Smile

You smile because you are happy or you are happy because you smile?

I guess smile and happy doesn't really come hand in hand anymore...you are smiling, but does it really mean that you are happy? I doubt that...




I'm sorry for the hiatus, I'm just not in the mood for any long entry at the moment. It'd been a crazy week, a lot had happened..happy and unhappy. Certainly I'm still worrying..hence, those depressing entries.


........I think I need some counseling sessions....

p/s: the only one thing that can make me smile right now is the thought that R and S will be homed TODAY.

Light

How far can the candle light up my path?

perhaps..I should have just a little bit more faith...

Antisocial

I won't be surprised if I ended up to be antisocial...
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Black Monday

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What we learn in Psychology

some pictures to show you what we learned so far....

Freud ZzzZz Reliability zzZzZ Validity...Research Zzzz WAIS..ZZzz Intelligence....
at the end of the day..we learned how to sleep with our eyes open...
{ok, I was joking...u get that right?}

and we learned to do humiliating things in public...
in this case..squeezing 2 seats with 3 2.5 people...

and we learned to dance too...haha

we also learned how to keep ourselves warm by using body heat..
this can be life saving skill when you get lost in the jungle with friends....
dun pry pry...

we learn how to fully utilise every space of our study table
this was taken when I'm studying for psy testing...
I hate all those journals!!!!

and last but not least...
we learned how to keep ourselves motivated during the darkest period of the semester..


Weight and Height

When your weight outshines is going to outshines your height........

I need to do something about it....!!!!!!
Diet and Exercise....ugh. its just simply the worst combination in the world ever.....
How on earth can people hold themselves back when nice food is in front of them??? they must be anorexic or bulimic!


T_____T
This is the most cruel thing ever...

Holiday Mood

this is just so awesome! I started to feel the holiday mood..



The summer that we wanted,
Yeah, we finally got it!
Now's the time we get to share

Each day we'll be together
Now until forever,
So everybody, everywhere

*Let's take it to the beach
Take it together
Let's celebrate today
'cause there'll never be another

We're stronger this time,
been there for each other
Everything's just right

#Everybody all for one,
A real summer has just begun!
Let's rock and roll and just let go,
feel the rhythm of the drums
We're gonna have fun in the sun
Now that all the hard work, work is done!
Everybody, one for all and all for one!
All for one, one!

Summertime together,
Now we're even closer
That's the way it's meant to be

Oh, we're just getting started
Come and join the party
You deserve it, same as me*#

Everybody up!
Everybody rock it!
Take it from the top!
And never ever stop it!
It's not about the future
It's not about the past

It's makin' every single day
Last and last and last!
Fun and sun'What could be better?

Let's have fun
Everyone together now!

Everybody, e-everybody now!
This is where our summer really begins
The very last time it's ever gonna be like this
It's the party you don't wanna miss!

[Guys]
Guys!
Show 'em we can make some moves, hey!

[Girls]
Girls!
Show 'em we know how to groove, oh!

[Guys]
Here
[Girls]
and now
[Guys]
Let's turn the party
[Girls]
Out!

[Guys and Girls]
Everybody jump in~

Everybody all for one,
A real summer has just begun!
Let's rock and roll and just let go,
feel the rhythm of the drums
We're gonna have fun in the sun
Now that all the hard work, work is done!
Everybody, one for all, everybody all for one,
A real summer has just begun!
Let's rock and roll and just let go,
feel the rhythm of the drums
We're gonna have fun in the sun
Now that all the hard work, work is done!
Come on, everyone let's dance!
We can't let this moment pass!
Let's make this party last!
All for one!
All! For! One!

p/s: why did Zac Efron dress like a farmer?

Holiday

...starts today!

I've had a terrifying weekend, because the department is going to call those who fail their exam on either Fri or Mon. I was really paranoid every single time my phone rang, I dare not even pick up my house phone last Friday because I thought they were calling my house (I'm sorry to whoever that was calling that time) because they couldn't get me thru my HP while I was in shower. but after that I checked, there were no miss call so I guess it wasn't them after all.

Then I had a really dreadful weekend and there came Monday. Was out for a movie with Sun and Chu while trembling for every calls that came in. Finally when the clock strike 6 I was really REALLY relief! I DID NOT FAIL! so my holiday starts from now on.....

but....I really didn't know what to do for the rest of the holiday anymore. I am not complaining anyway. I would rather bored myself outta my skull than to study for resit. I think I can start cleaning my study table already (yea, I haven do anything to the notes that had been lying on my table since forever because I thought I will need them)

Anyway, Christmas is around the corner! I didn't know what to do on the real day yet but have got some pre-x'mas party here there so I guess I dun mind spending the real day at home =) another 14 days for R and S to come home! I'm really really looking forward to it..RSVP gonna spend new year eve together for the first time!

I've watched Twilight today. We had a bad seats (the very first row) and it kinda spoilt the mood for movie but overall it was good :) Robert ParkinsonPattinson somehow did look like Edward Cullen. But I think the movie flow is kinda slow...like u will accidentally fall asleep if ur attention span is very short.

I'm sorry for the messy update, I was too excited about the whole no-calling-today things so I just write about whatever that came into my mind...gonna hit the bed now, toodles~

4 AM

WHY I CANT SLEEP?

perhaps I'm feeling hungry again..damn!

there's something weird in my head again...WHY SO MANY RIDICULOUS THOUGHT? I'm waiting..for something to happen..but I wont know the answer until most probably after boxing day..or next year..fine forget about it...it's probably not the right time to talk bout this yet...oh well..if it didn't happen after all, there's no need to be mentioned anyway...

another thing that is in my head since I finish my paper is the result..dept will be calling either on friday or monday...it scare the shit outta me everytime the phone rang! I receive no call from them on friday...and I hope monday wont have any either..oh I did remember to pray at 11:11 just now....call me superticious whatever...I feel better after that can anot?

I should be sleeping...toodles!

16 more days!

Kinda True

I have nothing better to do..so I tried this and it's quite accurate:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Movies Bucket

Holiday is about not doing anything and just hide yourself in bed and watch movies all days..I've been busy catching up series and movies that I've missed and now it's pay back time....

Sisterhood of the traveling pants

"Laugh. Cry. Share the Pants"
This is a story about 4 best friends who are about to spend a summer in different places, and on the eve of separation they found this magical jeans that magically fits all of them. They decided to share the pants through the summer. The theme is about how best friend being there for each other thru thick and thin even thou they are not physically together. It reminds me alot of R.S.V.P or formerly known as Cloverz LOL

The Pursuit of Happyness


Inspired by a true story of Chris Gardner, a self-made millionaire, entrepreneur, motivational speaker who struggled homelessness while raising his toddler son. They were homeless, and Chris need to work hard to get through the internship of brokerage and at the mean time, the internship had no pay..so he spent his nights riding the buses, slept in subway's toilet. It's really an inspiring movies. Ohh, the kid in the movie aint no anyone else but Will Smith's son Jaden Smith :D On and off screen father and son...

Run Papa Run

A story about Louis Koo, a gangster who deperately trying to hide his background from his daughter after she was born. He even changed his tiger tattoo into a cartoon cat! wahaha I'm gonna say he is a real good actor, he really look like a father in the movie i.e. ask the wife to ask where the daughter going, what time coming back blah blah blah....things that my dad will do, as if he cant talk to the daughter with his own mouth. oh well, I think this is how a typical Chinese father figure look like.

Over Her Dead Body

ahh..I'm lazy doing summary d, go check out the synopsis on your own. The movie was okay, comedy-romance kinda movie. I think Paul Rudd is kinda cute :P

Apart from movies, I'm catching up with Gossip Girl, Heroes and Prison Break!!! and I am so very outdated with Grey's Anatomy now because the fella didn't upload it anymore! arrggh, that is so very depressing...

Happy Holiday everyone!

Something Freakay~

Is it great minds think alike or best friends think alike?
we thought of the same theme for the new year eve party together..
and even picked the same colour together!

haha..I think I've found my soul mate :D

Nothingness

Exam was over...finally. but all I can feel is nothingness...

I did had brief moment of relief when the paper had been collected but then it was replaced by worry and uncertainty just few seconds after that...not about today's paper but the paper before this - psychological testing. It was one hell of a tough paper...and I really dun feel good after the paper Y.Y today's paper was fine..at least I dun feel as terrible as the psy testing paper...but when I'm doing the paper..this HSM song "I want it all" keep playing in my head which annoyed the crap outta me...must be the effect of too much high-school-musical..lol

oh well..what's done is done..not like I get to change anything by whining..but I was talking to Gloria before leaving college today about our 30:70 distribution of final mark..what we did for assignment definitely weight way~~ much more than a 30% alright?! One full report's research only worth 10% (fyi, a research took up about one month+ time and we run few research simultaneously) and outta that 10% she allocated 3% for presentation..which was never in the course overview! and when we asked her, she was "its gonna be a .5 or 1% worth of presentation" and so the naive me really believe her =____= the presentation was like crap! and so our research only worth 7% in the end...why work so hard for research people?

enough about school work already..the past few weeks was really draining...and now I wana enjoy my holiday! at least this is not a perceive one! finally I got to catch up with all the Gossip girl I've missed and movies that I've been stocking up in my laptop! and ofcz movies in the theater...whee~

R.S.V.P goin whee~

I know I know..its exam period and I shud spend less time chatting...AND blogging but its gonna be a short one..I pwomise! cheh like anyone care..

I am so very happy today! the exam went well...at least I think it wouldn't fail me...I HOPE! and there is a smiley in the sky just know! 2 really bright stars stop right above the new moon and it forms a smiley face :) whee it looks so cool and it brighten up my day night!

and then I engaged in a conference with R. S. and V. (ahh..yes I am P and that make us RSVP -______-)
ma darlings are coming back end of THIS MONTH!!! haha..as usual we talked bout plans for the new year and vacation together...we talk bout making vows and pledge ohh I am excited bout this..and then we watch R and S fight, and we talked about all the nonsensical stuff and things always go haywire and gross..I laughed so hard talking to them...I cant remember when was the last time we talked and laugh like this..we were all busy and preoccupied with our own course work and life but things are falling back into its place

I can barely wait for the sleepovers, pillow talks...there's gonna be so much drama and story to tell and be heard..lol

see u in 29 days time babes~~~~!!!

n go back to psy testing P -________-

I must be

...too stress

I dreamed that I forgot to bring my exam docket to exam hall and Ms Cheung wont let me take the paper....with her typical voice tone =________="" if you know what I mean, that is. ZOMG and I was actually crying T____T see la what had final did to me

notes....

and more notes...
T____T

Weekend come faster...

RAWR


I iz hating Intelligence!!!

as I told you, psy students live on definition...as I was reading the textbook for the definition of intelligence...I nearly kill the book (if it is a living thing) when I read until the very last line from my lectures note....
"in truth, intelligence has become...a word with so many meanings that finally it has none" - Spearman 1927

WTFFFFFF??!!

anyway..I watched my class video again, and I gonna say: I LOVE BATCH 5!!

9 days!

9 more days! so much more notes to cram..I nearly wana tear the journals apart and my friend wana swallow it o.O and and....I got all the authors' name mixed up T______T how laaa?

As high as stress level can get..I found a solution for it!


WAIT!! dun bang right on your screen..u moron!
print it out and stick it on the wall...and I do mean WALL..not papan
den follow direction in the circle..repeat this step until unconscious....
till then, stress level successfully reduced!

p.s: Try on your own risk, this blog owner will not be responsible for any coma or decease caused...

When I was young and innocent

........I walked around the house in panties...=________=""



I think we were going to swim..or just came back from swimming..I duno la but that's why I was wearing the panties ok?? I dun normally do that ok....aiyo I was just 6 back then, nothing develop yet =P
eh wtf..dun laugh so loud can? I can hear you......

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depressed patients synthesize more corticotrophine-releasing hormone
from their hypothalamus,which causes
a greater release of adrenocorticotropic hormone
from the anterior pituitary, which caused
increased glucocorticoid release from the adrenal cortex

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can't they just speak write in english????!!!!
T__________T

Please Remember

...the days we shared



Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me

Please remember, Please remember


I know it's abit too early for this, I mean hallo we are not graduating yet but..I wont be in the same class as them after the short semester hence the video..dedicated to you, you and you...enjoy~

p.s: actually I am just avoiding textbooks...LOL

Bob's 21st

Bob held a very special and unique 21st birthday come pajamas party~

there were pajamas, loud music, food, ferrero rocher, kinder, liquor, guys, girls, snacks, dance, huggies, kisses, card games, uno stacko, heart attack, dare games and lots and lotsa fun!!!

I enjoyed the night loads and I shall let the pictures tell the story of the night

signature on the pajamas..

signing on the pjs

liquor...

Mt. Kinder

curi makan-ing?!!

hah...they are arranging the ferrero rocher..

jeng jeng jeng~ this cause me ferrero rocher overload...

aww..this is the best shot of the night..hee

roomies...

Boys can be pretty good in posing too...

Bernie getting high

Henry and Ximae oso getting high

Luke, the peadophile =p

the number game..obviously ximae lost LOL

The calling name game...it was really exciting and fun =D

dare game

Vodka Lime

A toast to friendship =)

cheers~

guys and their liquor game

boys being boys

huggies for the b'day boy~

XOXO hahha

why is the cake look like cupcake??

B'day boy cutting cake

group pix

this is always how u ended up with on ur birthday

girls....I mean..pretty girls *ahem*

jumping on the bed...

exhausted..
Happy 21st Bobby~

Off you go

and the final major godamn report write up was due!

Almost all of us din sleep the night before just to finish up this damn thing...I got it done by 4am and still able to attend 830am class...woot~ I am impressed by myself..lol [edited]and ofcz I've got Cassie, my group mate to thank to..if it's not for her I would be dead...Thankiu Cassie Kok! =P its a HUGE relief but now it left me less than 20 days to exam...and I have yet to start a single chapter of revision on any subjects...hallelujah...

Time to sleep! SLEEP!! I guess that is the thing I will miss doing for the next few weeks to come..

p/s: I guess the phrase that we used wayyy to often is not OCD or define or watsoever..it should be "I wanna go home and sleep.." =___=

laugh la..it is suppose to be a joke okay? wtf

Oh Exam

This is the time of the semester..again
library. coffee. moonlight resonance. sunlight.
textbook. lectures slides. holiday planning.
FINAL - F*** I Never Actually Learn this.


Freedom awaits..all the best mates!

Annoyed

It was a good day if he din talk to me at all....

I am really loving my day and drowning myself with high school musical's songs..but he just have to come and make me feel humiliated...I can stand teasing but not humiliating, IF U CAN'T DIFFERENTIATE BOTH OF IT AND GOT NOTHING BETTER TO TALK THEN JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!! dun try to be humorous when you CAN'T and go all out to make yourself look like a total moron...and stop whining about your life, no body say life is a rose garden..so suck it up and get over it!

this is one of the many reason I love to blog...u can snap at that person in the face (if he reads it) and he wouldn't know about it...haaha

Bosco in town

I went shopping in Pyramid with mum and sis today, and we went Kim Gary for lunch..as usual, we need to wait to be seated cz its full house. We waited for about 15 minutes, n mum saw someone taking pic with the fella who sat on the table next to where we waiting..then we realized that Bosco Wong was sitting there all the time..lol

then ofcz we went and ask to take pic also, since this is like the 1 in a million years chance. so me and my sis went in, my mum took for us. but then the pictures couldn't see his face cz the light reflect right on his face! =.= we wanted to take another shot, but his food just came..so we pai seh to disturb him la..and so we left..after he finished his food, I gathered all my guts and went to ask for another shot with him...because the previous one blurred...and he is good enough to take again with us...


ZOMG, his features was so nice! I am not a big fanz of his, but I have to say that he is good looking in real person. oh and friendly too..but I swear I was so tempted to ask him 'how is Raymond Lam recently?' wtf

woot..Stella..Lemme hear u scream!