feel so down nw..suddenly rmbr tat a friend of mine is leavin soon...migrate 2 u.s...jz 2 more weeks 2 go..actually when i 1st know her i'v no tat she's goin 2 leav bt last time feel tat it's stil so far away...bt nw we had finished de NS programme...gettin bz wif our own life n nw sudd realize tat she's leavin alrd...we were very close 2 each other when we were out there 4 de NS cz without family friend is de most important thing 4 us..realy hv a lot of sweet memory during tat 'hard' time...cant 4get those day when we sleep 2gth...eat cup noodles 4 almost every meal...sit out side de toilet 2 charge our fon..screamin when de 'riang riang' flew pass us..playin cards in our camp...lyin outside de camp n count 4 de stars...eatin de pringles 2gth..joint de tarik tali n won de game...went 4 jungle trackin n came back wif de whole body of mud..went 2 church 2gth n when de pastor ask us 2 find tis chapter tis phrase u'l b laughin there...cz by de time i found it it had finished=) every nite b4 we close my eyes..they r de one i last saw...n whn i open my eyes de other mornin...they r de one i 1st met...i cn sy they r closer than any other friend of mine...dun believ me??ask urself..which gang of friend hv u eva stay 2 gth 4 more than a month n without any arguement??tat's y i said they r closer den anyone 2 me.....
but i'v receiv a mail tat speak right 2 my heart...it sounds like tis....sometimes u mis someone n feel like callin them but u duno wat 2 say aft u called so u jz ignored tat thought........u al might b very fren at a certain period...bt when u go back 2 ur own environment ur friendship is not growin anymore..it'l jz stay at where u al break up....n everytime's conversation will jz turnin on de same old topic....sometimes even will afraid 2 get their call......wat can i say?! tis mail is so meaningful...i would sy i miss them ofcz..n i miss those time at gua musang...specially melanie who r leavin soon...i will definitely miss her alot.....but what i afraid is like wat de mail had said..other den al de greetin n regards we won hv anythin else 2 talk bout....
well...no matter wat...i still appreciate de friendship i hv....cz i no tis is not sth easily gained..nt everyone cn b ur fren...someone will appear in front of u everyday but u al will still jz b hi-bye fren...so i jz wana tell al my friend....i miss u all so much even if i dun get 2 keep in tch wif u tat often....love ya much...mmMuAakKz**
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who are the people more important,more closer,more precious,u cant leave without?????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fine!!!!!! since they are more important than anyone else, then u dun need me ler............. herh!!!!!!!!! (u better dun herh me back!!!!!)
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