Smile

You smile because you are happy or you are happy because you smile?

I guess smile and happy doesn't really come hand in hand anymore...you are smiling, but does it really mean that you are happy? I doubt that...




I'm sorry for the hiatus, I'm just not in the mood for any long entry at the moment. It'd been a crazy week, a lot had happened..happy and unhappy. Certainly I'm still worrying..hence, those depressing entries.


........I think I need some counseling sessions....

p/s: the only one thing that can make me smile right now is the thought that R and S will be homed TODAY.

Light

How far can the candle light up my path?

perhaps..I should have just a little bit more faith...

Antisocial

I won't be surprised if I ended up to be antisocial...
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Black Monday

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What we learn in Psychology

some pictures to show you what we learned so far....

Freud ZzzZz Reliability zzZzZ Validity...Research Zzzz WAIS..ZZzz Intelligence....
at the end of the day..we learned how to sleep with our eyes open...
{ok, I was joking...u get that right?}

and we learned to do humiliating things in public...
in this case..squeezing 2 seats with 3 2.5 people...

and we learned to dance too...haha

we also learned how to keep ourselves warm by using body heat..
this can be life saving skill when you get lost in the jungle with friends....
dun pry pry...

we learn how to fully utilise every space of our study table
this was taken when I'm studying for psy testing...
I hate all those journals!!!!

and last but not least...
we learned how to keep ourselves motivated during the darkest period of the semester..

Weight and Height

When your weight outshines is going to outshines your height........

I need to do something about it....!!!!!!
Diet and Exercise....ugh. its just simply the worst combination in the world ever.....
How on earth can people hold themselves back when nice food is in front of them??? they must be anorexic or bulimic!

T_____T
This is the most cruel thing ever...

Holiday Mood

this is just so awesome! I started to feel the holiday mood..

The summer that we wanted,
Yeah, we finally got it!
Now's the time we get to share

Each day we'll be together
Now until forever,
So everybody, everywhere

*Let's take it to the beach
Take it together
Let's celebrate today
'cause there'll never be another

We're stronger this time,
been there for each other
Everything's just right

#Everybody all for one,
A real summer has just begun!
Let's rock and roll and just let go,
feel the rhythm of the drums
We're gonna have fun in the sun
Now that all the hard work, work is done!
Everybody, one for all and all for one!
All for one, one!

Summertime together,
Now we're even closer
That's the way it's meant to be

Oh, we're just getting started
Come and join the party
You deserve it, same as me*#

Everybody up!
Everybody rock it!
Take it from the top!
And never ever stop it!
It's not about the future
It's not about the past

It's makin' every single day
Last and last and last!
Fun and sun'What could be better?

Let's have fun
Everyone together now!

Everybody, e-everybody now!
This is where our summer really begins
The very last time it's ever gonna be like this
It's the party you don't wanna miss!

[Guys]
Guys!
Show 'em we can make some moves, hey!

[Girls]
Girls!
Show 'em we know how to groove, oh!

[Guys]
Here
[Girls]
and now
[Guys]
Let's turn the party
[Girls]
Out!

[Guys and Girls]
Everybody jump in~

Everybody all for one,
A real summer has just begun!
Let's rock and roll and just let go,
feel the rhythm of the drums
We're gonna have fun in the sun
Now that all the hard work, work is done!
Everybody, one for all, everybody all for one,
A real summer has just begun!
Let's rock and roll and just let go,
feel the rhythm of the drums
We're gonna have fun in the sun
Now that all the hard work, work is done!
Come on, everyone let's dance!
We can't let this moment pass!
Let's make this party last!
All for one!
All! For! One!

p/s: why did Zac Efron dress like a farmer?

Holiday

...starts today!

I've had a terrifying weekend, because the department is going to call those who fail their exam on either Fri or Mon. I was really paranoid every single time my phone rang, I dare not even pick up my house phone last Friday because I thought they were calling my house (I'm sorry to whoever that was calling that time) because they couldn't get me thru my HP while I was in shower. but after that I checked, there were no miss call so I guess it wasn't them after all.

Then I had a really dreadful weekend and there came Monday. Was out for a movie with Sun and Chu while trembling for every calls that came in. Finally when the clock strike 6 I was really REALLY relief! I DID NOT FAIL! so my holiday starts from now on.....

but....I really didn't know what to do for the rest of the holiday anymore. I am not complaining anyway. I would rather bored myself outta my skull than to study for resit. I think I can start cleaning my study table already (yea, I haven do anything to the notes that had been lying on my table since forever because I thought I will need them)

Anyway, Christmas is around the corner! I didn't know what to do on the real day yet but have got some pre-x'mas party here there so I guess I dun mind spending the real day at home =) another 14 days for R and S to come home! I'm really really looking forward to it..RSVP gonna spend new year eve together for the first time!

I've watched Twilight today. We had a bad seats (the very first row) and it kinda spoilt the mood for movie but overall it was good :) Robert ParkinsonPattinson somehow did look like Edward Cullen. But I think the movie flow is kinda slow...like u will accidentally fall asleep if ur attention span is very short.

I'm sorry for the messy update, I was too excited about the whole no-calling-today things so I just write about whatever that came into my mind...gonna hit the bed now, toodles~

4 AM

WHY I CANT SLEEP?

perhaps I'm feeling hungry again..damn!

there's something weird in my head again...WHY SO MANY RIDICULOUS THOUGHT? I'm waiting..for something to happen..but I wont know the answer until most probably after boxing day..or next year..fine forget about it...it's probably not the right time to talk bout this yet...oh well..if it didn't happen after all, there's no need to be mentioned anyway...

another thing that is in my head since I finish my paper is the result..dept will be calling either on friday or monday...it scare the shit outta me everytime the phone rang! I receive no call from them on friday...and I hope monday wont have any either..oh I did remember to pray at 11:11 just now....call me superticious whatever...I feel better after that can anot?

I should be sleeping...toodles!

16 more days!

Kinda True

I have nothing better to do..so I tried this and it's quite accurate:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Movies Bucket

Holiday is about not doing anything and just hide yourself in bed and watch movies all days..I've been busy catching up series and movies that I've missed and now it's pay back time....

Sisterhood of the traveling pants

"Laugh. Cry. Share the Pants"

This is a story about 4 best friends who are about to spend a summer in different places, and on the eve of separation they found this magical jeans that magically fits all of them. They decided to share the pants through the summer. The theme is about how best friend being there for each other thru thick and thin even thou they are not physically together. It reminds me alot of R.S.V.P or formerly known as Cloverz LOL

The Pursuit of Happyness

Inspired by a true story of Chris Gardner, a self-made millionaire, entrepreneur, motivational speaker who struggled homelessness while raising his toddler son. They were homeless, and Chris need to work hard to get through the internship of brokerage and at the mean time, the internship had no pay..so he spent his nights riding the buses, slept in subway's toilet. It's really an inspiring movies. Ohh, the kid in the movie aint no anyone else but Will Smith's son Jaden Smith :D On and off screen father and son...

Run Papa Run

A story about Louis Koo, a gangster who deperately trying to hide his background from his daughter after she was born. He even changed his tiger tattoo into a cartoon cat! wahaha I'm gonna say he is a real good actor, he really look like a father in the movie i.e. ask the wife to ask where the daughter going, what time coming back blah blah blah....things that my dad will do, as if he cant talk to the daughter with his own mouth. oh well, I think this is how a typical Chinese father figure look like.

Over Her Dead Body

ahh..I'm lazy doing summary d, go check out the synopsis on your own. The movie was okay, comedy-romance kinda movie. I think Paul Rudd is kinda cute :P

Apart from movies, I'm catching up with Gossip Girl, Heroes and Prison Break!!! and I am so very outdated with Grey's Anatomy now because the fella didn't upload it anymore! arrggh, that is so very depressing...

Happy Holiday everyone!

Something Freakay~

Is it great minds think alike or best friends think alike?
we thought of the same theme for the new year eve party together..
and even picked the same colour together!

haha..I think I've found my soul mate :D

Nothingness

Exam was over...finally. but all I can feel is nothingness...

I did had brief moment of relief when the paper had been collected but then it was replaced by worry and uncertainty just few seconds after that...not about today's paper but the paper before this - psychological testing. It was one hell of a tough paper...and I really dun feel good after the paper Y.Y today's paper was fine..at least I dun feel as terrible as the psy testing paper...but when I'm doing the paper..this HSM song "I want it all" keep playing in my head which annoyed the crap outta me...must be the effect of too much high-school-musical..lol

oh well..what's done is done..not like I get to change anything by whining..but I was talking to Gloria before leaving college today about our 30:70 distribution of final mark..what we did for assignment definitely weight way~~ much more than a 30% alright?! One full report's research only worth 10% (fyi, a research took up about one month+ time and we run few research simultaneously) and outta that 10% she allocated 3% for presentation..which was never in the course overview! and when we asked her, she was "its gonna be a .5 or 1% worth of presentation" and so the naive me really believe her =____= the presentation was like crap! and so our research only worth 7% in the end...why work so hard for research people?

enough about school work already..the past few weeks was really draining...and now I wana enjoy my holiday! at least this is not a perceive one! finally I got to catch up with all the Gossip girl I've missed and movies that I've been stocking up in my laptop! and ofcz movies in the theater...whee~

R.S.V.P goin whee~

I know I know..its exam period and I shud spend less time chatting...AND blogging but its gonna be a short one..I pwomise! cheh like anyone care..

I am so very happy today! the exam went well...at least I think it wouldn't fail me...I HOPE! and there is a smiley in the sky just know! 2 really bright stars stop right above the new moon and it forms a smiley face :) whee it looks so cool and it brighten up my day night!

and then I engaged in a conference with R. S. and V. (ahh..yes I am P and that make us RSVP -______-)
ma darlings are coming back end of THIS MONTH!!! haha..as usual we talked bout plans for the new year and vacation together...we talk bout making vows and pledge ohh I am excited bout this..and then we watch R and S fight, and we talked about all the nonsensical stuff and things always go haywire and gross..I laughed so hard talking to them...I cant remember when was the last time we talked and laugh like this..we were all busy and preoccupied with our own course work and life but things are falling back into its place

I can barely wait for the sleepovers, pillow talks...there's gonna be so much drama and story to tell and be heard..lol

see u in 29 days time babes~~~~!!!

n go back to psy testing P -________-