I started to...

I started to feel unfamiliar with u...
I started to duno ur new made frens....
I started to lose ur messages...
I started to let go the habit of messaging u everyday...
I started to forget the way u holds me...
I started to forget the feelin u hug me...
I started to feel lonely...
I started to get use to lonely...
I started to cry in bed when i think of u...
I started to blame myself for not lettin u hate me...
I started to regret that I crashed into and messed up ur life....
I started to feel tired and helpless..............