disastrous week!!!!

never ever leav all ur assignments til de last minute!!!!tis is goin to drive urself crazy with all de work pillin n yet so little time...de most dreadful part was ur brain wasn't really functionin in de middle of de nite..ur eyes were half closing n u hv an assignment which is due on de next morning yet there are stil alot more to be done!!!!
tink i'v been spendin too much time enjoyin myself durin de mid sem break..avthing dat have to be done within dat particular week was all left undone...n as i'v been quite a pro in procrastinatin...all 3 assignments, 2 test revision n a practical were totally occupied all my time last week..i'v never tried stayin up de whole nite without a nap til de nex mornin...sleepin at 4 most of the days within tis week...finally as days went by...de assignments were gettin lesser n lesser...until friday...after de test n de last assignments-de management assignments been put into de pigeon hole...i realy sigh with a relief!!!!what a week had been over!!!
now de final is comin nearer n nearer...i realy duno whether i can make it thru...i noe u guys sure wil tell me i can but....u all can never understand the fear within myself...u all never noe de feelin i'm havin...**sigh***

sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Yeh. Sorry
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

for my buddy out there

hey gals..how are u all doin recently?i cant actually find a word to describe how much i miss u all...i hope all of u are doin great no matter in ur studies, friendship, relationship, and everythin..
tink back of those days..when v 1st met each other, how uneasy v r to live there..slp in a camp without air cond...eatin melon ais cream almost avday...hide in de camp n play bluff..makin silly jokes n laugh our head off...eatin pringles..singing songs...laid outside de camp at nite njoy the breeze n talkin bout our plan after NS...greetin each other gud nite b4 rachel off the light...wakin each other up the nex mornin...countin down for de date to go home..wake by chew ngi early in de mornin for joggin durin weekends...joined the hurdle race(i miss the monkey bar)...all of us drop into the dirty water!!! n alot more...
friends...let's hv a gatherin soon...i miss all of u all so much!!mel..dun worry u r always part of us..we r waitin for u to come back, emily..if u read this plz send a msg to my fon..i realy gettin confuse with ur fon number..i duno which number u r usin now!! cindy, rachel, chew ngi, janet, jade, pui mun, jenny, mei hui, see mun, miss u all alot...take care n all de best!!

freaky saturday

well....after so many dreadful weekends...i finally decided to went for an outin n hv some fun today!!!jz leav those vexing practical n assignments aside..so v met up wif preston n dutt in pyramid early in de mornin to catch -ice age 2- realy realy hilarious!!!1st time in my life i laugh til nonstop beatin de one sittin bside me...sorry my dear*_* if u wan a great laugh..jz go for tis movie..u'll surely enjoy^^
after an exhausting laughin exercise in de cinema..we headed to pizza hut for our lunch...so happy to hv tis 2 gentlemen wif us cz v won hv to decide on where to hv our lunch...v ordered quite a large set n i end up eatin so full....**burp* haha..n v actually finished up everythin on de table!!!
after de pizza...we went to de bowlin alley for a game...haven been playin since god knows when....v had a game there, me n dutt were de highest scorer...n since v oni get to play one game there due to de tournament v decided to go 1u for few more rounds...
there's some problems with preston's car n while waitin me n rachel had hv 2 games of pool there...hmmm each of us won one round^^after de long~~~~wait...here come our games...de 1st round rachel was leadin all de way...but in de end of the game..dutt manage to catch up by 1 point!!!!tis realy drive rachel crazy...de 2nd round...she was leadin oso n yet i manage to score 103 which is 2 points ahead her....muahahah...i like to see her gone mad with tis!!!n de 3rd round...oh gosh~she was jz playin her own man....cz leadin too much both 3 of us cant catch up....aikz....n needless to say she won de last round....
after de 3 exhausted games...preston was simply too tired...cant even smile when ask him to take photo wif us...smile abit la brother!!!=) well..preston n dutt went back after bowlin n v stayed on for dinner..we went genki sushi...de salmon set dat v ordered was so nice!!!n yes v njoy our dinner so much especially de jelly^^
happy moment oways pass faster den usual...so fast its comin to an end for today's outin...thnx for all 3 of u...i enjoy my day so much n i realy din hv such a great laugh for such a long time ady...lookin forward for more..n dutt i won fight to be camera man wif u nex time....heehe

who's to blame?

Life... So fragile.
Flicker of a flame...
Wondering... who's to blame?
Fighting for her life.
Running from the knife.
Trapped in a box.
Chained with locks.
Running for her tombstone,
A place to call her own.
Somewhere unknown.
Falling...Distant voices calling.
Crying...Because she's dying.
The sound of death.
The shortness of her breath.
Life... so fragile.
Flicker of a flame...
Wondering...who's to blame?

snatch from kathy