L.O.S.T in the maze

life is oways like a maze to me...initially i'm super enthusiastic n faithfull with de path i'm takin...slowly...i realised dat this is a maze!!!i run n run n run yet couldn't find my way out...panic n hopeless conquer all de feeling i have..all i can do is jz stand at the same spot n shout:"I'm LOST!!!!!" however, people around me started to look at me in a very weird expression sayin:"psycho!" n den disappeared from my line of vision...i'v been askin around for the exit of the maze...different people had give me different answers...i'v got confused over their answers n cant differenciate de right n wrong....n i started to doubt every single line they said...i'm so tired...found myself a place to rest..hopin dat de nex day when i open my eyes...there's someone there to lead me out of this maze

20th birthday^^

well...an officially end of the teenage-hood...there are some celebration on within dis few days....from my friends n family^^ thnx to all of u!!!! i appreciate all de work u all did n oso to those who send me ur wishes n greetin..it's realy mk me warm...thank u
here are some b'day celebration pic from my friends n family...

date: 11.05.2006
venue: TGIF the curve

date: 17.05.2006

venue: monash C2.1

date:17.05.2006

venue: my house

Abner onLine

talkin to mummy


Abner start walkin



playin wif mummy

lovely shock

I'v never been in such a good mood in a very long while....u guys realy awesome!!!!love all of u!!!
so, i'v been brought to TGIFriday in the curve by rachel to so call meet up her cousin to collect something urgent n dat 'cousin' had been draggin n procrastinatin since monday til now!!!i been there without doubt n happily lookin forward to de movie we plan to watch initially-MI3....all of a sudden someone hug me from behind n sayin 'happy birthday!!!' n when i turn i saw her 'cousin' turn out to be stella, justin, sim and tun!!!!so,they planned all tis....n all dis while rachel chee was jz actin infront of me!!!wat the.....now tink back i look so dum....ahaha
there was a lovely teddy bouquet from them, and yummy BR cookies n cream ais cream cake, and happy friends, and dirty cake fight, and sweets pictures, and birthday kisses, and warm huggies, and appreciative thanx from me to all of u!!!
it was wonderful...thanx n lookin forward to see all of u soon...n plz tel me tis isn't a dream...if it was..i wish i will never awake from dis sweet dream=)

ps: pic will be uploaded asap^^v

the Sun shines tonite

it's an awesome nite!!! i jz couldnt find any other words to describe tonite's concert...yanzi's vocal really melted my heart...every single song of hers i can sing along together..scream n yell together with de crowd..de nite is special...yanzi u did a GREAT job n all of us realy proud of u^^n de 2nd encore part..thx for comin out again even thou without de band u stil sounds great!!!after approx 2 hrs of screamin n singin...i'v lost my voice......
de nite wil be perfect if i din lost my purse!!!!!yes..i'v lost my purse with all my ID,license, ATM card n my precious pic dat i took with my frenz...n dat purse was a gift from micky!!!!!aww....why is tis happenin to me?!?!?!

cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
if you need someone you're feeling blue
if you wait for love and you're alone
if you call your friends the light is on

You can run away but you can't hide
through a storm and through a lonely night
then I show you there's a destiny
the best things in life, they are free

[Refrain]
But if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someonewho cares for you
if you're feeling sad
your heart gets colder
yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey
oh, let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll go
if heaven is a million years away
oh, just call me and I make your day
when the nights are gettin cold and blue
when the days are gettin hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I never hide

[Refrain 2x]
But if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feeling sad
your heart gets colder
yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do

what real love can do
what love can do
what love can do
love can do

so in luv with tis song recently..if u wana cry cry on my shoulder....sometimes v jz need nothin but a shoulder to lean on..feels so tired n lonely when u look ahead de path u r takin there's only u alone...when u feels like wailin yet u cant find a reason to n u realized dat no one actually care..singin along wif tis song actually made me cry...dun ask me why..cz if u hv de same feelin as me u wil noe......