Penny-G

sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Yeh. Sorry
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?

When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

for my buddy out there

hey gals..how are u all doin recently?i cant actually find a word to describe how much i miss u all...i hope all of u are doin great no matter in ur studies, friendship, relationship, and everythin..
tink back of those days..when v 1st met each other, how uneasy v r to live there..slp in a camp without air cond...eatin melon ais cream almost avday...hide in de camp n play bluff..makin silly jokes n laugh our head off...eatin pringles..singing songs...laid outside de camp at nite njoy the breeze n talkin bout our plan after NS...greetin each other gud nite b4 rachel off the light...wakin each other up the nex mornin...countin down for de date to go home..wake by chew ngi early in de mornin for joggin durin weekends...joined the hurdle race(i miss the monkey bar)...all of us drop into the dirty water!!! n alot more...
friends...let's hv a gatherin soon...i miss all of u all so much!!mel..dun worry u r always part of us..we r waitin for u to come back, emily..if u read this plz send a msg to my fon..i realy gettin confuse with ur fon number..i duno which number u r usin now!! cindy, rachel, chew ngi, janet, jade, pui mun, jenny, mei hui, see mun, miss u all alot...take care n all de best!!

freaky saturday

well....after so many dreadful weekends...i finally decided to went for an outin n hv some fun today!!!jz leav those vexing practical n assignments aside..so v met up wif preston n dutt in pyramid early in de mornin to catch -ice age 2- realy realy hilarious!!!1st time in my life i laugh til nonstop beatin de one sittin bside me...sorry my dear*_* if u wan a great laugh..jz go for tis movie..u'll surely enjoy^^
after an exhausting laughin exercise in de cinema..we headed to pizza hut for our lunch...so happy to hv tis 2 gentlemen wif us cz v won hv to decide on where to hv our lunch...v ordered quite a large set n i end up eatin so full....**burp* haha..n v actually finished up everythin on de table!!!
after de pizza...we went to de bowlin alley for a game...haven been playin since god knows when....v had a game there, me n dutt were de highest scorer...n since v oni get to play one game there due to de tournament v decided to go 1u for few more rounds...
there's some problems with preston's car n while waitin me n rachel had hv 2 games of pool there...hmmm each of us won one round^^after de long~~~~wait...here come our games...de 1st round rachel was leadin all de way...but in de end of the game..dutt manage to catch up by 1 point!!!!tis realy drive rachel crazy...de 2nd round...she was leadin oso n yet i manage to score 103 which is 2 points ahead her....muahahah...i like to see her gone mad with tis!!!n de 3rd round...oh gosh~she was jz playin her own man....cz leadin too much both 3 of us cant catch up....aikz....n needless to say she won de last round....
after de 3 exhausted games...preston was simply too tired...cant even smile when ask him to take photo wif us...smile abit la brother!!!=) well..preston n dutt went back after bowlin n v stayed on for dinner..we went genki sushi...de salmon set dat v ordered was so nice!!!n yes v njoy our dinner so much especially de jelly^^
happy moment oways pass faster den usual...so fast its comin to an end for today's outin...thnx for all 3 of u...i enjoy my day so much n i realy din hv such a great laugh for such a long time ady...lookin forward for more..n dutt i won fight to be camera man wif u nex time....heehe

who's to blame?

Life... So fragile.

Flicker of a flame...

Wondering... who's to blame?

Fighting for her life.

Running from the knife.

Trapped in a box.

Chained with locks.

Running for her tombstone,

A place to call her own.

Somewhere unknown.

Falling...Distant voices calling.

Crying...Because she's dying.

The sound of death.

The shortness of her breath.

Life... so fragile.

Flicker of a flame...

Wondering...who's to blame?

snatch from kathy

uniVerSitY liFe~I nOe hoW it loOkz likE nOw

had been busying like no body's business for the past 2 weeks...rushing 3 assignment in a week and 1 programmin practical which we tk it as a weekly assignment!!! everyone's lack of sleep and looks so exhausted...
thou it's busy, i stil manage to catch up with my frenz for a birthday+farewell party for kher sin..which is jz beside my house^^she is goin to japan soon...well wish u all de best mate!!had alota fun there as we were all makin silly jokes=)

after the party..it's time to back to reality-assignment!!!sittin infront of the pc til dawn...been spendin few weekend like tis T_T well gonna get use to it thou...been told dat 2 or 3 sleepless nite is a very common issue in monash....

messy study table

spendin fewer n fewer time with u...so sorry

heavy and hypnotizability bookz

lecture..tutorial and practical

it had been 2 weeks since de 1st lecture start...well honestly not very use to de teachin style in uni cz it's far more different from our primary or highschool...we have to depend alot on our own compare to last time..lecturer is jz a guide to us n we hv to do alot readin to strengthen our own understandin n as for a dump dump like me who noe nth bout computer science i'v to read even more=(
been spending my whole weekend n sunday doin de programmin prac's work, stress man!!!sit there since noon til nite yet stil cant figure out de answer for 2 quest(-_-b) eventually hv to ask kit for help...heheh..bro thx alot la i realy duno how to show my appreciation to u!!!how bout callin u leng zai??hahah
hmm...i noe i'v been botherin my frens too much for help on my assignment n prac...but hey...frens r there to help rite?nex time if u guys havin any prob other den computin oso can come to me la...i'l try my best to help!!!
i'm so happy with my uni life...been makin alota new frens from diff country, diff course, diff year etc...i'm realy lookin forward for more fun in de future but b4 dat i muz make sure i do well in my 1st sem exam so dat i can proceed to de sem...otherwise i'm sayin bye bye to all my new friend!!!pray dat i can make it thru~~

well...after readin such a bored n meaningless post i noe u guys must be wonderin wat de heck is this gan bei ni tryin to say....ok..let me tell u......i'm jz too bored n hv nth better den this to do!!!!!

recent 3 days

have been out these few days...jz feel free to write my blog now...realy a bz weekend..joined rachel n gang at pyramid magical theater for henry's birthday celebration..hmm..i noe i'm quite awkward to appear in such occasions...but well jz be there to have some fun...met yoke ling after so long..she realy change alot!!!!yes..alot i would said...n met wif moh reen too...she's stil so pretty...de food in de restaurant was good..n we stayed til 11:30pm den went back to pack up for saturday!!!waoh~~de orientation bash was here!!!
saturday early morning...we reached de campus at approx 8 registered ourselves n got our group for de lagoon bash...i was in group 9 wif sabrina n ben as my leader...they r jz so funny n cute=) there r some stunts for each group to complete such as win a toy from de fun fair...solve de riddle..sing on de toma-hawk...ride on de pirate ship...collect water from de niagara falls...etc...i can go on all de ride over n over again...but not for de pedestrian bridge part...i realy tremblin on de bridge n wat's worse was somebody keep jumpin n shakin bside me!!!dat was realy irritatin...after all..we din get any prize ofcz but v did enjoy ourselves so much durin de games...after de lunch v stayed on for de wet part...went all de slide over n over again..joined those buddies for games at de surf beach...someone can actually carried me up!!!!do u believ this???hahaha...i realy gave seng kiat a hard time la...hope u r stil alive bro..hahah...after havin so much fun in lagoon..we went pyramid for dinner..n b4 pyramid i'v bought a new slipper in lagoon as my sandal was totally spoilt...n coincidentally v met wif eric n other buddies again..he asked us to join them for dinner in de vietnamese restaurant..they were all so frenly n nice...v hv some chat n took some pics in de restaurant...after one long day...i went back n headed to bed quite early....
on sunday...went to 1U for a movie-final destination 3- man it's a freaky show...de director is realy a psycho!!!all de ppl die in such disgustin way...but it's realy interestin thou..shud watch it if u haven...v den went to shop for some stationary n text bookz...eventually we manage to get ourselves an organizor,notebook n some stationary....it's realy tirin these few days n yet i hv so much fun=) thx to avone who brought me all de joy n laughter..i appreciate it much!!