Fact of life

....it's sad when people you know
become people you knew...
when you can walk right past someone
like they were never a big part of your life
how you used to be able to talk for hours
and how now,
you can barely even look at them

it's sad how times can change......
and worst,
changes are always essential...
*sigh*

Facebook Spree~

...I'm feeling happy~ for no apparent reason.

actually there is, but hmm..we shall come back to this later on =D

I've to admit, I've been very bad...been slacking since thursday, after I handed in my term paper. Let's see what have I done since then..
I've updated my blog
I've watched heroes epi 4 and 5
I've a gathering with old mates
I've watched {Just Follow Law}
I've been facebook-ing 24/7!!!!!

ZOMG~ I'm really taking my own sweet time..another two proposal is going to hit my face and I'm still chillax-ing (I duno who came up with this word, so dun bother about the citation)

I must finalize my leaflet design (I must stop facebooking)
I must start my I/O proposal (
I must stop facebooking)
I must tidy up my messy notes (
I must stop facebooking)
I must start revision already (I must stop facebooking)

*sigh* facebook is da bomb u see....
"Facebook is attractive because it keeps you in the know of what events are going on around campus. One bad thing about it is that its addictive and you end up on Facebook instead of doing other important things," said Erikka Jackson, a sophomore psychology major.
The thing about facebook is that they have millions of applications in it..I really cannot tahan people with ALOT app (when I say ALOT means really ALOT) in their profile that by the time I get to the bottom of their page, I'd probably hurt my finger already....damn semangat wei

Anyway, facebook is still fun..like I said my friendster is as good as dead now..not active anymore *sob sob*


p/s: my darling
dearest cloverz seems to have blain damage because of their cell met aka sial mad's revision..God bless their paper on Tuesday *praying*

Let Go

I think if there's such key on the keyboard, many people would be dying to press it....

For the many broken hearts out there, when the relationship is gone, let it be friendship or romantic relationship, you can moan, feel angry, grief, or whatsoever u wana do but do not drown yourself in that feeling for long..feeling sad and pain is NORMAL as long as you give yourself the time to vent ur anger and feeling and learn to adapt to your new status..

for a romantic relationship, ur partner is not all you have. love is just part and parcel of your life, you still have your frens (that's why do not neglect ur frens when u r in love! u'll get it) and family. There is no point investing ur emotions in a dead relationship, let go of all the negative emotions and move on. It is never as easy as pressing the key, but it is never hard if you willing to try...people cant move on is not because they cant, its because they DON'T WANT TO. I know it's easy for me to type here and you must be thinkin "feeling doesn't just disappear like dat into the thin air" but heartbreaks only cut as deep and last as long as you allow them to..I've been there and I know exactly how pain it can goes...but after all life is a choice, whether to let go n move on or keep drowning urself in the deepest sorrow and never wana get outta it is all up to you.

If you're at my age, your life is as good as just started, you still have a long journey ahead you, so why do you wana hold on to something that was over and broken? Let it go, and at the end of the day, you will find that they r not as important as u thought they were.

Hell of a Hectic week

The past one week was really busy, all I can remember was journals, journals and more journals!! besides rushing to finish the term paper which is due today, I only got to know that I've a social psychology presentation on this Wednesday which was yesterday. Holy mama..nothing was prepare until Monday, we had a meeting and divided the job and compile everything together on Tuesday.. The presentation went on well...hmm at least that's what I thought..

Last night, stayed up til 5am to get my term paper done..not done actually but I couldn't stay up anymore longer so I just switched off my desktop and went to bed..woke up at 8am and continue my work in uni since I followed my bro to uni early...until 1130am everything was printed and handed in. *phew* there goes the burden....but instead of feeling relief now I am feeling worry..guess I'm gonna flunk this assignment!!!gosh..gonna work hard for finals from now on...

In the afternoon, we had a lab experiment for developmental psychology where we have to assess children with several theory. The boy, Isaac was sooooo cute!!!! He somehow reminds me of Abner..he is so shy *wink* and when you asked him questions he will not look at you...funny thing was, when we wanna give him a complimentary gift which is some stationary that was wrapped in transparent flower paper, he refused to take it..the reason being - present are suppose to come in box and aren't suppose to be seen!! LOL how adorable is that? and when he came out of the observation room, the hall outside was dark as we off the light so that they couldn't see us walking around outside the room..the minute he walked out he said "wan shang liao" (its nite time already) OMG....the way he said it is SUPER blur and adorable!!

and now here I am sitting at the foyer alone typing this entry while waiting for my brother...its THURSDAY!! *sigh* I really wana move out..anyone can help me to persuade my dad?

Hooked to Facebook

*please click on the picture to check out the sentence I circle in red*

How can you don't like facebook? with their very stylo milo way of asking people to use the older version when they are loading..."use the old crappy version" LOL

and yes! got hooked to FB recently, if you're not a user yet faster join the group..and lemme spam your profile with hatching eggs, growing gifts, cakes, ais cream and MANY MORE!! it's soooo much interactive than friendster..relatively when I'm active in FB, my friendster seem so dead now...=P

alright, time to bed...social psy presentation later and term paper due tomorrow!! *fainted*

Family day

In the middle of the assignment woes, I went up to Genting with my family today cuz it's my mum's birthday so thought of accompany her for a day and also to have some fresh air..been stuck with the term paper too long and had been feeling so sick the past 2 weeks..

Went in to casino with mum..whee Monte Carlo here I come~ finally I can go in without sneaking in, but darn I got blocked and asked for IC for twice!!!well, it shows that I look yo
ung..its a good sign...played a couple of games at and we won RM100!! I have got beginner luck..nyahaha went out to have some coffee with my mum and went back in again...played the same game..and we won another RM250..yay me!!! went out to first world and I pay mummy a BR ais cream..took some pictures before we leave..

Us outside the theme park

My idiotic bro and sis....LOL

My capitol and the RM100 I won...

whee~ can have good dinner tonite...

I bet my parent would love to see their name on it...hah

HAH..now u know why I am chaotic, it runs in the gene...

~*Happy Birthday Mummy*~

I Hate Thursday!!

I seriously definitely utterly absolutely HATE thursday...to be more precise, I hate the time after my class and before I go home..it ain't short I'm telling you, it's approx 3 hours long!!! and gosh I've to wait every single thurs!!!!!!! It gets annoyed when you are sleepy and tired and wanna go home for a rest on the last day of the week (I've no class on friday)

Enough with complains, I'm just too bored over here..been reading journals for an hour or more already and started to feel impatient with it..so decided to disturb my bloggie awhile...I'm feeling hungry actually...but my damn paper-ish stomach doesn't allow me to eat whatever I wan at the moment or I will end up in toilet again (fyi..I had diarrhoe and light fever yest) I had BBQ chicken rice from the lemon grass stall just now and also end up visiting toilet...*sigh*

ok..time to go..God bless peNnY's term paper..and all the monashians in their finals =)

Kiss the Holidays Good Bye

Mid Sem is over before I even realize it was here...with only introduction of the term paper done and the accomplishment of one and a half series, I am back to class again =.=" foyer finally done! so much brighter n spacious now..whee~ and most the constructions are almost done too...less noise *yippee*

Okay..I really enjoyed too much of my mid sem and din do much work, now everything is piling up! *congratulation* social psychology presentation is next week!! no one ever remember about it, suppose to find 25 subjects for a research also forgot..I'm friggin scrude!!! blame on prison break n facebook!!

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Sometimes I really hate myself for being so rational until I will laugh at some lyrics that sounds ridiculous to me..ridiculous as in how?hmm...something like "I'll be loving you forever" or "I'll never love this way again" perhaps its because of those promises that I've broke in the past that made me stop believing in forever!! FOREVER..it's such a big word!!and when you're just outta love u may probably thought that you wont love that way again..until u found another one and fall in love again...love and promises are just soooo fragile!

It can also be that I haven met someone who can make me believe in forever again yet...that's why I feel some songs are ridiculous..LOL I guess the day I start to believe in all these songs again, is clear enuf to show that I'm in love.....again hah =D


Prison Break is addictive

I'm so into this series recently..if I ain't gonna wk up early tomorrow ..err...I mean later I wud have probably continue watching and fyi I'm only watching season 1 =.=" I know what you are thinkin.."I'm OUT!!" ain't you? but hey, it's never too late to start =P
He's one of the reason I can't stop watchin..LOL

On a totally unrelated note..I really hate stayin awake till this time..when your surrounding is so quiet and all you can hear is the clock happily tickin away and your stomach making noise your heartbeats..and worst is you can hear your thought....everything that you thought you had put down and let go will just find its way to come and say hallo to you at this time. I always very conscious about myself..I know what I should and shouldn't do most of the time, I'm also very conscious over what I am thinking, and when I told you I am positive, I am! Althou I whine alot in my blog but hey people do have negative moment at times okayy? and my whining target is always my dear bloggie =) Had a real long chat with a fren of mine about alotta stuff some times back, she asked me "dun you think it's time to get over it? it's been so long..." and that line keep repeating in my mind...I know it's time to get over it, and I've been very determined in getting over yet it just came back every time when I'm given the opportunity to think....I guess I really need to occupied my mind on something else...

okk..time to bed, gonna have breakkie with grandpa later- Bak Kut Teh!!! kill me people!! and after that gonna meet up with darling dear gal for shopping...hmm might have a chance to meet darling's darling LOL

"Dear 3AM, we've got to stop meeting this way, I'd rather sleep with you." =D

Friends

"Instead of saying excuse me, we push each other out of our way and say "move!"; we hug each other and laugh at any random moment; we argue about the stupidest things then we find out we are both wrong.."

I came across this line and suddenly I miss my friend!!

Just in case tomorrow never comes, please do know that I love u all from the bottom of my heart =)

Changes.Time

"Things change. Friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."

As I've been repeating over n over again..I DON'T LIKE CHANGES!! yet nothing will always be the same..We used to take some one's presence for granted, and feeling comfortable with their existence and enjoying their attention. Suddenly when they just disappear from your daily life you feel lost and....empty? hah..I duno what's that feeling and duno how to describe either...

These changes are happee and its so very positive change, I think I just need a lil bit more time to adapt and stop assuming things on my own...All we need is a lil bit more time!! yesh, that's the thing!!

Updates

The long awaited mid sem break was here..but I had been enjoying since thursday so now it's time for work! will have to finish developmental psy's term paper this holidays!!argh~ I am still yet to write a word and our Ms. Sunshine is done with the paper!! =S StresssssNYE~

Went to pyramid on thurs with a few course mates to check out the new pyramid and for dinner..we din buy anythin as we have nothin in mind...but we did check out some stuff to buy for Ms. Woo's baby hehe..and we had dinner at Kim Gary! An OVER SATISFIED dinner I would said..too much food la..nex time must share, I love dinner with u all...lets have more!!

Sat, meet up with Horng, Vince and Bob,Yen, Henry and VENETIA at The Pavillion for a lil shopping and movie. The Pavillion is nice and classy, if u happen to have alot of cash or a lotta credit cards in ur wallet, can go spend ur day there..branded stuff all over the place, ain't kiddin you..we went there window shoppin, and dinner at Tony Roma's, met Tiffany there =) and after dinner we went time square for movie "I now pronounce you chuck and larry" boy oh boy you must really check out this show, it was hilarious! the movie end at round 1130pm and we went all the way to OUG yum cha =P had a really long chat n crapping session with my mates..I reached home at 3am!! NO MORE later than this man, or I will for sure be grounded!!

OKayy..enuf with fun and outing. It's time to be serious..to my psycho mates, gambate in ur term paper..to all monashians- all the best in ur finals =)

Serenade to Spring

current mood: less cheerful
currently listening to: Serenade to spring

I dun planned to get my hands on blog at this hour but somehow this song just give me alotta feelings to do so...I was bombarded with some negative issues and also negative feelings today..or rather this 2 days. I wasn't completely sad over it because there's nothing I can do but I can't help thinkin that, why can't the world be a lil bit more simpler?

Over heard one of the family's friend attempted suicide because her husband had an affair. As a mother, you seriously left a very terrific impact in your child. Your husband left you doesn't mean that you're a lousy wife, it could have been that he is a lousy husband but your action of trying to kill yourself in front of the kids made you the lousiest mother on earth!! I dun pity you but can't help thinkin about how selfish you are. The feeling of being betrayed is really sucks, but 10 years down the road when you look back at it, and start tellin people about your life's story, it will be just sooo small as if it never hurt u even thou at that very moment you feel like it's the end of the world!

Heard about a friend's friendship problems. After hearing his problem, I just felt grateful and thank God for giving me such a lovely bunch of friends. No major misunderstanding, no major argument so far and we are always there for each other at any moment! Thou at times we might be busy with our own career and studies but we will always get back to each other once we've settled with our own stuff. I was upset and couldn't understand why are some friends out there just always being so sensitive and holding grudges?hey, people do make mistakes okayy?!! and for God's sake it was just a misunderstanding anyway!!

One more issue is...I seriously think that it's time to let go and move on! I confessed, I did what ever I think I should or shouldn't..yet there's still same thing. I dun get confuse no more..cuz it's clear that there isn't any space between us. so I hope after tonite, I will stop dreamin of u and here's the end of all the misery!!

"Every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new BEGINNING!"

Darling Dearest had turned 21!!

On the 23rd Sept, another clovers had turned 21!! not officially but we celebrated 2 days in advance..and the clovers stayed overnite at rachel's mansion one day before the party so that we can prepare everythin on the nex morning..we went shopping at the curve-tesco and ikea to buy all the necessary stuff and decoration..collected the cake at one u and headed back to her house at round 5. The ambiance of the party was great as everyone came in white..it looks so neat and peaceful =) and ofcz not to forget about the decoration with balloons and candle and potpourri at the tables..they are lovely!
Bob, Matthew, Zhen and Jimmy came in the party as 'Lab-coat Flashers' and performed the very-famous-in-MPAC's song ice kacang!! they modified a lil of the song to make fun of yen ling.. "each time i look into yen ling's eyes, I see some PC colour....veli nice!!" muahaha they did a great job there..over all the pary was great!!we had a blast at the party...


Monash Ball 2007

And so the ball is here again (well, ok it's over) with the theme - Film Noir held at Mandarin Oriental Grand Ball Room and it's just like the years before, we girls were busy with the prom shopping..we'd been shopping for related stuff for continuously 3 weekends before the ball..shopping marathon from bangsar shopping center, mid valley, the curve, time square, sg wang, hartamas shopping center to one u...we've got wider coverage than digi LOL
On the ball day itself, Rach, Yen and I went to set our hair at 11 sth near 12 noon and then went back to Yen Ling's house to shower and dress up! we got stuck in the jam for about 2 hours and thank God we reached there just in time..the ball was pretty neat and the performance was much better than last year's. And for us, we busy takin pictures through the nite...
Create Your Own

Welcome to October..

*phew* finally all the burden were off the shoulder....for a moment at least..and I am happily waiting the arrival of my mid sem break =) before I start with anything, allow me to say this line again TIME FRIGGIN FLIES!! it's Oct already if you haven notice it! so let's kiss Sept goodbye and welcome the brand new month!!
Okay, let's not crap anymore about the month...there are several events that I wana update but instead of squeezing all in one post, I decided to break it up into a few post so that my blog count will look longer..muahaha!!
Lemme start with the long over due pictures....the PD trip =.= blame henry for giving me the pic late =P there you go..