of Quarto and Names

recently I played a few msn games with friends other than solitaire showdown..yea I was once hooked to that game and I can play like 30 rounds straight without pause! and I'm pretty good at it, right? *looking at rachel* it is exciting and I scream/swear/bang my head on the table alot because I was too kan cheong...

so there is this day I was playing this Quarto with Sam..we both do not know what is this game about and din even bother to read the instruction..so we just simply move the blocks to the spot given and I just won.......without knowing why =.="
after that we just switched to play reversi..not bad la..but I still think solitaire showdown is the best! =D

Because Yong Long starts naming every belonging he has i.e. Steven the kancil, Aaron the emo cell phone, and Rosita the hot red laptop....we started to pick up this habit..Suet has a car named Bex, Nisha's car named Jack..I am still yet to name my car..but I decided to call my desktop Benny because the monitor is BenQ and my name is Penny ;P owh..even the computer in our class has a name okay..duno Junidah or Junaidah..hhahaha

ok..off to bed, happy Merdeka eve people!

Classes so far..

It's the end of the 2nd week..research, assignments are kicking in..things are not getting anywhere easier, like it anot we have to do it..but I need some motivation to keep me going! I need to be more focus, pseudo listening in class will kill me..but I cant help it, when it comes to the last 15 or 20 minutes of the class, I will auto tune out =.=

anyhow, classes are still good so far..and since I am only taking 3 subjects this semester, there is no reason for me not to do things better than everyone else!

I went to the immigration the other day to renew my passport, I reached there around 10am and thought that it would only took me 3 hours max to get everything done and I can go for my class at 130pm..but the blardy department took me around 5 hours to just to hand in the form and pay! there is actually an express machine but it's out of order!! so I have to do it manually..there are 13 counters, but they only open like 7 counters!! on top of that..the place is so congested..and NO AIRCOND!!!when it was my turn, the whole process only took 10 minutes, why do they need 5 hours to process 99 people's passport?!

frigging 99 people to my turn!

these are probably their wishes..HALLO~ can u stop dreaming alrd? services like this is NO WHERE near good!!

Harijadi Adikku

Adiks ku 15 years ago...now they both grown up *wept for joy*
wtf!

okay..so today is my lil sis' 15th years old birthday..
zomg..so young! =.=
I am not gonna praise you up to the sky laa..
but I still thank you...
for willing to layan me and my lame jokes..
for willing to gossip about ur korkor with me..
for 'forcing' me to listen to ur story..
blah blah blah...

on your big day...
I wish that you can get good result on your coming PMR
and all your hard work gets pay off =)

happy birthday!

Updates

...what an uncreative title..but ahh..who cares I am rotting to death in the library comp lab now..I rearranged the subject this semester so that my timetable can look a lil bit prettier because the previous subjects I enrolled, the time table was like crap...but now I regretted. I should have take Abnormal Psychology this sem and keep Theories of Counselling for next year so I can have my Thursday free...now I need to come 5 days a week and have this 4 hours break in between on Tuesday and left me rot like nobody business in the lab..but then I wana take Ms Grace's class with my usual mates so I think that comfort me a lil bit...anyhow my Thursday will end very early...like 1030am? man, I'd love to go home and continue sleeping every Thurs.

We were drawing our topic and groups in counselling class today, man I was damn nervous because it is a pair work and thank God I am goin to work with Sunn!! whee~ Namo Amitabah..Amen.. *ahem*

I was checking with my course coordinator just now whether I can squeeze in one more subject this sememster and another one to the next semester so I wouldn't need to extent another semester here...unfortunately I can't. First, because next semester, cognition and perception is kinda like brain n behaviour..its equally hard so if I flunk any of the units next semester I will have to wait until the next Jan to retake which is Jan 2010! so I shall not take the risk..next, none of the unit I want to take is offer next semester! gahhhh!!

eh I am not hogging the computer doing nothing at all okay? at least I'm looking up the journals for psy testing. man I hate finding journals..I only found 2 so far -___- and they reconstructed the Ebscohost, and it is easier to use...I wanted to print out the Ethical Code from blackboard too but my account left like RM1? damn pathetic..have to go reload d....

alright..too much of personal information exposed..Imma go back to find the remaining journals and off to class....one thing I like about library comp lab is that no one is goin to come in and shoo u away for classes, u can hog it as long as u wan *muahaha*...althou the comp in the lib is not as canggih as the lab...but it is sufficient enough to kill time ;P

Doomed

seriously..I screwed the wrong subject!

I didn't manage to pull it through for brain and behaviour and have to retake it again! oh Lord, I have to meet the infamous bimbo bitch for another semester for the same subject..whats worse is that she is sharing psy testing with Ms. Woo and I have to meet her like 4 times a week occasionally...oh so can die!

but anyhow, I am only taking 3 subject this semester but then my course plan will have to delay one semester behind than my mates :( funny thing was, when I am in the office just now...Dr. Teoh is trying to make me feel a lil bit better by telling me that he had a student who failed his psychiatric subject for 6 times...and he is so cute I tell u, when he talked to me on the phone the other day telling me that I failed my paper..obviously I sound sad laaa..but then very quickly he replied: dun worry u r not the only one -___-" err...was I suppose to feel happy? hahha..

failing is defintely not a good feeling..but I tried to learn from the failure and learn how to deal with it...I am not completely sad about it but for sure I am not happy with it....

The End

The holiday is finally ending...althou I feel bored at home but I am dread going back for classes tomorrow..thou I'd like to meet up with all my mates but but....haih...

Holiday was boring after the first 2 weeks..I cant seem to be able to ask anyone out because everyone else is so busy and as if I'm the only one in the world is having holiday...I am reading 'Nanny Diaries' but it was so boring..I barely flip a page, even thou some part of it are funny and entertaining but I still think 'Twilight' is much better..haih..at least Edward and Bella have a more interesting life than Nanny and Grayer....I wanted to read 'New Moon' but YCFOO told me it was boring...but the preface looks interesting..hmm...

The Olympic Beijing's badminton final is tonight! Lee Chong Wei is playing against Lin Dan!!! This is the world class game and I hopes we can win the Gold!! dun go anywhere tonight people!! stay at home n watch the match...you really dun wana miss it!! heheh

okay..off to shower and dinner soon~ will update you about the new semester some times next week =)

For a friend

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

*你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你*

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

I first saw the lyrics..I smiled because it reminds me of us =) looking back, did you ever wonder how you and your best fren became best fren? sometimes it amazed me how relationship changes between people...strangers today may end up to be your best friend, partner or someone related to you in one way or another in the future..you never know

I remember when I first encounter this best friend of mine, I din like her (hahaa) because she gave me a feeling that she was one of those proud, english speaking banana girl in the school and it looks like we can never be friend because obviously we are of different range. but obviously I was wrong with my first impression for her..she is one of the craziest, siao-est friend I've ever met. some times during upper secondary we became friends and because we stay so near to each other (I only came to know that we were actually neighbours during her birthday) we hang out alot together, and we become the best of friend since form 6. we meet up almost 300 days a year..hallo I am not lying! we are so very different in so many ways..but we just click..

I learned a lesson...do not judge a book by its cover..she is totally the opposite of the person I thought she is...like I said, it is amazing how someone you dislike or you think you can never be friend with will turn out to be some one so important to you =)

now that I've shared my story..anyone wana share theirs with me? *wink wink*

What your friend did

...when you are 22 and still single...

they just couldn't stop introducing you guys they met...but when they have REALLY different preference in guy as you..you should think twice about what they consider as "nice guy"

p/s: I am only kidding about the dying and rich part okay....

Meeting darling dearest's darling

haha..I like the tongue twisted title...

anyway..I finally met up with the legendary Mr. Kaj yesterday in one u ;) he looks shy and so soft spoken..hhaha and I am really very happy for my darling girl! dun be sad that you're not here with us..you are always with us..cz u are the reason we gather around..we all love u! hehe..cant wait to meet u again end of the year!!

and so we receive special order to bring him to sushi groove. we ordered some signature sushi for him to try. after the lunch, we did something that I haven been doing in the longest while - sticker photo! I think my last sticker photo taken were in form 4 or form 5 -_____- with my super duper short boy hair era....haha..the sticker photo were nice =D will upload it when somebody scan it in...cz I dun have scanner

we then headed to bowling alley...for foosball and pool!! oh..now I started to like foosball..cz I can scored!! whee~ but one thing I dislike about foosball is, the handle...so smelly all the palm sweat and germs EEWWW...and I had a game of pool with Michelle..err...nothing to talk about because I friggin sux in it and it took us forever to finish a game...

the Girls at Sushi Groove

Adrian and Kaj

Us with Kaj

At one u with Carol and Michelle

Sticker photos!!

look at us...serious foos-ing

Kaj is pro in this

Team work.....Michelle as the external cue LOL

Just rambling

Whoever said: "what you don't know can't hurt you", was a complete moron.

Because not knowing is the worst feeling in the world...what is coming out for the exam? duno. what is gonna happen next second? duno. you've lost your wallet, where? duno. is ur crush having the same feeling as u? duno. will you and ur partner last long? duno. can your illness be cured? duno or getting lost in some place you don't know...

we always need to be in the know. although we would love a lil surprise or two once in a while but we still prefer to know and aware of what is coming ahead. why we care to know? because it make us feel damn secure...yes, mankind love the sense of security!

Of course, that line is applicable some times.....when you knew something that you later wish you didn't know about it at all........

Better in Time

I was on my way out this noon and it was so jam after the ldp toll at 130pm which was totally outta my expectation. And past one week had been so frigging hot and sunny but when I got stuck in the jam, it started to rain. no, its not rain..its very heavy downpour! I cant even see one u clearly when it is just few meters away from my car =.=

so the unexpected traffic congestion and heavy downpour had successfully turn me off! I was about to grump and my finger was playing with the button on the radio outta boredom..switching from station to station and at last I stop by at mix fm. the DJ played Leona Lewis' song "Better in Time" and I am actually smiling after I heard the intro being played. It is one of my favoroute song lately, after "Stop crying your heart out". And suddenly I realized, to feel happy can be as easy as that. everytime when the radio play the songs that I like, I will get very excited and happy even thou I might have listen to it more than thousand of times on my own playlist.

And like how the lyrics go "...I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, it'll all get better in time..." Smile people! cause you deserve to....

My Current Addiction

Stop Crying Your Heart Out - Oasis

Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared,
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile, (may your smile)
Shine on, (shine on)
Don't be scared, (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm,

'Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out

Get up, (get up)
Come on, (come on)
Why you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone

'Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them some day,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out

'Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday.
Just take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out

We're all of the stars,
We're fading away.
Just try not to worry,
You'll see us someday.
Just take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out... [4x]

Time heals everything. even if the scars remain, it faded, eventually. This song is simply AWESOME!

Jeremiah 33:3

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."

Thanx Gloria for the passage and the prayer! I feel so positive over what is coming and I will for sure remember to call on Him when I'm feeling weak.

The Best Damn Tour

MTV Asia Awards was held in Genting yesterday. and I just missed it......

YanZi was there! and so was Leona Lewis, PCD, One Republic, The Click Five, Nicholas Teo blah blah blah...dammit! I dun have ticket...neither nor I have transport and company to be there...*sigh*

now the next big thing will be Avril's Live in KL
who wana sponsor me?
T____________T

Only One

guy: "you are the only one for me."
girl: "and I am sure if there is still someone else left, you wouldn't have pick me"
guy: "............=.="

I made that up just for fun..

people likes to make promises when they are in love. but then they will eat their promises when they broke up in the end. where is the forever that was promised? what happen to the more to come anniversary? I always think that promises are not very practical. not when you are only at the dating stage. how can u promise anything forever when things keep changing by days, hours or even seconds? how sure was you to tell that he/she is the only one? C'mon, admit it..you've probably said the same thing to your ex or ex-ex..

I cant promise that I will love someone forever. I wont be able to even make sure that will I still love the same person the next morning I woke up. I cant possibly promise you a future, all I can promise is that every single day spent together were all genuine! ahh..that is when I already have someone laaaaa

Oh Lord. I duno where do I get this inspiration from but if someone were to gimme the 'only one' promises, I will really consider to use that pick up line I came up with LOL

On a random note: THIS IS THE 400TH post of this blog! *plays congratulation's music* yay me~ lets go celebrate! I wan cheese cake!! *looks at Yong Long wtf* and I wan Tony Romas!!!! *looks at Alvin*

hehe..I told ya I print screen-ed ;P