Getting Crazy

A follow up to my last entry..I've taken back resignation letter.

guess I'm gonna stuck here for a lil' bit longer..

and now.......

*regretted*

but...it'll be all good...we'll survive...

finally....a sense of catching up!

Of Resignation

and so I did it.....

after much consideration....and a few deep breath
I handed in my resignation letter, and a few discussions with my AM and SM....
I was actually quite firm with my decision, but now I have second thought...
they offer me a deal, which I think it is quite tempting...for me at least
now we're just waiting for the approval from HR, if everything goes well I'll withdraw my letter next week..
but till then, the status is still unclear...

I must say I din plan to use resign as a tool to bargain. I was really quite upset that my workload and my salary did not weight the same....but now since they can offer me a better deal, I shouldn't reject it...I shall see what lies ahead of me..

that aside, the conversation between my SM and myself is kinda.....funny :)

Me: Wendy *hand in letter*
W: *with very shocking expression* why~~?
Me: I wana do something else....workload too heavy here..and very stress cz there are so many deadlines...
W: then what u wana do?
Me: mmm....maybe event?
W: u think event easy ar? they have even more deadlines u know?
Me: yea but at least these deadlines u miss u dun have to pay penalty....
W: ...by that time u will complain traffic jam la and all cz u have to go hotels, malls for function...
Me: good ma, can meet more people...
W: here oso we can meet people ma...
Me: where got? we only go boardroom and meet directors...all old man
W: *giggle* there, u can meet auditors..most of them are around your age what..u go somewhere else u can not meet auditors...
Me: why must I meet auditors??

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Me: Workload so heavy, almost every weekend I have to come back..and Sunday I have to work oso..I got no rest..
and my mum is complaining that I go home so late everyday..even weekend oso hv to work...
W: who ask you to come back? its not healthy...
Me: then my work cannot finish how? client chasing...
W: I will get one more people in to share the port folio..then it will lighten your workload...now u go back bye bye~
Me: ......no, I cannot go back now, must settle this today
W: nah u see...now u can go back early u dun wan...go faster off ur pc and go back...bye bye~ it's settled
Me: NO~ *duno to laugh or cry* den my letter how?
W: I din see any letter

=.=

and the conversation went on n on beating around the bushes...until I have to slightly shouted at her...."Wendy! that's not the point!!" =.=

Shall update again when I have an absolute answer later ;)

till then, wish me luck...