Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much
I have to sayBeen crying since the day
The day you went away
Genting
went for a 3D2N trip to genting with rachel,venetia n yen ling...reached there round 3 n checked in...v stayed in de hotel for a lil rest n went for the mysteria magic show at nite..after de show we met up wif kim wee n gang for de WorldCup--England vs Ecuador....nice to watch footie in public..shoutin all together^^ well at last england won!!nice one...after de match..we went back to de room n started to do our nail art..4 of us had spent bout 3 hours on de finger nails..hahah..kim wee n frens join us at round 3 sth n let us paint their finger nails..hehe..den follow by de card game of kim wee's ass hole game...i'v been de ass hole for so many roundsT_T
de next mornin..we went for de breakfast buffet...honestly not realy nice...den here goes our outdoor games...we went for de flyin coaster...OMG yen ling was shoutin all de way n i was laughin all de way bcz of her!!!i'v no time to shout...we went all de rides...poor rachel had lost her voice and play everythin without makin any noise!!! how sad...after one whole day of the outdoor games..we drag ourselves back to the hotel n rest...at nite wen went out for dinner n yen ling bring venetia out for shoppin to distract her as me n rachel were busy decorating de room with balloons n gifts for venetia..as her birthday is comin...thou is not realy a perfect surprise but hope u like it^^
we would have more enjoy the trip if there weren't any illness...venetia n rachel were not realy feelin well...tink tis 3days was kinda torture for them...get well soon gals..Bukit Tinggi is waitin for us..
de next mornin..we went for de breakfast buffet...honestly not realy nice...den here goes our outdoor games...we went for de flyin coaster...OMG yen ling was shoutin all de way n i was laughin all de way bcz of her!!!i'v no time to shout...we went all de rides...poor rachel had lost her voice and play everythin without makin any noise!!! how sad...after one whole day of the outdoor games..we drag ourselves back to the hotel n rest...at nite wen went out for dinner n yen ling bring venetia out for shoppin to distract her as me n rachel were busy decorating de room with balloons n gifts for venetia..as her birthday is comin...thou is not realy a perfect surprise but hope u like it^^
we would have more enjoy the trip if there weren't any illness...venetia n rachel were not realy feelin well...tink tis 3days was kinda torture for them...get well soon gals..Bukit Tinggi is waitin for us..
coffee
dun realy recall when was the first time drinkin it...last time dun like coffee..probably bcz most of the coffee that can find in my house last time was all those make by black coffee powder...n u hv to add sugar n coffee mate urself..well seriously that never taste good...n i was stil a cute lil small gal(i bet u are sweatin or spewin now=P) that only like sweet candy like any other kids do at that time...as i grow older..exams n homework started came in...coffee became something essential for every sleepless nite...as time passes..coffee had become my best mate durin exam n test....
fren oways ask me not to drink so much coffee...but i'm jz somehow addicted to it...even if there's no exam stil i'l take coffee....well after all..life is bout to enjoy^^
fren oways ask me not to drink so much coffee...but i'm jz somehow addicted to it...even if there's no exam stil i'l take coffee....well after all..life is bout to enjoy^^
happy ending?!?
when we were younger, we used to believe that every story will hv a happy ending..n that's y kids are always happy n cheerfull...bcz of all the 'they live happily ever after' kinda ending story....they believe that the world is a wonderfull place..there's no sadness n tears...bad guys will deserve bad ending..all the creatures will help the good person..
i use to have dat passion in life too..lookin forward to my own "happily ever after" but as i grow older..as i'm increasin my days of livin on earth...sadness, tears, frustrations, etc made me understand dat this is life..life will not oways let u stand on de peak of the mountain...sometimes u falls....
somehow i feels funny is..nowadays read a lot story bout the continuous version of those classic fairy tales...some of it do spoilt de image of the original story in my heart thou....
"if we never start to believe, perhaps we wont be disspointed"
i use to have dat passion in life too..lookin forward to my own "happily ever after" but as i grow older..as i'm increasin my days of livin on earth...sadness, tears, frustrations, etc made me understand dat this is life..life will not oways let u stand on de peak of the mountain...sometimes u falls....
somehow i feels funny is..nowadays read a lot story bout the continuous version of those classic fairy tales...some of it do spoilt de image of the original story in my heart thou....
"if we never start to believe, perhaps we wont be disspointed"
the beauty of words
我知道 也知道
心里的恐惧有时多过坚强
有你我不再难熬
就算没有人看好
幸福是因为互相依靠
回忆是不说慌的镜子
我们终于诚实
爱是一条曲折的线
将你我带往两边
分开的两个人
怎么也不能回到起点
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱
我在你缺席了的黑夜
学会怕黑
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃！
心里的恐惧有时多过坚强
有你我不再难熬
就算没有人看好
幸福是因为互相依靠
回忆是不说慌的镜子
我们终于诚实
爱是一条曲折的线
将你我带往两边
分开的两个人
怎么也不能回到起点
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱
我在你缺席了的黑夜
学会怕黑
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃！
假装
呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到
假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐 :'(
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到
假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐 :'(
One Art
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day.
Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones.
And, vaster,some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture I love)
I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-- Elizabeth Bishop
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day.
Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones.
And, vaster,some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture I love)
I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-- Elizabeth Bishop