feel like dyin...i dun like to see my fren end up hatin each other, which there was alrd a case happened around me and oso happened on me..de feelin of loosin a fren is like some one u love had passed away!!!

Treasure ur fren around u...espcially best fren..not everyone in de world wil find best fren dat understand u wel n without u sayin it he/she wil noe wats in ur mind....true fren is hard to find and when u found treasure them.

sori..this post is jz for the sake of killin time...im jz kinda bored and feelin abit hungry at this hour =p